Heechul's POV:

'It's been a year,Hannie....How are you?'

I wondered in my mind.......

'I haven't seen you for a year........'

I thought,as the awful memory,or you people call it flashback rewined in my head......

~Flashback~

We were the 'Hanchul' of Super Junior,loved by all our fans.

But of course we are not really a offical couple....Yet....

"Chullie-ya~"Hangeng ran up and gave me a big bear hug from behind me.

We were having our performance in SS2,we were performing the song,'Our Love'(Just pretend they are in it...)

As Leeteuk sang his lines,following after is our chours,we shared hugs ands and kisses together while singing.

During our 'Don't Don',we sang our lines,walking in circles,and on the big screen,it looks like we're kissing,the fans cheered and scream after that.

We sang 'Twins'.We don't really have much skinships then,but still I never took my eyes off of you,and neither did you~

Then comes 'Marry U',we were doing the first part of the beginning rap together,I asked you to sing with me,but you shook your head,my heart was a little hurt by then.

In the ending series of our SS2,I look over and saw Ryeowook crying,and Yesung kissed his cheeks.You were beside me and you saw my jealousy.

You didn't hesitate to kiss my cheeks too.

I smiled.

I didn't know it may be the last time you kiss me......

~December 25~

"Heechullie hyung!"I heard Ryeowookie shout from down the living room.

I walked down the stairs in a slow manner and once I reached the living room....

I saw Ryeowook,Sungmin,Leeteuk,and Eunhyuk crying,

Their boyfriends comforting them,but with tears in their eyes.

"What's wrong?"I asked worriedly.....

"Hyung read this...."Shindongie passed me a letter.

I opened it.

To my dearest Super Junior,

I'm so sorry.I cannot do anything about it.I had a lawsuit with Sment.

I hide it from all of you because I don't want any troubles and fights.

I'm very grateful to all of you,who have to live it up with my poor Korean.

Especially you Heechul.

To Heechul:

Thank you so much,

for teaching me Korean,

Leaching me how to sing in Korean.

You will remain as my bestfriend,

With the rest of Super Junior and SJ-M.

I will be watching you from afar,

in China....

Love,

Hangeng.

I cried,

I ran up to my room and sat one OUR shared bed.

Crying with Heebum and Baengshin.I can see tears in their eyes too.....

Hangeng,

I hate you,

But I never get to say the three words yet,

I love you,

Forever.

I cried the whole Christmas.

~End of flashback~

"I was the only one who could understand your 'Hangengese'"I whispered.

It started snowing outside.

I peeked over the window,the beautiful white snow,

The snow that I love so much,

Reminds me of you,

Hangeng.

"I'm doing this for once,and only once."I said.

I interwinded my hands together and said,

"God,I have only one wish,"I paused,but continued,

"I want Hangeng back.......Please" Tears ran down my cheeks,

Beside me was Heebum and Baengshin.

One on each side.

Then.....

My phone rang.

"Who could it be?"I said.

I took my phone and looked at the caller ID,

It says,'Hangeng<3'

I picked it up.

"He-Hello?"I tered.

"Annyeong~"Came his cute voice that I have been dying to hear.

"Hangeng."

"Heechul."

"I miss you."

"I miss you too,merry christmas,my Cinderella."

"Merry christmas to you to,my Chinaman."

"Tell the others that I miss them and merry christmas to them too,I have to go."

"Okay,I will,bye Chinaman.I lo-I miss you."

"Bye Cinderella,remeber I miss you to~"

We both hang up.

I cried.

I couldn't say it.

The three words.

I can only keep it in my heart.

Saranghae,I love you my Chinaman.

I continued crying,

Crying myself to sleep,

I'll see you again,

I'll look foreward to the next time I see you.

Chinaman.

------The End------

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This is so sad.... TT___TT