Please kinda listen to this  song while reading this foreword so you'll feel the real emotion behind it. Thank you! 

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Yoona had always dreamed of a fine wedding in a wide grassy place. In a garden like place with a few simple decorations. "Just a simple white green theme would be enough." she told me one time when I asked her about her ideal type of wedding.

I also asked her whom she wanted to see, to be there when it takes place and she answered me with "Just my family. Yours. Closest friends. And of course the most important one. You. Promise me you'll be there cause you know what, I wouldn't be marrying anyone unless it's you."

I smiled at her and held her right hand lovingly. "I promise I will be there. Can't wait to spend my forevers with you."

She lifts up her left hand and softly caresses my puffy cheeks. "I love your cheeks." I pouted at her and I heard her giggle.

"You know what we can have some 'preliminary rounds' of forever before that you know. What do you think?"

She smiled at me teasingly before closing the gap between us. And just like so many other nights that we spent after living together, we always say "I love you" to each other before closing our eyes.

About her dream wedding, I promised to give her the best to one of the most memorable moment of our lives.

FOR HAPPINESS.

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We're lying down side by side with each other in our favorite grassy place in the less crowded part of the park, actually Yoona's favorite but since I love her a lot, her favorite would be mine too. We're busy admiring the beauty of the wide blue sky above us. Her head lying on my right shoulder and her left hand's securely hugging my waist.

I closed my eyes for a moment, feeling the warmth of her arm on mine. Inhaling her ever familiar sweet scent. I felt her shift beside me so I opened my eyes only to find her already staring at me. Her doe-eyes never failed to mesmerize me from the moment we met. And still always gives me that kind of overwhelming feeling everytime our gazes would meet.

"I love the grassy fields." she said while looking at me. I smiled at her putting my left arm under my head for me to lean on.

"You always told me that. Mind telling me why?" I asked her without breaking our eye contact.

"It's just so peaceful. Don't you want to be in a peaceful place?"

Yoona loves the crowd, she loves smiling to people and seeing people smile at her in return.

I chuckled at her, moving my arm to tuck some strands of falling hair on her ear. "I do. My peaceful place is here beside you." she giggled at what I said.

"Good. If I came to the day of my dying, I want to take my last breath in a grassy place cause in that case all I'll be inhaling is the fresh air. Don't forget the beautiful sky."

I raised my eyebrow at her. "We haven't even got married yet and now you're talking about dying?"

She chuckled at me, lying down again with her arms stretched out wide. "I just want to tell you. Oh and by the way, you're not invited."

"What?" I stood and sat up straight, staring at her.

"I don't want to see you crying that's why."

"No. We'll die together then. Remember once we got married, you'll be stuck with me forever so there's no way that thing  could happen. I won't let that happen."

She turned to look at me, smiling. She sat up too, leveling her eyes on mine. "Forget what I said." She pointed the tip of my nose playfully before pecking my lips. After doing so, I saw her stood up completely before running away from me. I pouted at first but eventually followed her, running.

Though she told me to forget about it, I still promised to give her the best.

EVEN FOR SADNESS.

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The day, the moment we've been waiting for finally arrived. I can see her walks towards me ever so gracefully and slowly. I keep on smiling, eyeing the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my entire existence. My smile grows even more wide with every step she takes towards me.

And the moment our hands touched, the familiar overwhelming warmth had taken over me completely.

We smiled at each other before facing the priest that would seal our love to the promise of forevers, on our back stands the most important people of our lives.

I looked to my right and saw my dear friend Tiffany, smiling genuinely at me. I returned the smile and squeezed my seconds-to-be-wife's hands softly. I inwardly smiled when I felt her returned the gentle gesture.

There came our vows.

We faced each other, the wide smile evident on our faces.

"You're beautiful. I love you." I whispered at her.

"And so are you. I love you more." Yoona whispered back.

I, Choi Sooyoung, take you Im Yoona, to be my wife. My partner in life and my one true love. I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before. Let me fall in love with you everyday okay?" I smiled at her, then I heard some giggles coming from the people who's watching. "I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacle we may face together. I give you my hand, my heart and my love, from this day forward for as long as we both shall live. I love you Im Yoona. I love you babe."

I vowed at her, putting our wedding ring on her left hand. We smiled at each other. And now it's time for hers. She squeezed my hands lightly before giving me her dimple out smile.

I, Im Yoona, take you Choi Sooyoung, to be my wife. My partner in life and my one true love. I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before. And hey yes, I'll let you fall in love with me everyday just as long as you'll let me fall for you every seconds we're together." She winked at me and yet again, we heard the crowd cheered. "I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacle we may face together. I give you my hand, my heart and my love, from this day for-"

I blinked for a second and it stopped there.

I couldn't hear anything from Yoona anymore. All I could hear were the voices of screaming people and the next thing I knew, I'm seeing the love of my life slowly falls down in front of me.

I tried catching her before her body touched the ground. I cupped her face which is turning pale but her beautiful smile makes it still glows.

"Babe..." I called out for her with my shaking voice while my hand reached out for hers.

"Talk to me...Yoona..please...babe...hold on..please...."

I scanned her body and there I saw her white dress got tinted with a pile of red fluid. It didn't sink in through me quickly what it was, I got hysterical when I felt Yoona's hand clamped mine tightly.

"Babe no..someone help me...please...!"

I shouted, my tears started flowing out from my eyes uncontollably. In the midst of my crying I heard someone laughing hysterically and even though my eyes were a bit blurry, I could figure out who the person was..

Jessica...

My forehead crunched up, trying to figure out the why's clouding up inside my mind.

"I love you Soo."

That was the last words I heard from her before my sight turned into pitch of darkness.

"I love you Soo....."