_{You where holding hands with ming ming, walking in the sakura forest}

_{you guys where this kind of "we-look-like-friends-and-lovers" couple.}

_{You bout share all secrets, bad times, good times, laughs, crys, victorys, fails, joy and basicly all}

_{as you guys walked holding hands ming ming say}

_{"I'm so glad or more than that...im so happy and lucky that i met a girl like you, i love you"}

_{He say, lifting me up with his arms and giving me a turn in circles, i was smiling  bright and the view was amazing...}

_{me and him, together and the sakura flowers falling, the wind was soo relaxed and yet soo warm, i could say it was perfect}

_{"I'm more than happy to have such a boyfriend like you ming ming'' you say making him stop the turns} 

_{he looked at you straight in the eyes and say}

_{" I want to stay like this...forever, and never let go" he say making you smile and slightly blush}

"WE will keep together forever~" you say, he smiled and lean close to your face, cupping your face on his hands to kiss you

the kiss was so warm, sweet and gentle .....Perfect just like the weather today

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Later then you gusy where going out often, always having time for you bout, actually you where the only girl that ming ming brought to seventeen, they say it to you. You could not help but smile feeling more special than you thought

Laughs, kisses, holding hands,

That day in the blossom was your first kiss, also he confessed basicly

5 months passes, you guys even hang up together in school of course bringing your friends and he's

you all got closer, making new friendships and sharing all kind of stuff.

Clear also ming ming have hes girl friends, you didn't feel jeleous, because you trusted him.

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One day going out of school, you saw ming ming holding hands with one of your friends, later then 2 seconds they kissed"How could them?..." you say to yourself

You went to approach them

"Congratulations?'' you say with your teary eyes

"Jagiya...is not what you think" ming ming say letting go of the girl hands, because she wasen't longer your friend

" I don't wanna heard it, save it...and you, you'are such a trash, you low person how could you this to me? i did though you where my friend, well things and people changes" You say looking at your not longer friend

"Jagiy-'' he didn't finish his sentence and you left

Your phone was ringing none-stop since 1 week, voice mails, messages and misses calls

the worst prt was that you did have to see him at school and he always glared at you when you where whit your 3 best friends, obvious there was not the trash one

Everytime you did exit school he tryed to talk to you and you just simple ignored, was like that for 1 week..till you give up and lisent to him

"What do you want?'' You say in a kinda agressive tone 

"Lisent i didn't mean it, i don't love her, it was an accident"

"An accident? psh i swear i did not cheat on you and i always keep my promise up, do you know how it feels when the person you must love cheats on you with your one of your BEST FRIENDS? you have no idea" you say, letting the tears fall

"But i didn't mean it! i haven't forget about you, i still think about you, all day and night i miss your talks, moments, laughs, kissed, cuddling, holding hands...i MISS YOU'' he say with a sad expression

"It's over, i won't give you a chance...you and my best friend? haha...that hurts" you bit your lip, crying

"Please babe...'' he say to you in a sweet tone and grabbed your hand. You quickly shaked your hand out of the grip

"Please" he say, and tears where falling of his eyes, looking straight at your eyes,

"It's Over...." you say..getting out of his hold

"If you are leaving...it's ok, but i won't be able to forget you that easy..got it on mind" he say. you turn around and leave

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You woke up by the sound of the alarm...it was a saturday, the bright sun hitting your face and you slightly open your eyes and say

"It's been 5 months after that...why can i go on?...do i still love him? do i honestly still care?''

you asked yourseld and sigh, shutting the alarm clock off and going to work