Prologue

Dear Diary,

          Reality hurts. A blink of an eye is not even enough to face the reality. I even told this to myself alot of times

but Im so stupid to realize. Im just a fangirl. The one who cant even catch a glimpse of his favorite idol. A person

who cant even afford to buy her idols merchandise nor have legal posters. I would do anything to download

songs and videos ILLEGALY. Fancams is my mainstream entertainment.  See how desperate I am? LIfe ....

I stopped writing as soon I heared a loud squeal. it was Olivia. She was spazzing out the limited

edition of SHINee's album." OMG, guys did you know how I got this. My dad even went to Korea just

to purchase this! My dad really loves me."

blah blah blah blah blah............

She freaking annoying . How I wish I am Hermione Granger to cast a spell on her on which her voice

will forever be muted on my hearing. I just rolled my eyes and continued writing when suddenly

someone grabbed my wallet. Damn its Olivia

She opened it and started to laugh hesterically.

"Eww...You have photos which are pinted in the bond paper. You are a disgrace to be a shawol'' They

started to insult me. Well I have nothing to do against it. Its not my fault that I was born to a poor family.

This scene is not new to me. Im always bullied and all I need to do is to endure all of this since

graduation is in 10 months.......