PRESENT

“How’s your feeling right now?” I heard my best friend ask me that. She’s looking at me with concern eyes. I know what she’s mean by that question.

“I’m good,don’t worry” I answer it with a smile.But she’s known me too well,like a mother known her own child. I just want to make her not worry about me,about my decision right now.Decision that will change my life forever.

“But he’s really not your first love,the one that you loves until now”.She’s trying to make me realize about what have I done today,what have I done with my life in the future.

“I think this is the best decision I made after all” again with a smile I gave her my answer. I stand up from the chair where I sat before and try to lift my dress.It’s hard when the dress is so heavy and have many laces on it.

“Let me help you” my friend tries to help me with my dress.Maybe because she’s can accept my decision now.I know that we really love each others,she’s doesn’t want me to get hurt in the future.That’s all.

“Thank you Fara,for everything you’ve done until now for me” this is my thank you for her before I enter the new world.Before we can exchange words,we heard a soft knock on the door. “It’s time” the assistant told us after she’s open the door.I try to hold my breath because it’s time for me to meet ‘him’.The man that I will marry today.

Yup,today is my wedding day.The day where I will marry someone who is not my first love,not the man who I think I will stay with him forever.I will married someone else,someone who’s willing to wait for me from the start.Someone who is loving me from the bottom of his heart.

The moment I walk to the altar,I saw ‘him’ there.Waiting for me with a smile on his face.I am walking with a slow motion,then it hit me.The sudden memories hit me like a bullet been blown from a gun.The memories where I still remember until now.The memories from 5 year’s ago,where everything started.

Suddenly I heard the sound of waves in the background,I heard his voice tell me how he really loves me,heard his voice that everything’s gonna be alright,saw his face when we need to break up,saw his face for the last times,he smiles still lingers in my mind & then everything vanished.

5 Years Ago

 “I’m sorry if I make you worry Kazuya,really-really sorry.I just went to look some fruit’s that we can eat”.I try to tell him that I’m really sorry,I don’t know that I will lose at the jungle.Alone.Luckily I manage to find my way back before dark.

Kazuya just looks at her without saying anything,he’s really worried that something happens to her when he’s not around. “You know how worried I am when I can’t find you Sakura?” He question her in a low voice,a sign that he really upset with the situation.

“I’m dead” that’s all she’s can think right now. “But look what I found,some fruit’s that maybe we can eat safely.She’s trying to make the situation brighter but he just ignores her.He tries to start the fire in the woods he collects earlier.

“You can taste it if you want,I left this here” she’s trying to make the conversation again but it’s just a waste.She just sits far away from him because she’s know it’s her fault,her fault that make him really angry with her.

She look at her surroundings,at their ‘home’ for a while now.At their cave house,at their own private place.If your guys wonder why their live at a cave,it’s happen 2 month ago.It’s all started when they ride a boat for a trip around the Hawaii island,when suddenly a storm hit them.She’s tought that maybe she will die when their boat hit a huge rock,but out off nowhere someone grab her hand.That person try to save her but before she can look at that person face,everything turn black.

When she wake up,she can hear the sound of waves & a person who sleep beside her.The person face is so beautiful that make her heart feel something weird.Suddenly that person open his eyes & looks at her.

“Are you okay?’he ask her when he find she’s awake.He sit down & try to look properly at her. “My name Kazuya Kamenashi,but you can call me Kazuya.I’m from Japan”.He tells her his name with a smile on his face.

“My name Sakura,I also from Japan.Mind tell me where are we?”She try to ask him if he knows where is that place.He tells her that he also don’t know that place & maybe they at some small island.

From then it all started.How they find a small cave when they leave the beach,try to make a living together.Together build some shelter with a leaf,try to find their own food(luckily both of them know how to fishing),try to make an SOS signal so that anyone searching for them will see it.Everything seem’s okay but their personality is so much differents with each other.He is so quiet & a man with a few words,but she is so noisy & always talking.

“Do you want to eat now?” suddenly she heard Kazuya ask she & their first meeting dissapears.She walks up closer to him & sit beside him.They ate in silence,just a sound of the fire & the sound of they munching the food. “I’m sorry” she said it to him.

“It’s okay,but don’t do it again,I’m worried about you.You know I only have you here”.Many girl’s will totally flail over that word’s,because for God sake.HE is KAZUYA KAMENASHI!!! The most famous member of a group called Kat-tun from Japan.But for me,it’s just a dream.Sure I like him,know about him.We always shared everything when we are here.He once told me that somebody waited for him in Japan,someone that he really loves.So,not let our hopes high people.He off the market now.

“Today is your turn to tell me your stories back home” I try to makes the talk because she really not like to tell her stories. “Why you don’t like tell me your stories?”My question make her face suddenly look’s gloomy & she put down her food.

“Why I come to Hawaii because I lost him,my first love” she told me with a smile on her face. “I really love him but he’s not here anymore,not on this world anymore”.Kazuya put his food down & hugged her because he can see that she always holding up,always put a smiling face.But on the inside,she always so sad.

“Can i take a fresh air for a while?” she ask him for a permission because just a moment when he hugged her,she feels something inside.Something that she doesn’t feel for a long time.He ask her not to walk far away & if anything happens just call him.

Half an hour later,Kazuya feels something bad happen when he doesn’t hear a thing from her.He tries to call her name but it’s failed,no voice from her.He tries too searched her & then he found one of her shoes.When he looks around he found her fainted not far away from there.Her head is full of blood & that’s made his heart stop.

“Sakura,open your eyes!” he try to call her but she keep silent & no movement from her.He lift her & brough her to their cave.He clean the cut at her head & he pray that everything gonna be alright.During the night,the cave is so cold & that make her shivering until it make’s his heart ache.That night he sleep beside her,while hugging her body to keep her body warm from the cold.

The next day,Kazuya found out that she has a fever.That really makes him worried.Truthfully,he always takes care of her not because she’s the only person he has on that island.But it’s because he has already falling in love with her.He keeps his feeling when she tells him about his first love.He know,she’s not in love with him.

Suddenly he heard a boat sound coming from the sea.Kazuya look at her & then head away to the beach.At there he found that someone saw their SOS signal & make their way to the small island.He feels relieved that they gonna be safe after this.He asks them to take her to the hospital immediately because she got a high fever after her fall down yesterday.

She try to open her eyes but it’s so bright it make her eyes hurt.When she manage to open her eyes,she scans her surroundings.She just realize that she’s in the hospital right now. “You finally wake up Sakura” she heard someone’s voice beside her.When her turn,there he is.With a smiling face,a nice & clean shirt he sat there.She feels her lips turn into a smile.

“It’s time to me to go Sakura” Kazuya told her with a heavy heart.He can see that her face turn into a shock & the smiles that he loves disappear.It’s time for us to be apart from each other,to back to our normal lives.He always wants to stay at her side,but he can’t. needs him,his family need him & also his lover.

“Have a great life Kazuya,I will always remember you” she told him with a smile on her face.A smile that tries to shut her real feeling away.He holds her hand & kiss it with his eyes closed.Then he leaves his seat & before he leaves the room he say “I will always remember you Sakura,until forever”.That’s the last time she saw him,the last time she saw the smiles,the last time he hold her hand & the first time she’s crying after her first lover dead.That’s the last time she meet Kazuya Kamenashi.

PRESENT

“Miss Sakura?”she suddenly realized that someone is calling her.The person in front of her look at her & waiting for her answer.Beside her is ‘him’,looking at her with a eye full of questions.Then ‘he’ holds her hand to make her nervous feeling go away.With a smile,she answers the question confidently.

“I do”.

“Now I pronounce you husband & wife.Mr.Kazuya,you can kiss your wife now”.The man tells the groom & she can hear the sound of applause from everyone when they officially husband & wife.

If you guys wonder why my husband’s name is Kazuya.Yes,It’s Kazuya Kamenashi,not my first love but my eternal love.The person who saves my life during the storm,the person who takes care of me when I’m sick.Both of us think that’s the last time we will meet,but it’s not.

A year after the island accident,he try to looking for me.He found me when I have a trip to Japan,to his homeland.When I accidentally try to find my friend’s house but mistaking knock his door.Ironically,he tries to find me everywhere but I accidentally found him at his own house.The rest is history.He proposes to me when he manages to have permission from Johnny Kitagawa,after 3 years we meet again.

Kazuya look at his wife now,the person where he found his real love.She just smiles back at him,how he really likes the smiles.He kisses her again because that’s how he really loves her.He wants to tell the world that she’s finally his own now.He holds her hand & walk down the altar together.He wants to take her to the new world,with him forever.

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