I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe.

I just stared back at him.

I wanted to say something, but I did not dare

I didn't move, I didn't breathe

I wanted to shout, I wanted to yell

Go back to hell.

But he didn't move, he didn't breathe.

He just stared at me,

He wouldn't let me be.

He never blinked,

And I felt like I was linked.

I wanted to die,

But he was running me by.

Maybe one day,

Everything will be okay.

He won‘t move, he won‘t breathe,

He will just stare at me.

I feel like being pulled in,

By his mischievous grin.

Suddenly his breathing hitches,

And he comes closer a couple inches.

His hand is on my waist,

And soon I‘m in his embrace.

Tears are flowing down my cheeks,

And my voice slowly squeaks.

Please,

I beg him while choking,

He probably thinks that I‘m joking.

He slowly pulls away,

And meanwhile offers a warm smile

Shh...

He tries to calm my desperate sobbing,

However, my head is already throbbing,

The pain didn't fade away, it didn't stop,

So he took me to the rooftop.

You‘re mine,

He whispered hoarsely.

He was awfully close,

As he started to take of my clothes.

I couldn't move, I couldn't breathe.

I closed my eyes

And hoped that he would stop.

However, he gently pins me against the wall,

I never knew he was so tall.

I wanted to shout, I wanted to yell

Go back to hell.

But then again,

He didn't move, he didn't breathe.

He just stared at me.

Mine,

He says it‘s so proudly.

Yours,

I moan for him loudly.

Everywhere, he trails kisses,

There's not a spot that he misses.

I lost his game again,

He knows my weak spots,

He uses them against me,

As he the skin of my neck.

More,

I moan in his ear,

I didn't want anyone else to hear.

I give up,

I tell myself as I take of his shirt

While he quickly removes my skirt.

We throw the rest of the clothes to the side

It makes us both sigh.

It‘s been months,

He says before kissing me.

I can feel his pulse,

As he picks me off my feet.

My legs got wrapped around his waist.

This feeling is so chaste.

I know this feeling way to well,

It‘s like again he cracked my shell.

God,

I‘m shocked that he starts praying,

He was never a good boy.

I throw my head back,

Everything goes black.

And I show him my white flag.

Yes,

I agree in a moan with him,

As he starts getting in.

No,

I protest when he suddenly wants to stop,

I was about to pop.

More,

I order him again and he obeys

While giving me a hot gaze.

That’s my girl,

He chuckled mockingly

And I nod for him ironically.

Moan,

He then decides to order me

While he picks up with his pace

And of course I obey in this case.

I remember when he left,

He said he didn’t love me anymore,

I said I did not too.

He said he found someone else,

Someone better, someone tells.

I told him that I didn’t care,

I lied.

I know.

I told him that I’d find someone else as well,

But he didn’t believe me – of course not,

He said that it’s a spell,

He said I’m stuck with him,

That I’m his forever

That we will again be together.

I can’t understand him.

No, Actually…

I can’t understand us.

We were in love once,

We were happy for months.

Then the bickering started

And for a couple of weeks our ways parted.

Then he found me again

And we started playing this game.

Again and again…

I cried while telling him I love you.

He shouted while explaining that loves me too.

Then why is this so complicated?

These feelings shouldn’t have been activated.



 

660 words.

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It's my first time writing a poem, I don't even know why I wrote this, I just felt like it.
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