I like him. That's it.

and I've been hiding these feelings of mine for years already.

Or maybe I love him. I don't know.

I'm actually really really confused.

But the thing is, he makes me smile.

He can put a smile on my face without exerting any effort.

Though I must admit, I'm in great pain because of him.

My heart is shattered for real but I can't confess.

No. I really can't.

Why?

Because we're friends.

So I will hide these feelings as long as I can.

'cause I'd rather have my heart broken than ruin this friendship of ours.

I changed the foreward. I don't know why.