I miss how close we were

 

He was going down. The drink is the only thing that seems to save him. But he knows it is not enough. Liking those pictures on Instagram was suicide for him. But the pain is too much to take alone.

‘The pain is beautiful… THE SAME AS YOU’

He knows that at some point he needs to stop. But being in love is something you can’t avoid. It goes with you every step of the way. Does Seung feels the same? Maybe yes, but he doesn’t have the courage to go where he is and scream at him ‘I love you, I need you. I need you with me’

 

He is going to see him in Nagoya. In front of everyone. Of all the VIPs.  What he will do? Give up to his pain and ended everything up with a simply ‘I miss you my boo’ or he'll keep on standing, taking and forgetting his pain with alcohol. Even though he knows it is not working at all. I mean, how can he deny he miss the relationship with his hyung. The one who also loves him at the same level. But for God’s sake. Why does the whole world wants them together and a few of those people consider their relationship as anormal?

He knows that there’s a break point. Something that not everyone can see but it’s there. He ask himself  ‘Does Seung loves me?’ He knows the answer. Without even asking.

Suddenly, his room’s door opened.

 

-Yongie...