Final
I Already Knew
"You know I love you right?" He asked me with a face that I feel is orange. Don't look at me like that for I know you feel nothing.
Don't ask me a question that I have forgotten the answer of. I know you hate me, I know you don't feel the same way. Do you still
love? Of course the answer to that is clear. The question is, do I still love you?
"Of course I know" I said as I slept next to him on the bed. Actually I don't know. You have never said those words to me. You only
say that for the fortune and nothing else. I am willing to give up everything for you if you just tell me the truth. That is all I thought
of as I fell asleep.The next morning came. I opened my eye halfway to see that he has left me once again, alone in the cold,
hard bed.
"When will you tell me the truth" I whispered to myself. I took a bath and left home, going to a special place where I only know. It
is the only place where I can feel safe and happy. The only place where I can show my true smile.I walked straight to an
abandoned park. No one has come here ever since the shooting that took place here. I sat on one of the swingsets which I
always feel happy seeing. It was my only friend. It was the only showed me that life has its ups and downs. It told me that I just
have to go with the flow. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of nothingness and noticed it was already
night. I looked at my phone.
3 miss calls
8 messages
You checked the caller name and sighed as you saw whose name it was. It was His.
You walked home, thinking about what would happen if you didn't come home. You was snapped out of your thoughts as you
saw him at the doorstep, angry as hell. He started moving close to you. Every fiber of your body told you to run away, but you
stood your ground. He stopped infront of you and then....
*Slap!*
"Where the hell did you go?!"
*Slap!*
"Why the did you leave without my permission?!"
*Slap!*
"You are never going to leave this house again!"
He raised his hand ready to slap me for the fourth time when a hand stopped it. I lifted my head and saw my hand attached to
his wrist.
"You ing ! You don't own me!" I shouted at him. He suddenly stiffened. Never once have I shouted at him. I always stayed
happy around him, but today was different.
"You think you know everything about me." I said as tears fell from my face.
"You know nothing about me! I know you hate me, you sick bastard. You only wanted me for the money!" I yelled at him. He didn't
fight back. He didn't snap, he didn't yell. What the actual ?
"You can have your precious money, I'm done..." I said as I walked away. I didn't look back since I knew he wouldn't want me
back. I stopped walking, crying and thinking. I looked at at the once blue sky, it was now grey, dull and sad. I suddenly felt a rain
drop on my cheek. I ran through the harsh rain and stopped at my parent's old home. We still owned it and no one was renting
it. I entered the house with ease and went to the bedroom. I lied down the and looked at my phone. I started to cry again as I
saw a picture. It was a picture of him and I, smiling. He was always known as a cold city man, so his smiles were all priceless. I
pressed my phone close to my chest and slept. In the middle of the night I was awoken up my the sound of my phone.
Sleepily, I answered it.
"Hello?"
"......" All I heard was dead silence.
"Who is this?" I asked and expected an answer.
"Hey...." By the sound of the voice, I already knew who it was. Him
"What the do you want?" I hissed at him. You could hear him sobbing a little at the background. I smiled. He does care
about me, well, a little.
"Please come back, I can't sleep without you by my side" He said.
"I need some alone time" You answered calmly
" Please, didn't you tell me that I was the only one able to fill that gap in your heart?" He said to me.
"I just need a some time" I whispered as I ended the call. I closed my eyes and let the darkness soothe me.
-- A week later--
It has been exactly a week since that day and today was the day I finally decided to come back to him. During that one week, he
called me everyday telling me that he loves me. I walked out of my parent's old house and walked to my old one. I opened the
door and walked inside.
"Hey pabo! Where are you?" I suddenly heard shuffling from the upstairs. I suddenly got curious. What is he up to? I started
climbing the stairs and took a peek in our bedroom. I gasped. I fell back and covered my mouth with my hand. He was with
another woman.....
I stood up. I went into the room suprising the two.
"W-when did you get here?" He asked. Ignoring his question, I went to your drawer and brought out every single piece of jewelry
I had. I stopped as I found what I have been looking for. It was a necklace with the numbers 38 meaning "I love you infinitely". I
threw it at the girl who caught it amazingly. I left the room and ran outside the house. I didn't care where I was going, all I cared
about was to go far away. I stopped in front of an intersection. I could actually finish all of this. I brought my on my feet out of the
pedestrian lane.
"WAIT!!" I turned to look at who shouted. It was only him. I continued to walk and stopped in the middle of the road. I watched as
a car drove dangerously fast and I knew he had no intentions to stop. I looked at him one last time and uttered something I was
I hate you, Kim Myungsoo
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