I just never imagine that my life could be like this. Sadness and tears just like my very close friend for now. I know it's my mistake but I just can't believe that she could do like that. Killing herself? Her mother tolds that I'm a murderer. Mom, I'm sorry. I'm not fit on this situation. I'm just the one who people hate just now. I see how she been rap by my own brother. My own twin! I know how she feel  but....