Hae Young's POV

It's Sunday again and we'll go to the church to attend the mass it means I'll see the guy that I'm crushing on that I don't even know what his name is, even though I don't know who he is and what attitude he has I fell in love with him. Everytime he smile when he's talking to his brother because of that voice I can feel that my heart skips a beat

"Aigoo Hae Young - ah don't tell me you are looking for him" my cousin said he knows that I have a crush on mr. right even though he's a guy I am very close to him because he is just 2 years older than me and I can't share this to Mi Young unnie becuase she will just scold me because she's like a demon from hell hey don't get me wrong but it's true

"Come on let's sit behind him" oppa pulled me

"Y-yah Jin Young oppa I don't want" I said backing off

"I know you want it" he said *sigh* I give up

Gong Chan's POV

Oh she's here already of course with HIM again *sigh* aish why are they making the church their place to date? Tsk but at least I have the chance to see her but of course with his boyfriend

"Oppa I hate you" I heard her say I slowly turned my head backwards and saw her puffed her cheeks and hit the arm of oh - so - cute boyfriend

Aish they even sat behind me, aigoo I'll just change my seat I left my brother and sat beside my mother, hyung noticed that I changed seat because he knows that I don't want to be near ms. eyesmile and mr. idi- aish forget it hyung shook his head and I just rolled my eyes

Hae Young's POV

"Hey stop staring he might melt" Jin Young oppa whispered to me

"Oppa I hate you" I hit him playfully and he laughed

Ugh I noticed that mr. right changed seats and sat beside a woman probably 40 + years old maybe that's her mother

"Sad now?"

"Whatever" I puffed my cheeks

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After the mass I went straight to my house Jin Young oppa is just leaving a few blocks away from our house so we already seperated

When I walked inside our house my my mom and unnie is fighting again I can hear my mom shouting and Mi Young unnie shouting back aish I can't take this anymore everyday the fight then later they are okay like there's nothing happened I can hear my mom crying but I just left the house and went to the park I don't want to hear them anymore don't get me wrong but I want to defend my mom but after the tension I am the one who will turn out bad

I sat under the tree so no one can see me even though it's late already I just don't want to be noticed by some gangsters

I put my earphones on and drifted to my own world, while listening to some songs I am also thinking about what's happening in my life I just want to die because my life is too miserable but at least I have my cousin Jin Young oppa nd his girlfriend Hye Jin unnie if they are not present in my life I already committed suicide oh and my dad? He left us for another woman my life is so sad right? I have so many problems and the only one think that can wash these problems is just a hug from mr. right one tight hug from him and I'll completely forget about my problems but I think that thing will not happen *sigh* I noticed that my cheeks are already wet because of my tears oh God please just take me

A/N : Guys how was the part one? Hope you will comment and wait for the other parts! :))