Today too I feel alone...as tears roll in my checks, I hear their voices, their hearts... 

I don't love it... I can't stand it...all by myself!

Should I escape from this world?

Should I disappear from their sights?

I can't bear this pain... 

Where is the one who is able to understand me?

Does he even exist? 

Is he even alive?

How many tears do I have to give from him to appear? 

....For my hurt feelings to erase?

As I felt hot tears escaping from my eyes, I put my phone aside and sobs slightly. 

Every time, in every moment, I wrote every feelings that I have since this particular day...