The Secret .

REMEMBERING . . . ?

Your P.O.V

As we were eating in the restaurnt Changsub suddenly asked me

"Hey what happens if we ever get married"

out of the blue I started to choke , I grabbed the cup of water and started to drink

still coughing i said "why would you ask that all of a sudden . We are still young and well yeah "

he replied with a " I know but still what would happen if it was true . what if I was to proposed to you right now what would be your answer"

"umm . . . Cha-O-oppa" you studered

"Ani . just forget what I said I went to far with it never mind Im sorry" Changsuub said

"ummm okay but . . . Oppa dont be sad if we where older and i was ready then the answer would be yes" i said

"really" he said

"what im sorry did you say something" you teased

"YAH" Changsub yelled

I started to laugh because of Changsub's cute reaction

After our lovely dinner he droped me off infront of the house , before he left he waved goodbye

of course I had to have goodbye to him .

After he left I went to go take a shower .

As I got out of the shower I remembered what Changsub said

"Married ???" I said to my self

but why that *in head*

I was about to go to sleep when I got a text message from a number I didnt know

?????? : hey

Me : yes who is this

?????? : Someone you know

Me : Changsub ???

?????? : No

Me : I kind of have no time for spam or pranks so just tell me who you are

?????? : alright I'll tell you if you come to the park tomorrow at 6

Me : why ?

?????? : just remember come alone

Me : and if I dont go

?????? : then something bad will happen to Changsub

Me : Fine .

?????? : ill see you there

really I didnt want to go but when I tried to call Changsub he didnt pick up I called about 10 times

I was really scared I didnt know what to do so I decided to go to the park

I started to listen to music to calm me down

Listen to Beast and BtoB (monstar) men in black - After time passes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FItsgPOTWCk

I soon fell to sleep

*end of P.O.V*

 

 

The Next Day

You woke up and got dressed by time you were done it was 2

you where wearing a long sleeve dress that was a tanish yellow color with a scarf and some tight with black boots

You walked out of the house to go to cube entertainment

you arriver there and saw Peniel

"hey umm are you ___(yourname)" peniel asked

"yes im in one of your classes" you answered

"ohh yes thats right English" he said

"yups" you responded

"okay lets test our english" he said

"okay" you said

"hello my name is peniel whats yours" he asked while opening the door

" My name is ___(yourname) its nice to meet you" you said

"wow your english is perfect . Did you live in the states " he asked

"oh no i'm mixed im half korean and half american so my dad lives in the states I would visit him from time to time so I know the language" you said

"ohh I see . Did you come here to see changsub?" peniel asked

"yes I did" you said

you left peniel and went to Changsub's practice room on the way you saw Minhyunk

"ohh are you here to see changsub" he asked

"yes"you said while bowing

as you reached Changsub's practice room you saw him practicing his singinig

you walked into the room and looked at him

as he saw you he stoped singinig and looked at you and said "yes whats wrong are you okay"

while Sungjae was looking at both of you you said "Changsub let me see your phone"

"ohh ___(yourname) i ment to call you back but I was doing a concert at the time then i never had time . sorry"he said

"let me see your phone im not mad about that" you said but really you where abit angry about that

he gave you his phone you started to looke at the contacts and grabbed out your phone

"___(yourname) whats wrong" Changsub and Sungjae said

"someone texted me and said for me to meet them at the park or else . . ." you said but stoped

"or else" Changsub asked you

"or else the would hurt you" you said while starting to cry abit

Changsub came towards you and pulled you into a hug

Sungjae was about to leave but then Changsub said to look for the contact

"HYUNG I FOUND IT !!" sungjae said

Changsub let you go and asked who it was

"hyung its your dad" Sungjae said

"ABEOJI !!!" Changsub said

"yes hyung" Sungjae said

"why would he do that to me" you said

"listen ___(yourname) I need to tell you something okay" Changsub said

Sungjae got the signal to leave

" Okay ___(yourname) I have to tell you this now I guess .

Before you went into your coma me and you dated . Like I said your boyfriend was bad I was bad for you okay I wont tell you how but I will tell you I am so sorry I truly am . thats why . But i did really love you I still do love you I just didnt know how to show you or how to treat you right or take care of you and thats how my father knows you .

I really hope you canforgive me I never ment to hurt you I just wanted to make things right and I DO TRULY LOVE YOU I DO . Im sorry for keeping this from you . but when we where dating you would always cry and get hurt because of me and what I did to you . And the dream of the figure on top of the hill was me that was the first time we met when we where kids . Its was the same hill that he meet on after you got out of coma . how you got into coma was me too . I broke up with you that day we also had a fight . you steped out the curve and didnt see the car come then bye the time I got there it was to late . you you where already in the hospital . . . I'M SORRY ." Changsub starts to cry

wiping his tears . you start to cry

letting out some air you look at him and say 'WHAT ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE DID THEY KNOW TOO !" 

"yes" he said

you take a long look at him then you say " why - why keep this from me . dont I deserve to know this"

"i-i wa-" he stoped

you looked at him

he looked at you

you slaped him on his face

there was the breaking point Changsub pushed you against the wall

"i was trying my best to hide it . for you so you wont feel that pain " he said as he yelled

fear came into your eyes

as a tear rolled down your face you push him away from you so you could leave but then he kissed you

you fought against it but then you closed your eyes for a minute then push him away

before leaving you gave him a glare

as you left ilhoon saw you and said "___(yourname) are you okay ?"  

you look at him and say "do I look like i am" and started to walk

he grabbed your hand then pulled you into a hug

your pushed him away then left

 

You got home at 5 . you went to your room and started to cry till 5:20

You ran down stairs and asked your mom

"mom did you know . . . that me and Changsub used to date . before i got inot coma" you said about ready to cry

"you found out didnt you" she said

"answer me did you or did you not" you said

"yes i did" she answered

before she could say anything else you ram to your room

you stoped your tears and fixed your self up

 

6 o'clock

As you where about to leave to the park Changsub called you .

you ignored it and left your phone on your bed

you opened the door to see Changsub standing there

you push him aside and start to walk

he grabed your arm and pulled you to face him

you tried to make him let you go but his grip was to strong

he made you sit on a near by bench

"look here I sorry . I truly am and i know i should have told you before but i was afraid that you wouldnt like me anymore" he said

"let go" you said

he let you go

you started to walk to the park

as you sat in the swing you remembered everything

FLASH BACK

7 years old

"hi im Changsub who are you"

"i-m ___(yourname) "

8 years old

"Changsub where are you "

"im here ill protect you i promise"

9 years old

"im sorry i have break the promise . im moving"

"changsub don go"

12 years old

"___(yourname) is - is that you"

"Changsub I thought you moved to the states"

14 years old

"___(yourname) will -will you be my girl"

15 years old

"where is she i want to see her"

"no you cant she's in coma"

"i dont care!!"

"___(yourname) come back you hear I -I said i'd protect you . we promised . i love you your all i have"

~end of flash back

 

"Changsub!!" you yelled

as you started to cry someone came behind you

"yes" changsub said

you stood up and huged him

"I-m sorry I LOVE YOU . I remembered the promise we made"

 

O.K.A.Y so how was that . THIS IS NOT THE END SO YEAH >.< I hope you like it .

 

 

 

 

 

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ilikeitlikeitlikeit
#1
Chapter 14: I really want a sequel :3
ilikeitlikeitlikeit
#2
Chapter 11: Awww Changsub <3
Neko1996
#3
Chapter 11: I still love you Changsubbie
Neko1996
#4
Chapter 10: omg what is he gonna say?
please update soon!
Neko1996
#5
Chapter 9: Oh gosh....Ilhoon
Neko1996
#6
Chapter 8: can I hug you now changsub?
Neko1996
#7
Chapter 7: Oh my gosh! Changsu! Why you so sweert?
ilikeitlikeitlikeit
#8
Chapter 7: Awwwwwwwww so cuuuuuuute :D I'll be waiting patiently for the next update ^0^
Neko1996
#9
Chapter 6: *day dreams about date with changsub*
please update soon!
Lil-Evo-Gurl
#10
Chapter 6: okay so im writing a new chapter but i cant finish it yet ill update it later tonight i promise kays ;) . p.s i hid it SO yeah .