- Aishhh I'm late!!!....I'm late....I'm dead!! my boss kill me...he hate when I'm late..... why I never can said No when teacher ask about help????.....OMG I must hurry up!!!

I ran that fast as I only could

what should I do? what should I do? all the way I was think what kind of death my boss will do to me and I cleanched my fits and run faster

I was almost on the place I qiueckly open the door and run all my strenght to inside but then I bump on someone we boths fall down on the ground

before I open my eyes I heard

- Ouch - this voice.....OMG I open eyes qiueckly and then I saw ......Him

My only reason to by happy ......my angel .....my love.....Taemin

wait it means I bump on him....and I make him fall down....what if he is angry on me????

I close my eyes then I heard his smile and heard:

- as always clumsy

I open my eyes and when i saw his smile I blushed.....it's true I'm always clumsy in front of him....I heard what my heart beat so fast I could die right now, then he look at me and said:

- well I don't want to not nice but well.....you know my position isn't to comfortable to much and this ground is kind of cold then....

OMG I'm so stupid he is on the ground still he can catch a cold I jump on the straight legs as fast I just only can I qiueckly bowed and start to said sorry to him, he slowly stand up and laught said:

- you don't have to said sorry so many times I'm not angry

- really? - I ask stop apologized him, he nodded and said:

- you have lucky today boss isn't here yet then he will by not yell at you

I smile I know it's my lucky day but not becouse of the fact boss isn't here but I could talk with you for awhile, before i said something to him he just go away, not look back even once

I sight, how he can by so perfect?

even if I will by have thousend plastic surgery I will by never good for someone like he

I look at taemin once again around him was few other girls he is so popular.....but I'm not jelous becouse of his popularity I just....just want to have enought courage talk with him little more, little longer I never know how to start talk with him, and will I can talk to him, maybe he will by mad at me when I will by talk with him in school?

that is why I never talk to him anything in school this work is only one place when I find enought courage to said something to him, becouse no one from school is here, becouse no one from his friends is here, even when they come here then I never talk to him but when we are almost alone then Little Hi or Are you ok today isn't anything bad right?

I start to my work, before boss come everything was ready, I even chose the best clothes for Taemin on today session, I know everything about him, I know which one colours he look the best, I know which one accesoriess he like the most, what he like to eat and drink, and I buy him always something good to eat and drink becouse I know when he is tired, sometimes I even put to his bag making homework that he will by not have to make this in home, maybe you will tell that I'm crazy, but I just want to see him smile and happy that is all I even not try to dream about day that he could by fall in love in me I'm not that stupid I know this can't happend

when he forget umbrella I give him mine, when he fall asleep sometimes in his hide I mean in back from gym behind old tool storage I always cover him something that he will by not catch a cold, but always do this in this way that not make him wake up

when he want to drink I secret put in his bag water or juice and the same when he is hungry I putr in his bag or table when no one see something good to eat, sometimes I prepared something to him in home

I know he even not know about me anything but I didn't wait opn  this he will by ask or want to know anything about me, he don't have to do anything, It's ok to my this way as everything is, he is nice to me and it's ok

when work was over It was dark outside, but it;s ok I'm not afraid of darkness, I wear my jacket take my bag and start to go back to my home, Taemin and I live in the same street, that is the way I meet him

I never forget that day:

" - Yahhh you stupid pig head!!! - girls push me once in right way once in left way it was one day after new family moved to our city, as always on playground other girls make fun of me but I was ok, I don't need anyone, I can by fine only myself, then when one of the girl try to throw on me some water I heard some boy voice:

- yahhh!!! if you do this I will never forgive you!!

I turn back as other girls to and then I saw angel

boy in our age, face from haven, vioce from heaven girls was like hypnotized only look at him without words, he come straight in my way didn't even look at other girls, he smile to me and sit in front of me cleaning my face his handkerchief I only look at him he ask

- are you ok?

I nodded he smile again and said:

- I'm Lee Taemin and you?

- Lee Ann

It was my first and almost last words to him, after this I not try to talk with him, but from that days girls stop bother me becouse Taemin said if they do something to me he never forgive them

that is why I call him my angel

who could by not fall in love in their  knight on a white horse right?

back to my life right now, all the time I means 4 years I can only look at him, he is like my precious price behind the glass that I don't want to touch becouse I'm afraid I cann broken this

I'm  almost in home when sudenly I saw at the beginning of the our street Taemin he stnd with some girl, I never before see her....who she can by?

Taemin look in my direction but this girl she only look at him, she have something in her hands....propably some gift for him, I sight It's nothing new then I just try to go home I didn't want to bother him, when I was almost in front  of them I heard girl voice, she said:

- will you by my boyfriend?

I frozen,l was afraid look at her, I didn't know what kind of reaction was on Taemin face, the truth was I never thought that Taemin can by someone boyfrieend

he never have girlfriend......annd I never thought he could by have someone......I even if I want to I couldn't move any step

Taemin Pov:

" When I back to my home I saw another my fan, somehow I have enought them but my faather always said to my I must by nice to every girl becouse the fact I'm handsome can't make my heart bad, then I always try to by nice to them buut.....somehow they make my angry every year more, why they can't leave my alone will they didn't have own life?

Aishhh I take a deep breath and sight try to go on the front, but she stop my, she look at my

well she wasn't that bad but she isn't in my style at all, I don't like girls who try to cover their real face behind so many make up and her clothes wasn't to innocent to I sight she make a step in my direction and give my gift that she hold in her hand I look at her ask:

- what is it?

- gift, for you?

- but what for?

- hmmm don't by silly Taemin, we not meet first time right?

really? the truth is I neever look at girls to much even when I spend time with them I don't care who are they, I almost never can't remember them, maybe I meet her before, I smile then she make another move closer my and try to said  something, and propably she said something but I was looking in diifferent way, I saw Lee Ann, she back from work she is always later from me becouse she clean everything after shooting, she is incredible, always try her best

hmmm I smile she is ok, the only one girl that didn't want anything from me, I put hand to my jacket and I felt something I took my hand out of my pocket and saw few my favorite candys, I look at Lee Ann It must by her work I smile

then  heard voice this girl who stand in front of me:

- will you by my boyfriend?

what? I open mz ezes wided, whz she ask mz about this so suddenlz, I donąt need girlfriend!!! with girlfriends are only troubles....then I saw Lee Ann stand in place, she didn't move maybe something happend to her? maybe she fell bad? I quieckly look at this girl stand in front of me and said without emotions:

- no thanks,

she stand with schocked face but I turn to the Lee Ann way and start to go to her"

when I heard

_

- no thank - I felt kind of calmer, I want to make a step but then I felt someone catching me, no way stalker?! thief?! without thinking to much I catch my bag and turn back hit these person all strenght but then this person catch  my bag and little scared voice but with laught said:

- you hate my that much that you want to kill my?!

Taemin???!!! I know his voice this must by him I open my eyes and look at him suprised

OMG I almost kill my lover, but he still laught and said:

- you should saw own face right now...hahaha.....I didn't want to scare you, I was thought that something happend to you

he was worried about me???? g

God thank you for this angel in my life

before I said anything to him his phone start to call, he pick up and then he said:

- I need to go, go straight to your home it's late araso?

I nodded like a little child I could do everything what he only want, when he said this and I back to the reality he wasn't in front of me, I sight said to myself

I should said him sorry, he was worried about my !!!!! I jump a little but qiueckly look around will no one see this then I run to my house

life is so beautiful