BECAUSE YOU ARE SPECIAL

Why he being different just to me? If your with others attitude is normal .. can we just be normal like first time?
"Sunny.. why are you looking kyu oppa like that" tiffany follow my hand
"I wasn’t looking kyu oppa, but Sungmin oppa" my eyes still looking Sungmin

"What matter with Sungmin oppa?"
“do you you feel something different from Sungmin oppa?" Tiffany and I focus  to him
"Different??" she began to look towards Sungmin oppa and notice
"Yah .. its surgery???" she looked back at me with a gaze of shock
"Aniyo ..its not about his physica, but his attitude?” I raise one eyebrow
"Hmmm .. molla, I rarely talk with him, so I think  its ordinary "tiffany answered my question while drink her yogurt .. 'I should not ask tiffany, but I'm still curious to Sungmin oppa'
"Why do you sudenlly asking about him, sunny?"
"no... forget it "I refocused my thoughts on the games 'yah,, for what I think about it'
"Sun .. kyu oppa and Sungmin oppa closer towards us "tiffany whispered tell me ..

 'Oh .. why sudden I was nervous' I acted as if nothing out and keep playing games
"Yoo .. Sungkyu.. tiffany,, where the others? "kyu oppa greeted us and sat beside tiffany 'huh, why are they sitting next to tiffany'
"Annyoeng oppa" I just waved my hand and returned to play the game
"You were alone?" 'Huh,, Sungmin oppa asked just to fany, and he didn’t say hello to me!  Its okay.. '
They are chitchat  without me, "haish .. why did I lose hold "I press the off button my tablet and put it into the bag.
"Fany-ah,, I went to the toilet for a while" I went and said goodbye to them, Sungmin oppa smiled at me.
"Okay sunny, why do you keep thinking bout Sungmin oppa attitude, just forget it, let him like that, huh .. you'd better think of something else than Sungmin oppa " ah .. all the way to the toilet I was just raving about Sungmin oppa
"But I can not .." I looked in the mirror and talking to myself (again)
"He's strange just me? Agrhhh .. what he does not want to be friends with me anymore? "I take a breath again and mirror set
"Yoooo ... my sunny? 'I'm surprised to hear that voice
“yaa,, amber you scared me"
"Why are you babbling alone in the toilet oennie?" she came and washed his hands
"I'm annoyed" I stared her with killer gaze
"Do not look at me like that oen.." haish.. amber looks like she come to wrong toilet, if people do not recognize her, may be they think we're doing something bad.. Haha
"are you axercise?" she simply nodded and cleared his bangs
"Oen .. what if we eat ice cream "hmm,, good idea for my bad mood
"Hmm,, well"
"Call ..  wait 15 minutes again ok "

Amber told me to wait in a room near the choreo room ...
I casually came into the room and take a sat, ‘ guitar' I grab that guitar and start playing the song falling slowly, 'I have been not playing guitar again'
"Omoo .. Who's there?” I saw someone sitting, ‘what I'm disturbing someone?’ His face was covered by a jacket
I approached him and opened his jacket covering the face
"Oppaaa .." I sighed with relief,
"Wae?" He looked at me cold? 'Huh .. just say 'wae'? '
"You scared me"
"You scared me too" he justifies his sitting position
"Mian" huh .. why sudden awkward like this? What should I do?
I put the guitar and get ready to take my bag out of the room ..
"Sunny" 'huh .. he called me?'
I just turn around my body and raised an eyebrow, he stood up and took his jacket
"Stay here .. I'm going out " ‘see, he doesnt want stay with me again and he chose walked past me' I can not take it anymore .. I just want to know what mistake I am doing so that he doesnt want to talk to me again?
"Oppa wait .. I want to talk to you?” i pull his arm
"Nde .." he just replied with a brief

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'I'm confused where to start this conversation?' Sungmin oppa sat before me
"Oppa, I just wanted to ask, what I did something wrong to you?" he just shook her head
"Then why you change oppa?" He looks very calm and did not look at me.
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He did not answer my question
"Are you aware of my attitude changed?" He began answering my questions
"Nde, and you just turned me oppa?" We sat facing each other and staring at each other, I have not looked at Sungmin oppa like this.
"What do you feel like it?"
"It would seem obvious oppa, you start away from me, you've never contacted me again and if we meet, you don say hello to me!” I lost it all that I felt I had to express to him
"Then what do you want sunny?"
"I just wanted to ask you why you changed like this?"my eyes became hot ‘I just missed you Sungmin oppa '
"I miss oppa you like the old?” I looked at him, he approached me and wiped my tears
"Sorry sunny .. but I can’t be that sungmin oppa again..?" I remove his arm from my cheek

"I can’t be your oppa again as like you want, sunny?"
"Why did not you tell me from the first oppa?"
"Because I had just realized, I couldn’t be your oppa"
"why? .."

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"Because you are special for me, not just be your brother, your senior, your friend .. I don’t want a be your friend anymore sunny ... I want  ... be your man .. sunny? "
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Now the atmosphere is getting awkward silence after hearing his explanation. I haven’t thought about he will likes me more than friends and seniors.
"Do you realize that my feelings too?" 'Othe? Why I stupidly did not realize that feeling?’ What I said to Sungmin oppa
...
"Now, you know why I keep my distance from you? And you'd better Think what will you do after you know my reason? "
"what you mean, oppa?"
"You already know I like you as a man" he stood up and took his jacket
"I'll go" he left the room 'what I dream? Why Sungmin oppa can be like me?'
"Now what should I do?"
"What I like him?... I just do not want to lose him "I'm face-to-door vocals and realize Sungmin oppa's gone
"otthoke??” I grab my phone and find a contact Sungmin oppa ..
"I have to tell him now or I'll regret it"
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"Oh .. why he did not answer my call?” I'm starting to worry ..
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I heard ringtone phone near here, what he is phone drop behind here? ..
I search the sound source but not from this room, but from the outside .. I was standing right in front of a glass door. I saw a shadow at the door ..
"ndee.." Sungmin oppa answer my phone
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"I want to tell you something oppa .. so please listen to my words " my breath gets heavier and my hands became cold
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"I ..."
Kreeekkk ...  door open, and Sungmin oppa was standing right in front of me with grasping his phone
"What you want to say?" He looked at me
...

“listen..”

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“you are the one who make me special person in your life .. how can I leave you .. so .. I want make you the most special man in my life beside my daddy "
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We looked at each other and he smiled at me.. I miss that smile ..
he hug me.. 'Omo .. This perfume? How long I don’t smell it? This my favorite perfume '
"I miss you" I whispered to him
"I love you" bhusss... my cheeks blushed
"I get a special gift this year .. thanks sunny "
"nde… Gomawo oppa"

                                                   The End