Wanna be loved…

Don’t wanna be fool, wanna be cool
Wanna be loved, same love as you
Baby I want it

As before, again, Jin found himself in front of his laptop. And again, he opened his facebook and twitter account. Only to look at a certain girl page.

"Again, today i make a fool of myself. I know you aren't mine anymore but why do i keep looking at you? Why can't i find a replacement for you? Why my heart always want you only? All of this feelings suffocated me" said Jin

He was scrolling through the page. Looking at all the pics and comments and likes. He dislike this. He really really dislike this. And this Kikwang guy who liked all the pics like him.

On every picture you post up
A guy I’ve never seen before likes it, who is he?
Oh right, I’m not your boyfriend anymore
I naturally pressed your number but
Calling or texting you seems like I am losing
If I don’t say anything, I don’t think you’ll even care about me
Why isn’t there a Dislike button?
I don’t like it, becoming just one of the thirty-something guys

Jin still remembered all the things he done in the past. He always tried to be the best boyfriend a girl wanted. He never made his girlfriend cried or sad or jealous. Or made her waited for him. He loved it when seeing her girlfriend blushed whenever he kissed her cheeks or sometimes her lips. He still remembered how soft and sweet her lips was. They always shared good and happy moments together. He treasured those days he spent with his girl.

But, one day, her girl said she didn't want to date him again. She didn't know how hurt his heart was. Like every piece of happiness was taken from him forever. He just couldn't be like the Jin before. Everything seemed so gloomy and boring for him. He desperately needed his girl back. His heart just couldn't take it anymore. Even if his girl already dumped him for 2years, he still needed his girl.

After we broke up, you look better, pretty woman
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Annoyingly, you still look good, pretty woman
Oh pretty woman

After he finished work and came back home, as usual, he found himsef in front of his laptop again. He always spent everyday checking on his girl. Since that was the only way for him to keep on track with whatever hapenned to his girl.

"Huh, a boyfriend you said? That Kikwang guy is your boyfriend now? You already over me? Stop playing with my heart! Why can't i do the same to you? Why am i the only one that fall deeper for you everyday? Even after you hurt me and dump mem i still love you.... I'm just too stupid! Stupidly in love with you! Why can't you comeback to me?!" said Jin hit the table beside him making it had a crack there

My friend clicked Like on your photo
And I see that your face looks much better
You tag tag a photo that you took with your new boyfriend
Through that, I’m backspace-ing into the memories
In that world, everything is stopped
But why am I still hanging by that time?

"Yura-ya, fate is so cruel to us right? Or at least to me. Even after everything, you are still the most precious to me. I hate our cruel fate that making us separated. I know why you broke up with me. I know that you will never come back to me. I know you will never love me like before again. All those sweet memories...are you already forget all of it? Do you think that all those memories are just a piece of junk? Am i that pathetic? Maybe i am. I am pathetic for still loving you even after everything happened. But, i just can't take this anymore. If you won't come back to me, then let me go away. To the place where there is no pain. Good bye, Yura. I will still loving you" said Jin jumping off from the top of the high building. This was the best way that he could think of. To be dead and be released from all the pain.

After we broke up, you look better, pretty woman
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Annoyingly, you still look good, pretty woman
Oh pretty woman
Don’t wanna be fool, wanna be cool
Wanna be loved, same love as you
I know it’s over
Don’t wanna be fool, wanna be cool
Wanna be loved, same love as you
Baby I want it

Jin knew he and Yura couldn't be together again since people would see their relationship as a taboo. Because he and Yura were siblings. They couldn't be together. Ever.