The Secret .
REMEMBERING . . . ?Your P.O.V
As we were eating in the restaurnt Changsub suddenly asked me
"Hey what happens if we ever get married"
out of the blue I started to choke , I grabbed the cup of water and started to drink
still coughing i said "why would you ask that all of a sudden . We are still young and well yeah "
he replied with a " I know but still what would happen if it was true . what if I was to proposed to you right now what would be your answer"
"umm . . . Cha-O-oppa" you studered
"Ani . just forget what I said I went to far with it never mind Im sorry" Changsuub said
"ummm okay but . . . Oppa dont be sad if we where older and i was ready then the answer would be yes" i said
"really" he said
"what im sorry did you say something" you teased
"YAH" Changsub yelled
I started to laugh because of Changsub's cute reaction
After our lovely dinner he droped me off infront of the house , before he left he waved goodbye
of course I had to have goodbye to him .
After he left I went to go take a shower .
As I got out of the shower I remembered what Changsub said
"Married ???" I said to my self
but why that *in head*
I was about to go to sleep when I got a text message from a number I didnt know
?????? : hey
Me : yes who is this
?????? : Someone you know
Me : Changsub ???
?????? : No
Me : I kind of have no time for spam or pranks so just tell me who you are
?????? : alright I'll tell you if you come to the park tomorrow at 6
Me : why ?
?????? : just remember come alone
Me : and if I dont go
?????? : then something bad will happen to Changsub
Me : Fine .
?????? : ill see you there
really I didnt want to go but when I tried to call Changsub he didnt pick up I called about 10 times
I was really scared I didnt know what to do so I decided to go to the park
I started to listen to music to calm me down
Listen to Beast and BtoB (monstar) men in black - After time passes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FItsgPOTWCk
I soon fell to sleep
*end of P.O.V*
The Next Day
You woke up and got dressed by time you were done it was 2
you where wearing a long sleeve dress that was a tanish yellow color with a scarf and some tight with black boots
You walked out of the house to go to cube entertainment
you arriver there and saw Peniel
"hey umm are you ___(yourname)" peniel asked
"yes im in one of your classes" you answered
"ohh yes thats right English" he said
"yups" you responded
"okay lets test our english" he said
"okay" you said
"hello my name is peniel whats yours" he asked while opening the door
" My name is ___(yourname) its nice to meet you" you said
"wow your english is perfect . Did you live in the states " he asked
"oh no i'm mixed im half korean and half american so my dad lives in the states I would visit him from time to time so I know the language" you said
"ohh I see . Did you come here to see changsub?" peniel asked
"yes I did" you said
you left peniel and went to Changsub's practice room on the way you saw Minhyunk
"ohh are you here to see changsub" he asked
"yes"you said while bowing
as you reached Changsub's practice room you saw him practicing his singinig
you walked into the room and looked at him
as he saw you he stoped singinig and looked at you and said "yes whats wrong are you okay"
while Sungjae was looking at both of you you said "Changsub let me see your phone"
"ohh ___(yourname) i ment to call you back but I was doing a concert at the time then i never had time . sorry"he said
"let me see your phone im not mad about that" you said but really you where abit angry about that
he gave you his phone you started to looke at the contacts and grabbed out your phone
"___(yourname) whats wrong" Changsub and Sungjae said
"someone texted me and said for me to meet them at the park or else . . ." you said but stoped
"or else" Changsub asked you
"or else the would hurt you" you said while starting to cry abit
Changsub came towards you and pulled you into a hug
Sungjae was about to leave but then Changsub said to look for the contact
"HYUNG I FOUND IT !!" sungjae said
Changsub let you go and asked who it was
"hyung its your dad" Sungjae said
"ABEOJI !!!" Changsub said
"yes hyung" Sungjae said
"why would he do that to me" you said
"listen ___(yourname) I need to tell you something okay" Changsub said
Sungjae got the signal to leave
" Okay ___(yourname) I have to tell you this now I guess .
Before you went into your coma me and you dated . Like I said your boyfriend was bad I was bad for you okay I wont tell you how but I will tell you I am so sorry I truly am . thats why . But i did really love you I still do love you I just didnt know how to show you or how to treat you right or take care of you and thats how my father knows you .
I really hope you canforgive me I never ment to hurt you I just wanted to make things right and I DO TRULY LOVE YOU I DO . Im sorry for keeping this from you . but when we where dating you would always cry and get hurt because of me and what I did to you . And the dream of the figure on top of the hill was me that was the first time we met when we where kids . Its was the same hill that he meet on after you got out of coma . how you got into coma was me too . I broke up with you that day we also had a fight . you steped out the curve and didnt see the car come then bye the time I got there it was to late . you you where already in the hospital . . . I'M SORRY ." Changsub starts to cry
wiping his tears . you start to cry
letting out some air you look at him and say 'WHAT ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE DID THEY KNOW TOO !"
"yes" he said
you take a long look at him then you say " why - why keep this from me . dont I deserve to know this"
"i-i wa-" he stoped
you looked at him
he looked at you
you slaped him on his face
there was the breaking point Changsub pushed you against the wall
"i was trying my best to hide it . for you so you wont feel that pain " he said as he yelled
fear came into your eyes
as a tear rolled down your face you push him away from you so you could leave but then he kissed you
you fought against it but then you closed your eyes for a minute then push him away
before leaving you gave him a glare
as you left ilhoon saw you and said "___(yourname) are you okay ?"
you look at him and say "do I look like i am" and started to walk
he grabbed your hand then pulled you into a hug
your pushed him away then left
You got home at 5 . you went to your room and started to cry till 5:20
You ran down stairs and asked your mom
"mom did you know . . . that me and Changsub used to date . before i got inot coma" you said about ready to cry
"you found out didnt you" she said
"answer me did you or did you not" you said
"yes i did" she answered
before she could say anything else you ram to your room
you stoped your tears and fixed your self up
6 o'clock
As you where about to leave to the park Changsub called you .
you ignored it and left your phone on your bed
you opened the door to see Changsub standing there
you push him aside and start to walk
he grabed your arm and pulled you to face him
you tried to make him let you go but his grip was to strong
he made you sit on a near by bench
"look here I sorry . I truly am and i know i should have told you before but i was afraid that you wouldnt like me anymore" he said
"let go" you said
he let you go
you started to walk to the park
as you sat in the swing you remembered everything
FLASH BACK
7 years old
"hi im Changsub who are you"
"i-m ___(yourname) "
8 years old
"Changsub where are you "
"im here ill protect you i promise"
9 years old
"im sorry i have break the promise . im moving"
"changsub don go"
12 years old
"___(yourname) is - is that you"
"Changsub I thought you moved to the states"
14 years old
"___(yourname) will -will you be my girl"
15 years old
"where is she i want to see her"
"no you cant she's in coma"
"i dont care!!"
"___(yourname) come back you hear I -I said i'd protect you . we promised . i love you your all i have"
~end of flash back
"Changsub!!" you yelled
as you started to cry someone came behind you
"yes" changsub said
you stood up and huged him
"I-m sorry I LOVE YOU . I remembered the promise we made"
O.K.A.Y so how was that . THIS IS NOT THE END SO YEAH >.< I hope you like it .
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