4. Desperate.

He cursed himself for being so useless, for not doing anything instead of helping the older while he is in pain. Though the older one always tell him that it was ok, it will be ok. But JunHyung can’t help himself from shedding his tears while waiting outside of the room. Wait…and wait…he wonder if all the time in his life, all he did was wait. He waited to someone to help him, it took him 5 years to find a 4D’s prince name HyunSeung. He waited 2 years to make their friendship turn to a new one, lover. Then he waited more than 3 years just to get a nod from HyunSeung, agree to by his side forever. And now….

He lean his head against the wall behind him, let out a desperate sigh. What if god take him away? No, he don’t want this to happen and he won’t let this ever happen. But what could he do? All he did right now is wait. Look down at his open palm, he saw sweat all over, his hand was all red and swollen. Then he smile a little when he saw a shining thing on his finger.

Their couple also their engaged ring.

JunHyung remember himself waiting under the rain for 5 hours under the rooftop of HyunSeung’s house. His lover was so shock at his sudden propose to that, he immediately turn around and run into his house, of course not forgot to lock the door. Blinking his doe eye, HyunSeung just yell from inside

Why?

Why did he choose HyunSeung from the first place?

JunHyung couldn’t answer that, honestly. He didn’t know when HyunSeung started to appear in his dream every night, he didn’t know when he start to follow the older all the time…He just…didn’t know. He said through the door , telling all his heart to the older. And he heard the sobbing sound. He press his head against the door and told HyunSeung to stop crying, because it’s hurting him so much to see, to hear the other cry. Only to get the door slammed on his face. He rubbed his nose and wince in pain, but the pain soon go away when HyunSeung throw hisself in his body and called JunHyung is a pabo. JunHyung pat the older’s head and agree. Yes, he is a pabo for HyunSeung. And he is happy with that.

A slight squeeze on his shoulder, signal him to lift his head up. An old friend appear, DooJoon, follow by his boyfriend, soon to be the wife. JunHyung congrats them when he heard the news, but seriously, he is too worry to his wife now, he couldn’t show a sinecery smile to them and he sorry for that. Luckily for him, his friend is a understanding one so it didn’t bother him. JunHyun consider himself as a lucky one to have a friend like DooJoon, sometime he can be an idiot, sometime he can be genious. For example, after so many way he tried to use to confess to HyunSeung, but the older is so dumb ( Junhyung is dead if his wife read this ) to notice anything. He forced himself trying DooJoon’s way with heavy heart

“ I love you. Can you please be my boyfriend?”

And he showed the bounquet to HyunSeung, the older look at it and up to his face. With no emotion. I will kill you later, Doo brat. JunHyung scream in his head.  He bited his lips when he saw HyunSeung furrow his eyebrown and slowly raise