"You are a man"  Kai who i love was standing in front of me and looked at me like a stranger

     "Let's breakup" i said but my voice was so shaky

     "Okay" unbelievable he was easily breakup with me

    My tears went down on my cheeks i couldn't say anything because the man who has blonde hair was hugging y girl while walking to the hotel. He looked back at me and shaking his head like it was really terrible for him i didn't care i was looking at him but he turned away and walking away slowly my tears was falling really hard I wish i turned back and walked to me but my wish didn't come true he didn't turn back to me but walked away from me far far away till i didn't see him from the far i couldn't believe our love was ended just two years in the end it's hurt so much.

    I sat down on the floor then rain started to fall great. I picked up phone and called to my brother Tao

     "Hello! ___!! Where are you it's really dark now why don't you come back home, hah?" I didn't say anything yet but my brother said first when he answered the phone

     "heeeheee oppa come...and pick ...me up.. please"

     "Yah pabo! what is happening? Where are you? It's raining now. Did you get an umbrella with you?"

    Lots of questions was asked by my brother because he was worried about me but i couldn't say anything

     "I was here...in front of the hotel...hurry and pick me up"

     "Ha!!! in front of the hotel!!! I'll get there"

     Addddddd!!!!!

    Red ferrari car was stopping in front of me the owner opened the door and showed that he was a handsome boy and he is my brother...

     When he opened the door and got out he saw me sitting on the floor and the rain falling so hard so he hurried walking toward me

     "Yah!..." he wanted to say something to me but stopped when i saw myself nearer

     "T..Tao I..I..."

     "Don't say anything...and get back home okay?"

    He talked to me and we got into the car before driving off...

    Everyone in the house waiting for me my dad widen because he was shocked when he was his daughter became like that and about my mom i didn't want to say it she fainted

     "Dad Mon...I" My sentence was not finished but my brother cut off

     "_____ go upstairs I will talk to mom and dad by myself"

    I woke up at 2 o'clock in the morning. I dreamt about Kai but now you aren't with me anymore

    I opened the messages that Blue oppa sent to me and i deleted it all. I colllected Blue oppa gift's that he gave me but one thing made me remember it again. The ring that i always wear it it make me remember of what he said when he asked me to be his boyfriend he told me "I'm a man I promise i won't make you cried" but it's a lie

     "Start from today I'm...____...will not falling in love again"