After a few days, i slightly recovered. i cant stop thinking about Jessica. What is she doing now?' Is she okay? Im really sorry of what i did. Its my mistake.

I am a fool for letting her go like that. I want to express my feelings, but how can I express it?

"Hey, Yuri. You're thinking of something deep. Aren't you?

"Yes, Taeyeon. It's Jessica"

"Jessica? but she the reason why you were in the hospital for 3 days."

"Hey, lower your voice. Mom might hear us."

"Okay, but she hurt you."

"Its okay. I really want to express my feeligs now."

"You must. Come on express it."

"I want to, but i dont know how."

"Then express it by saying it out loud."

"No. I want to something else."

"Then write it."

"Mmm." I nodded.

I grabbed some paper and pencil. I went to our balcony. "Aiishh. I wish she's looking at me now."

So I started writing. When i was wriing, i didnt notice that my tears were falling. I felt pain in my chest, but i just ignored it and continue writing.

These were just words i wrote on the paper.

"Its my mistake for not making you love me more. Its my mistake for loving you more than you love me. Its my mistake for not making you love me as much

as i wanted you to ..."

After writing, i gave it to Taeyeon ... Taeyeon read it.

"Hey. This can be a song!"

"Oh okay."

"Hey. Cheer up! I'll give this to my friend so that she could make this a song."

"Hey. Dont!"

"Please Yuri ..."

"Who's that friend that you're going to give it to?

"Its Seohyun. She plays the piano and other intruments well.."

"Ohh.. Seobaby. Okay" :)

"Yes. come with me ... Okay?"

"Okay."

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Off they go to Seohyun! Lol

anyways sorry for making you guys wait for the chapters.

I"ve been thinking about a NEW story but idk what should i do for the 'new' story. (Should i do TaeNy, Kryber, Yoonhyun, Soosun...)

comment about the story that im gonna make soon when im done with this one...

ill be working hard for a couple of days for it.

Dont forget to comment!! :)