dara...please i'm sorry i didn't meant to hurt you

can you forgive me again

i don't know what i said

i'm sorry  i didn't meant to hurt from my words come out i felt that i

would die it hurt so much to hurt you

when you look at me you're not shouting anymore and you're silently broken. I’ll give anything to regain the pain you felt how i wish I’m the one who hurt now not you, i don’t mind the pain I rather I’m the one who suffer not you…Stupid me. I look at you asking to stay with me but you look at me back you didn’t say anything just plain stare and it’s hurt so much I’m just screaming inside that saying I’m sorry

Dara…can you forgive me again and you’re my one true friend my one true i love

And i never meant to hurt you

I’m sorry each time i say something bad i regret and

I cry because i don't want to lose you

I really love you so much dara i just hoping that somehow that you will never leave me

I’m begging my knees on you whatever you give to me I’ll accept that from my heart just

To forgive me dara I’ll be wait for you i don't care how many years pass by just to forgive me

And stay with me at my side

Where are you now

I hope you okay

I wish i could see

I wish you happy

If i could see you happy I’m happy at least it least the pain i give to you

I’m sorry just one of these days

I hope and i pray waiting to find a way back to you

A part of me left with you

Did I not deserve one second of your touch?

One of these days and can you forgive me again....CHAERIN

I heard you’re looking for me my friends keep telling me that you asking

Where i am now, i heard you always came to the place we always spend

Time together, i know you didn't meant to hurt me i could see that in your eyes

At the time and begging to stay with you but my heart silently broke

I know you wanted to regain the pain you give me, i know that

I can see that how much you meant asking forgiveness

I’m sorry i just left you nowhere. You watched the station saw the bus pull through

I know you wishing that not to leave you but i did because i have so many reasons

What would i do if i could have you again?

I won't be afraid of staying with you or give me one good reason

One of these days we meet again I’m gonna ask you that

One good reason of yours because i don't wanna waste another moment

Saying things we never meant to say

I’m gonna just breathe feeling the fresh air. I’m standing now here

At the place we always spend but sad to say we cross our path until we meet again

I know you still hoping and pray someday you see me

And my friends keep telling me that you change you always look for me

I could felt it even I’m far from you and i know deep inside of you

You still love me and how much i meant for you

I don't know what you gonna say if you gonna see me one of these day's....DARA

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After a year pass by

                i heard someone say hmmm really nice and tasty how much the apple when i look at her she’s a beautifully its look like someone i know, i watch carefully and I’m at her side still picking some apple. I look at her the way she move and act she really look like someone i know when i about to get the apple at the side of her, i accidentally touch her hand and i say  i'm sorry i....i.....when she turn to see me i was surprise to see. I just frozen in front of her my world stop and my heart beat crazily, I didn't expect to see my one and only i love most, i hold my tears not to fall and I’m barely breathing it's took some minutes before i could speak, i know we stare each cause no one could ever expect for both of us seeing this kind situation i clear my throat chaerin though

Ms. Park say chaerin

Chae....chae...chaerin say dara

Bowing formally greet by chaerin and sayin it's good to see you Ms. Park

And to you chaerin can you drop that Ms. thing can you say dara

Okay...i think it's time to pay this apple and if you don’t mind I’ll be the one to pay your apple say chaerin

No...I’ll be the one to pay say dara

Just this time dara and I know there will be no next time says chaerin smiling

chae...thank you say dara

Your welcome…i bit someone already waiting for you say chaerin pointing to the right side of dara and she look dara face and she smile and dara turn her back to see whose chaerin looking and pointing and dara approuch the guy

Hey...sorry did i make you wait long say dara hugging the guy

Nope...can we go now say the guy and kiss dara chick

Wait there someone i would to.....say dara when she turns back where chaerin was standing but chaerin already left make dara sad and she could still feel the pain what chaerin had. Dara tears fall suddenly 

Her guy friend asking Are you okay dara and she said I saw chaerin wiping her tears while facing her friend.

Let’s find chaerin! How about that! Say dara’s friend

Now! Say dara still wipe her tears

YES….And I wanted both of you talks. Please dara for this time please and this is your chance don’t miss it or let’s say last chance remember what i told about chaerin say dara’s friend pleading tone

dara right now searching for chaerin cause she remember what her friend told her how chaerin live about her life and chaerin is a successful employee and now a company C.E.O many men and women amazed chaerin and court chaerin but chaerin refuse all and dara’s friend also told dara that chaerin still loving her and still longing for her and still looking for her. Don't miss this chance dara even chaerin did give you pain but i could see chaerin how she regret and how chaerin change and still wanted you back i know chaerin had a future for you and her living in your dream life you wanted to be and now if this chance you gonna miss this, I don't know what to do to you dara  and plus I heard chaerin gonna resign and leave the country if someday chaerin found out how you live your life and  living in good life she will drop everything what chaerin have and start new thing on the other country when dara heard everything what her friend told her she cried she never expect for how many year pass by and chaerin still longing and looking for her and still loving her. Dara thinking how she left chaerin on the station on that day begging on her to stay and start new thing for them but she left chaerin cause the reason why she left cause of her stupidity emotion and pain she had and never let chaerin give a chance. All dara can do now is find chaerin cause this her chance to see again chaerin and make up those pains and misunderstanding for chaerin and her. And dara thinking about the scene at the fruits stand why chaerin leave without say anything maybe chaerin left because she think dara already settling down dara take a deep breath and when her friend found out the chaerin it sit down at the bench of sidewalk and

Dara…I think is that chaerin sitting at the sidewalk bench and i think she got a lot of thought right now look say dara’s friend

While they found chaerin, dara was so happy cause this her chance…her last chance to make up with chaerin. And chaerin at the same time thinking a lot of thoughts, Still hoping that she could get dara back, after seeing everything what she saw at the fruits stand she just left never saying anything to dara cause for her, she don't want to bother and ruin again. She doesn’t want to make the same mistake she did to dara just giving a pain an unbreakable pain. She just walk at the pavements and stop for a minutes she cry taken a deep long breath to take away the pain she felt inside and down her head all she think right now is to letting easily go and she think that is the best way she could do to let dara go   she wipe her tears and face up to the sky and give a two palm face and she sat down on the bench still thinking what she gonna do for her life living without dara and grab some apple taken a bite still thinking until she space out.

dara out of the car and cross the street until she reach where chaerin sit and chaerin still space out and still bite the apple until the last piece in her hand bite the remaining apple only the hard area left and she put back to the plastic bag and when she about to stand start to walk. Someone called chaerin the voice she been longing to hear, she just stop where she stand and her tears start flowing down.

chae...say dara in her barely breathing cause her heart beats fast so fast as the bullet train and still hold her tears. She knew that her tears is going to fall happy to see the one who really love her even hurt her so bad but she knew that chaerin still love her dearly.

hmmmm... say chaerin hearing dara calling her she just close her eyes cause she could not hold her tears flowing down to her chick and still back facing dara and she lean her head to the left side still not facing dara still closing her eyes and deepen breathing

chae...say dara calling chaerin again to make face to her but failed chaerin still back facing her

dara start to cry cause she knew that chaerin is in pain for many years cause chaerin wanted to ask forgiveness to her but she didn't mind at the time and some part of it giving chaerin pain. she never let chaerin giving a chance a one chance and chaerin didn't blame anything to dara cause chaerin don't want dara suffer more pain she's rather to suffer herself than dara cause she really love dara much and now the one of these days chaerin been waiting she decided to letting dara go for now knowing that dara is moving on and having good life without her.

It’s okay dara it's not your fault anyway and besides seeing you happy and what you have now. I don't want to ruin it. Since its already 5 years pass, many changes in our life now and I’m happy seeing you looking great and having good life maybe is the best way for us like this living in our own life in other words I’m letting you go from now. Don’t worry about me I’ll be fine and just stay what you have now and don't let it go dara say chaerin

still back facing dara and duck her head after what she say cause she could not hold her tears flowing and her heart aching much more pain and barely to breath

chae...please face me...LEE CHAERIN say dara 

Hearing from chaerin words make dara world stop spinning and look like she drop from heaven to hell

A heavily deep breath of chaerin and still duck her head lean to the side cause she could not barely wanted to see dara in her state crying still wiping her tears cause she don't wanted dara to pity on her just for her feelings and she don't want dara to give pain but dara just came close to her and lift her head she didn't expect that dara wiping her tears and hug her. she just hug dara back cause she miss dara a lot for 5 years she been waiting and looking for dara but she well neve expect anything that she could hug dara again. For 5 years pass there’s a lot changes to them but for chaerin, she's still love dara but if dara wanted a life without her she well letting dara go just to the sake of the happiness of dara she will give that no matter how pain and sacrifices she gain and still crying, hugging dara for the last

chae....say dara in her crying state still hug chaerin

What is it dara...say chaerin still hug dara

I’m sorry and i forgive you...say dara she hug chaerin tight still cry

ssshhhh...it’s okay just let’s forget for now and I’m happy  to see you again and happy that you forgive me again say chaerin between her cry

dara lift little to see chaerin cap chaerin face and wipe chaerin tears I’m sorry....I left you without anything words to say...AND dara was cut by chaerin it's okay dara i know how you felt at the time i understand you say chaerin still wiping her tears

just let me finish what i say okay and please don't dare to insert while I’m talking say dara in piss cause she don't want someone cut her while she still talking

Okay I’m sorry chaerin say still wiping her tears

ah too much to say come here dara say and grabbing chaerin t-shirt and give chaerin kiss and dara other hand at chaerin neck to deep the kiss and chaerin just close her eyes feeling the love she wanted to give to dara for many years pass by and she's holding dara waist still kissing not rushing just a simple romantic sweet passion kiss they give each other until they out of air and resting the head each other still closing their eyes and dara capping chaerin face

I love you chae…and I could feel and hear your heartbeat crazy when it comes to me

It means that I’m still the owner of you heart

I won't be afraid of staying with you

And now you found me accidentally first and same thing how we meet accidentally before we became couple.

This is what they called fate love or true love or to be destined each other

I didn’t expect that for many years pass you still love me even so many men and women passing

Into your life but you never let anyone to dare enter your heart cause you heart was locked

To me only me cause you still inlove with me and longing for me...say dara

Yes...it true dara my heart belong to you even if i die still my heart belong to you

Nobody can compared how love you give to me i regret everything what i did to you in past

I say to myself I better be matured and change & learn what i made mistake before

I keep looking for you searching everywhere just to find you asking every people

If they see you I’m crazy looking over you from past to present i almost drop my hopes

But my heart keep asking looking for you when i saw you earlier i was happy

But a lot of thought running to me what if i saw you and your not mine anymore and having

Someone already, i decided to myself drop being C.E.O and flew other country just to move on

Cause i was expecting that you're not coming back for me and i was thinking

If you ask me to leave you alone i will give that as long

I could see you happy moving dara...chaerin say

No....no.....no.....just stay with me please don't leave me

I’m same as you chae...a lot of guys court me but nobody can compared to you how you

Cared for me and protecting and love me even you hurt me i know deep inside of you

You cried and break even...although you never show to me but i know cause i could felt my heart

Your heart bleeding please chae don't go 

Please don't give up one of these days for us

If you really wanted me why we start from very beginning

How about that chae...say dara

Giving chaerin a chance cause dara knows how chaerin really love her and dara don’t wanted to waste a moment as the same time a chance to start new things for them.

You really meant what you say dara

You mean giving me a chance to spend life with you say chaerin

All the pain and unthought-of chaerin, she’s happy that dara give her a second chance and as well forgiving her. And she was thinking to start new things and new life for dara and her. She Thanks God for giving a chance to see her love of her lifetime and precious one, she deep breathe and smile facing dara

Yes...chae even having family together but court me first say dara

Sure dara i would love to do, I’m everything you want...say chaerin

Okay how about let’s start today say dara

Hi I’m Lee Chaerin living in simple life say chaerin

Hmmm...I'm Sandara Park just call me dara same as you living in simple life too..say dara

Nice to meet you dara...so where you up to dara asking chaerin

I’m just wandering here say dara

hahahahahaha....you never change dara say chaerin

hmmmmm.... say dara glaring and crossing her arm to chaerin

Okay...okay I’m sorry….how about lunch date dara if you don’t mind... asking chaerin while reaching a hand for dara

dara just hug chaerin waist and chaerin put her arm to dara shoulder and they walk happily chaerin kiss dara head and dara friend who saw them happily and he is happy very happy cause he is the one who could make them back together he convince dara to give a chance chaerin. he tell everything how chaerin change and still loving dara and now for what he done all the patience hard work and pleading to the stubborn and hard headed girl dara and now how his friend happy and smiling brightly  to be with chaerin and he's happy like a father seeing his daughter living happily ever after

Hey babe what that's smile for say girlfriend of dara’s friend

hmmmm...hey sweetie i just happy seeing my dearest friend dara happily get back to her long lost beloved someone. i just happy for them and i know the someone never let dara hurt again and never letting go dara easily say dara’s friend 

You mean chaerin and dara are back together WOW...for how long they been separated and that is call fate love or true love came once in a blue moon babe and their love is strong than eruption nor tornados say girlfriend of dara’s friend

hahahahahaha...you right sweetie say dara’s friend

chaerin and dara living happily together and no one can describe how they happy they are, waiting to find a way back to someone you love with all the patience hopes wishes and understanding and most giving a second chance whom make mistake and learn their mistake to make it right now chaerin is the most happiest person from her struggling pain and worst nightmare she had but now that things can’t compared having her love of her life MRS. SANDARA PARK-LEE

THE END!!!!

i just listen to the song of forgive me by evanescence and one of these days by Michelle Branch and i just thinking to write some to share stories of sudden pop up on my mind hope you like this guy’s thanks for reading

i just review and write some parts of it hope you like guys sorry for the post last night i thought it was clear enough just make some comment guys okay i'll try my best to make some stories 

sorry for bad english guys this is my first one shot short stories i made 

feel free to comment so that next time i post some stories better i'll do my best i could do for the chaera stories