• "After that day we were always 
• Stuck together like the Astro twins, you were me and I was you"
• 
  
  "You cried so much on the day before graduation"
• • "The friend label is a label that I got to hate
  • The feelings I’ve hidden still remain as a painful secret memory"
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They say that your graduation was something to celebrate, then why have I been dreading it? Graduation to me was like a sign. 
A sign to wake up and realise that he'll move on and forget you ever existed... but it hurt to think of things that way. So I kept it to myself.

Graduation was nothing to celebrate when it was going to be the last day I'd ever look into his eyes and tell myself I couldn't love anyone else other than  him.

Would things have been different if i told him?

If I told him to stay

If I told him that I loved him

If I toold him that he was everything to me

If I told him that I couldn't truely live a day without him

Did it even matter anymore? He was gone and I was alone.

And it didn't matter how many time I recited those four words "I love you, Kyungsoo"

It didn't matter because he wouldn't be there to hear them.

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Brief Character Profile

Kim Jongin (Kai) :

Orphaned dancer that livs in the United States because he recieved a dance scholarship for Gateways*

He has been independant mst of his life.

Used to live with his Aunt in South Korea but he hasn't visited her in years due to his studies.

Is seen as the bad playboy type but is really a sensitive person that gets judged too quickly.

when it comes to maths.

Loves Kimchi Spaghetti.

Do Kyungsoo

Great cook. Makes Kimchi Spaghetti.

Innocent but can often make smart comments.

Has his mother's eyes.

Room mates with Jongin.

Also recieved a scholarship to Gateways.

Very good at speaking English (unlike Jongin).

Even if people say he's not their type, they often end up falling for him in the end.

Gets along with everyone and is very smart.

Isn't very open about how he feels and doesn't act upon his emtions