Eyes Closed
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Most people go through life looking for "the one", that missing puzzle piece, the soulmate that was made just for them. They do this with the hopes that they won't die alone. Me? I think looking for this other half is like entering a pitch black room with a blindfold on when your eyes are already closed. Who knows what you're going to run into? Where you're going to end up? How can you tell who's going to help you? It's a terrifying thought. So why was I so eager to walk through that door?
Foreword
He tilted his head, cupping his chin and showing off his dazzling smile that could slay a thousand fangirls. My arm twitched and I felt the urge to reach out and touch his face, though I restrained myself knowing people would give me strange looks if I did so. I turned away, knowing my legs would probably give out if I stared at him long enough. The bubbly feeling rising in my gut was back and I tried to ignore it, wondering why these sensations had intensified these past few weeks; I couldn't for the life of me pinpoint what I was feeling... if it was even any deep emotion at all. I had come to the conclusion days ago that it was just lust, nothing more. I heard his deep voice and I couldn't help myself, I looked up, he still had that smile on his face. His lips curved upward and I saw him form those words...
"Saranghaeyo..."
Boom. Dead. That was it. That's all it took. Goodbye world, I hope I lived a full life.
Suddenly, a loud snap echoed throughout the room as I realized where I was. Still in the studio, still working with 2PM on their new CF. The monitor in front of me switched off and a few people clapped, stepping forward to congratulate the group on a job well done. In a daze I watched as coordi-unnie and her assistants brushed past to give their praises, all except me, who was still standing stupidly by the monitors holding on to the script. Relaxing a bit I managed to catch his eye, in reality this time, and tried to hide the grin forming on my face when he gave me a dazzling smile of my own.
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I realized the prologue wasn't posted the first time, derp :T
So, I've crawled out of the dark abyss I've been holed up in and reactivated my account, with a story no less. I'm not sure where I'm going with this, I have a lot of ideas, but I figure I'll just wing it and hope that the whole thing ends up cohesive and decent. There'll be a lot of angst ( after all this time I've just know found out I'm not good at writing bubbly stories... ) but since it's the first "story" story I'm putting on AFF I'm praying it'll be alright haha
Comments and criticisms are welcome, my writing style still isn't very good and I'll need all the help I can get lol
-- Lana
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