Opening Up My Heart!
Live For Today,Look Foward to Tomarrow.Leejonj-Hyun's(Pov).
Krisy was still sleeping i laid on the floor next to her hospital bed.I had slept their all night because i didnt want to leave
her at the hospital alone.I checked my phone to see what the time was it read 7:41am.The nurse suddely came in the
room with a tray of orange juice,suasage,& toast.Hello i see she isn't up yet,But dont worry ill set this on the table she'll
be just fine once shes up.She said with a big smile on her face,Im sure she'll be fine atleast i hope she is.Just as the
nurse was about to leave the room i quickly shouted out words and said,"So di-did the docters find out what caused her
to blackout or faint!".......Um well i believe their still working on it but i asure you when they do find out they'll let your parents
know,Thankyou Miss i didnt catch your name,Oh im sorry im nurse Yunni,And im Lee-Leejonj,Nice to meet you.Nice to meet
you to take care your a great boyfriend.Excuse me i said in a little shock! Your girlfriend she'd be really happy that you care
so much about her health,Right!Hahahaa,I started to laugh nervously.You see Krisy is not my girlfriend you have it all wrong!
She's my little sister,Uh UH OH im so sorry i assumed that she was your girl~fri..Um i mean you look different from he~.......
No,no its fine she's my host sister but i claim her as my blood little sister!Your fine okay ,Okay she winked back at me with
shock still upon her face,And left out the room.Well that was totaly awkward i thought to myself! Hey were back is she doing well,
Two loud voice filled the room my mom&dad.Yes she's doing okay but she oviously hasnt woke up yet,Oh thats okay she must
still be tired.My parents stayed for about 2hours than got an important call so they had to leave!Then i got a text From Key!
FROM,Key:Hey remember Friday basketball practice starts at 2:30pm today.Where are you i can come and meet you!
To,Key: Oh thats today i cant make it im at the deugute general hospital with krisy she out last night.........Sorry.
FROM,Key: Oh no why didnt you tell me im on my way to see her...poor child!!!!!!!☺no reason to be sorry things happen!!
I kinda laughed at key's attempt to give some sort of pitty!,But i didnt reply back to his text there was no need to.I was still on the
floor laying next to krisy's bed still alittle sleepy scince this is always early to me!Thinking about what must have been going
through her mind i knew what was going through mine.I've never really cried in my whole entire life,I still wondered why did that
day why was I me Leejonj hyun Shuo so weak yesterday.When i saw her on that chair leaned over like that on the ground.It didnt
look like sleep it looked like pain,lonelyness,sadness,frustration,She had a worried face.I dont know why i cried so much but i
really didnt know why when i looked at her laying there i blamed myself,I immediantly said it is all my fault i - I DONT KNOW WHY?!
As these thoughts began to frustrate my mind,My thoughts were interrupted by shufling on the bed sheets! I slowly lifted my self up
beside krisy's rest bed to see her opening her eyes and awakening!
Kristyle's(Pov).
Wher~where am I,I slowly looked over to find Leejonj kneeled on the side of the bed i laid in.Krisy your woke well how are you!?
He asked.I was so taken back and supprised at everything!What do you mean how am i ,The question is where am i. I said with
a little anger trailing from my voice which i didnt mean to let out,I was just confused.Krisy you had out last night and so
long story short you're at the hospital!,HOSPITAL!,As i leaned my head back agianst my pillow trying to think about what happened
last night krisy think,think ......After 5minutes of silents and Lee with a huge amount of sad emotion on his face i then remembered!
I had just got off the phone with my mother&father i think i was sad because i thought about my new life and diamond i thought about
how my new life accepted me much faster than my old one,How the thought of people being forced into arranged marriages,
the thought of me being angry but i couldnt remember why who i was angry with i dont remember i cant remember that i just
remember your voice Lee,i ~I then started to cry with tears rolling down my face i began to feel Lee's arm wrap around me telling
me that he was there for me and he'd protect me no matter what!Krisy its okay i dont know all about you pass life and what ever
bothers you,You can tell me anything right now if you want to,You can't hold it in a young girl like you should have less on her mind.
You shouln't think all those negative things come on tell me!I began off with wiping my face,Thankyou Lee,UhUm i think i am ready to
talk about it! I was in school i never had any friends i was always to smart and nerdy to be around,I didnt have a quiet mouth i got
into alot of fights and i was'nt your ideal type of girl! In highschool it was the same thing.In 9th grade a girl jumped me in the
bathroom because i got smart with her one day,Well she nearly killed me that day along with 3 other girls i laid in the bathroom floor
bleeding to death.I did have one friend though her name was diamond we were together scince 4thgrade when i was bullied she
always stood up for my.She saw me laid half dead in the bath room and cried and got me help when we were at the hospital she
told me that ,She wanted to go straight home that day but something told her to go in the bathroom before she left!She told me if
she didnt always stick to what her heart told her she'd probably never se me alive agian! We both cried Together and laughed to.
Well my friend diamond had her own problems.She'd get weak ,Like she couldnt walk to long or do any extrem sports.She had ahsma/
breathing problems.As she got older it got worse her conditions began to be very bad!She knew it was her time to go and i did
to. I then began to cry agian as i talked to Lee i then bagan to stutter and tremble at my words as i spoke continualy to say.Well
we both knew her day would come but i never thought in a million years that day would end right in front of me! What do you mean
krisy!?,Said Lee cutting me off .Well Lee you see we had decided to go to
the park one day!And we sat on The bench it was silent for a moment,We then started to talk for a while then it got silent agian I
thought she had fell
asleep,Her head was proped on my shoulder as if she had just fallen alseep! I called her name to wake her up when she didnt
answer me.But the 5th time i knew ,I KNEW SHE WAS DEAD RIGHT IN A MATTER OF SECONDS MINUTES,THE ONLY FRIEND
I EVER HAD GONE IN FRONT OF MY EYE'S I was always angry at myself i was always sad and angry and said i'd never have
another friend agian to replace that anger i've always lied to myself about it untill this day i knew my lie's would kill me one day
but i never knew that it would happened with the thought of it on my mind!................After i had finished speaking Lee was fighting
back tears but i was'nt i knew i couldnt fight anymore for something for someone that was'nt here anymore for someone who wanted
me to move on! I had to own up to my past life finally! Im sorry Krisy but i want you to know i will always be your big brother and you
know you can tell me anything ok dont let those thoughts eat you alive its very unhealthy,OKAY! Lee was always over protective i
never knew why but decided to leave it at that!Then suddely Taemin,Minho,Key,&Hyoyeon walked in the room with sad expressions
on their face.Awww noona are you okay taemin said with his aegyo voice ,then key following after him!Krisy i was so worried about
you when i heard the news. And its great to see your woke and alive said minho in a worried voice,Hye didnt speak she just ran up
to me.
She then hugged me tightly,OOHHH krisy are you okay i thought the worse things would have happened im so sorry i wasnt here
sooner,Hye its okay just dont kill me!But~but how did you know i was here? ,Oh Minho told me she said with a happy voice trying to
make the situation less awkward!Minho how did you found out ?Well i was at home and Key texted me and we all meet up and we
got you a get well card and some candy your favorite kind,He then smiled widely and cutely.Thankyou you guys you're so sweet!
Taemin and you found out how?OH i was already with key so he told me first he started to giggle im glad your okay!Im glad to every
one began to run up and hug me.I thought in my head this is the most loved i probably ever felt.We all laughed with each other i was
happy Hye got along with the others but i still saw key giving her side looks but told him to the side to calm down.He agreed he'd do it
for my sake.The nurse gave me some more test and the docter gave me my perscription if i felt dizzy or lightheaded!Our parents
came to get me and Lee scince he didnt drive his car.We arrived home and i texted everyone all night especially Minho.
I was happy that every one got along& that i got my feelings out of my heart.But something still ercked me i still wanted to know,Well
what real reason key didnt like Hye why didnt Lunna like me if she knew she'd have to marry somebody else anyway!,Why did lee
never talk to Hye scince the other lies that i was told about it was untrue!Why did him and Hye really stop taking .There was alot of
things on my mind but scince my host parents told my real parents what happened i had to contact them to assure them i was fine.
I then got off the phone with them after our 1hour long conversation and i went down stairs to watch T.v with the rest of the family as we
ate dinner! Truefully Lee was teaseing me and telling me,"dont ever think im a mushy person I just had my moment ya kid okay!"He said
with glareing eye's as if he wanted to have some type of bad boy reputation!Well i just laughed and called him musy,But then started to
ignore him and i
then rolled my eyes at his cocky comments,I THOUGHT IN MY HEAD NOT BAD OR FRUSTATEING THOUGHTS BUT
GOOD THOUGHTS!,"I never felt this much at home ,i never have felt this much support and love from people!" I guess you never
know what will happen in life if you dont live to see what happens as life goes on!,I was glad my life went on with out the people i
loved.With knew people i loved and i especiallly wouldnt forget my old life! But how could i ever not recognize my entitlement to
my new one.
THE NEW ME,THE NEW KRISTYLE!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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