Today schedule was being with  him again, I feel the need to see him by my side, we  work so hard for success in life. 

We were this time in the same classroom with our same friends so was just matter of time to start hanging out every night together.

Ricky began to drink alcohol just because or CAP's fault so was so natural in us seeing us drinking every where. I still the same, in love with Byung Hun as the first time, he still drkinking but keeping the calm.

I hold his hands and started to play with them, then we kissed so deep. After having a couple of cups we were so annoying, he cried but in silence, that made me angry and I started to yell at him so he cried more and more , so we went home to keep calm and sleep. 

I don't like to hurt him, can he forgive me this time?