Every time when I’m all alone, I put my earphones up and turned my iPod on. I listen only one song in repeat. That’s “River flows in you” by Yiruma. Sometimes my baby Taem plays that for me. I love this song because he always listen that song when we were lovers. When the song starts it’s just feels like we’re go back in that time, when he holds my hands tightly, when he stares into my eyes, when he says that he love me. But now even I want that so badly, it will never be the same again.