Chapter -51- Him..

☁ My Flower Boy ☁

Erina's POV~

 

I opened my eyes and sat straight on my bed, I took my hand phone and looked at the time,

*10:40*

Erina: "Donghae's trip on 12, I should say goodbye" I smiled, getting off my bed,

Me + Donghae = One, we are always together! We never separate, that's why the idea of him leaving is very weird! I can't imagine a life without him! He is my soul mate.

I walked out of my room, and knocked on his door,

Erina: "Oppa, can I come in?" I asked, but he never reply, I frowned, and opened the door, my jaw dropped as I walked in, the room was weird, the shelves were empty, his table was empty, I walked toward his closet and I opened it, "Empty... It's empty!" I muttered, I looked around me at the cold empty room, my heart clenched as I saw his mp3 player on his bed, I grabbed it and saw a paper paste on it, it says play me, my eyes become teary and I didn't know why!

 

What's going on?! Why do I feel scared?

 

I gulped, playing it,

 

*Ehm! Test test 1 2 3! Hey Eri, This is Donghae, If you were listening to this now, that mean I already left* his voice says and my heart beats fastened,

*Mianhae Erina... I couldn't say goodbye because I at goodbyes... anyway... I wants to tell you many things, first, I'm going to stay in Mokpo, I transfer my school paper and I'm going to continue my study over there, I wants to be next to my parents, so don't worry about me* he continued, and I widened my eyes,

*And second... Man! I don't think I can say it,,, I'm a coward just like he said... even if I was recording it, I still can't confess...* he paused,

 

C... confess?!

 

*There is this song I always listen to it, I kept begging you to hear it but you never did, So... please listen to it now, it explain how I feel about you...* he added, and the music starts playing, and I listened carefully,

 

*I want to erase all of my insufficient former self
It seems like someone like me has nothing to give to you
The side of me that I kept hidden, the one that wants you, my sincerity
Not even once was I able to show it to you so

Just once, look back at me
It seems you’re still not standing too far away

Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me?
Do you know how long you can keep me by your side?

In this large world, there’s only one person (I only want you)
Did you know this about me?

Before the seasons roll by, before even time fades away
I try to convey my heart to you but it’s too late

I hesitate and stop and then you’re crushed
If you’re still there, I’m an idiot, forgive me

A little bit (a little bit) walk a little further (walk a little further) and then I’ll be there

Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me?
Do you know how long you can keep me by your side?

In this large world, there is only one person. It’s only me

The night I wanted to cry goes by, and in my forgotten dream,
My wandering self
You hold tight in your arms
And I won’t stray anymore

Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me
Do you know how long you can keep me by your side

In this large world, there’s only one person (I only want you)
Did you know this about me*

 

 

 

My chin starts to quiver, and I quickly ran outside the room, and down stairs,

Erina: "Umma! Where is Donghae?!" I shrieked,

Erina's Mother: "Erina! Are you ok? Why are you crying?" she ran toward me,

Erina: "Where is Donghae?" I cried,

Erina's Mother: "He... he left"

Erina: "I have to catch him" I ran toward the front door,

Erina's Mother: "Erina He already left!"

Erina: "No! His trip at 12!"

Erina's Mother: "He lied, It's now, 11 o'clock" she said, and I widened my eyes,

Erina: "N... No... I can still catch him" I muttered with a shaking voice,

Erina's Mother: "Change your pajama first!" she shrieked, but I ignored her, running outside the house, I saw a taxi and stopped it,

Erina: "To the train station! Palli!"

 

Flash Back~

Erina: "Your eyes as usual" I sighed, pulling his earphones off his ears,

Donghae: "Ah! You freaked me out!" he panted,

Erina: "I don't know why you keep listening to a love song even though you don't have a girlfriend!"

Donghae: "Not having a girlfriend doesn't mean I'm not in love" he smirked, and I rolled my eyes,

Erina: "Why this song? I thought It's a sad one"

Donghae: "Your eyes, Explain me" he smiled weakly,

End of Flash Back~

 

Erina: "No~" I cried,

The Driver: "Are you ok? Anything wrong?"

Erina: "A... Anie... W... what time is it?" I asked, wiping my tears,

The Driver: "I think It's eleven"

Erina: "Tell me the exact time!" I cried,

The Driver: "Oh... kay!" he awkwardly nodded, looking at his phone, "11:02" he said, and I bulged my eyes,

Erina: "It still there right? The train is still there!" I asked,

The Driver: "I don't know, Are you going on the 11 o'clock trip?"

Erina: "Neh" I nodded,

The Driver: "Without a bag?" he asked, and I looked down at my clothes, I was still in my pajama, my hair was a mess, and my feet were bare!

Erina: "Ahjussi... Do you have extra shoes?" I asked, biting my lips,

The Driver: "Huh?!"

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I arrived to the train station, and I quickly ran to the receptionist,

Erina: "Madam! Did the 11 o'clock trip to Mokpo left?"

The Receptionist: "It's 11:15, the train is leaving now, they got late because of one of the passengers" she said, and I beamed,

Erina: "Where can I find the train?"

The Receptionist: "Go to the platform number 11"

Erina: "Eleven?!" I raised my brows, and I starts running, searching for platform number 11, when I finally reached it, I found the train moving, I panicked, and ran with it, screaming and begging it to stop,

Erina: "STOP! PLEASE STOP! YOU CAN'T LEAVE LIKE THAT!"

"Miss! Don't go near it! It's dangerous!" two men ran after me, but I kept running after the train, hoping it would stop,

Erina: "DON'T GO! YOU CAN'T DO THAT!" I cried, "DONGHAE IS THERE!!" I screamed out of my lungs, but it was gone... the train was gone... far away from my sight…

Erina: "Don't go..." I breathed, with tears rolling down my cheeks, "My Donghae... is there..." I dropped on my knees, and starts crying out loud,

I never cried like this before, I felt bad, I was a mess, I didn't know what to do, I just cried and cried, ignoring other people who were trying to comfort me,

I looked down at the floor and saw number 11 drawn,

 

Flash Back~

The Fortune-Teller: " Number Eleven will make you cry"

End of Flash Back~

 

I cried even more, remembering the fortune-teller and Mayoo's words,

Even Donghae... he gave me many hints! But I never noticed…

Everybody knows, even Kyuhyun…

I'm such an idiot…

 

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lilith9999 #1
Chapter 58: Thank you for this story <3
lilith9999 #2
Chapter 25: This one was my favourite chapter up to now! I desperately ship Donghae and Erina. And this bromance wink was perfect.
lilith9999 #3
Hi! I begin your story. Up to the chapter 4, it looks interesting. Which men will match with the prediction? I have the choice: supporting forbidden love (Donghae), bad boy (Kyuhyun), grumpy mysterious man (Eunhyuk), hot guy (Siwon), or cute man (). Let's do my market!
Storytime
#4
Chapter 58: great job author-shii :) please keep updating I really wanna know wat happens next >.< . good luck
sihyuki
#5
Chapter 57: a chapter please i love this storyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hae is crazyy
sihyuki
#6
Chapter 57: awsomeeeeeeee pabooooo hae just cross the lineeeeeeeeeee he's crazyyyyyyy; i feel in love with this story please update soon
sihyuki
#7
Chapter 52: sayyyyyyyyyyy yessssssssssssss
sihyuki
#8
Chapter 51: i'm cried really good story