"Suzy? Ssh, it's okay. I'm here. I won't leave you."

 

"Jongin, you there?" I whispered, slowly.

 

"Yes, Suzy. It's okay, you're only dreaming. It's alright now." He said once again, while caressing my cheeks.

 

"It's only a dream?"

 

"Yes. I'm not leaving you. Now, go back to sleep, okay?"

 

 He kissed my foreheard and say someting to my ears.

 

"Good night, Suzy. I love you."

 

---

"Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone."

---

 

And here i am, now.

 

Standing straight at the funeral, feeling nothing but sadness.

 

Jongin was nowhere to be found.

 

They said he was one of the army that's dead, but his body has never been found.

 

They said, South Korea won over North, is because of all of the soldiers, including him.

 

They gave him an honor. They say that Jongin was one of the bravest soldier out there.

 

But still, all of that will never gave my Jongin back.

 

---

"I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light"

---

I found something, a letter, just before i left to the funeral that day.

A letter from Jongin.

 

Dear Suzy.

If you're reading this right now, i guess i'm not standing beside you right now.

I guess I'm not protecting you the way i should.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that i couldn't fulfill my promise to you.

I hope you are alright right now.

I hope the war's over right now.

Suzy, wherever I am right now,

I promise i'll keep you safe and sound.

 

Kim Jongin.

 

Until now, i still dreamt about him.

I kept thinking i saw him, but no, he's not here.

But i know, somewhere, that he's protecting me.

 

Because, somehow, i believe that he's still alive.

 

 

 

That's it~

I hope you like itt.

Comment pleasee.

 

P.S : If you couldn't understand, in the story, that's a war between South Korea and North Korea. Aaah, and sorry for my grammatical error. English is not my first language^^