Sneak Peek

Forgotten Engagement

     I lifted him up in my arms, his weight seeming like a feather as the adrenaline flowed rapidly through my veins. My legs carried me further, and further until finally, I reached a hospital that I never knew existed. I busted through the doors, panting and sweating heavily as the nurses and doctors only looked at me with wide eyes. Then after..I don't know why but I cried, I cried and screamed in agony..mumbling how he was hurt..how he needed all the help he could get. It was obvious they were frightrened, but I really couldn't give, I only thought of him. He was the only thing I could think of at the moment. Everything went by so fast, and before I knew it, I could no longer feel the warmth of his body on mine. I couldn't smell his sweet scent anymore, and I couldn't see his weary, tear-stained face. All I knew was that I was sitting on an uncomfortable chair, in the hospital with little hope deep down and thoughts flying through my head. How stupid was I to only choose now to accept my feelings for him?

      And why did I even get married in the first place? Was it..to somehow avoid how I felt for him? Was I just..too afraid to let out what I truly felt towards him?  Or did my heart actually belong with my wife while it still faltered around Taemin? Whatever it was..I know it's no longer there. The doubts...the hesitations, it's long gone, because now..now I know what I am supposed to do, who I belong with, and who carries my heart. Now I know that I love Taemin. And only him. In this world, I may be bound together with my wife by a ring, however, my heart is always tugging towards him. It beats for him..it lives for him. After realizing the truth behind every lie I told myself, I now  feel as if I can't let it all end here. I feel like I'm the key to continue all this, to save him.

       He may have closed his eyes..his body might've not been able to move anymore...and he might've even lost too much blood to live..but I know for a fact that he's not dead. My Taemin will live. I won't let my mistake be the cause of his undeserving death. No matter what, I won't let him die...even if I have to go through hell to hear him laugh again, to be able hear him speak those three last words he told me..just to even at least see the corner of his lips lift up into that beautiful smile of his..then so be it, because I love Taemin. And my love will never die for him like this. It won't just slip away from my heart like it never existed, because I won't ever let it go..because I won't let it end..just like him.

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Hey guys! So..this is basically the 'forward' in the sequel! I just had to put this up..really..I couldn't help myself. Anywho, as you can see it'll be from Minho's perspective ^.^ It'll be a first timer in doing a story in first person. I find it exciting! Keke, and I'm actually shocked to see the feedback on this o: Apparently it's alot for a one-shot! *Wipes tears* Thank you so much! I really appreciate it, just makes my heart swell up and burst into sparkles. And the comments I read are filled with love/hate, I mean who wouldn't be mad, I made Taemin suffer for god sakes! Letting 2min end like that is a no no. Before I get way off topic, I put this up to show how the sequel will be. How Taemin NEVER died. I made sure not to write that. Yeah, I know it said 'Dying slowly in his arms' but I never fully stated that he actually died, like I made sure not to put or mention anything about him finally passing away. Mianhae for playing with your feelings~ I'm hopeful that it'll be to your liking guys <3 
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Shinee_official78
#1
You are my favorite author :D
Beau1996 1376 streak #2
Chapter 1: Very intense - don't want anyone to have to die to find out how someone feels about them
gwiboonivy
#3
Chapter 3: I loved reading this T^T♡
Ronak2min
#4
Chapter 3: It so...so so ... I mean it so beautiful ... even thought taemin done this...
thank you so much for this lovely story.
really thank U T_T
^_^
ellywuzhang
#5
Is this also the samething in the wattpad?? Just wanna ask i haven't read this here but i read it there..is this the same?? Or not..
kurniawatinia #6
Chapter 1: cried really hard.....sooo beautiful yet sooo painful :(
Shineeworldpakistan
#7
best story in whole fanfics.
Its makes me cry so much
stupid minho oppa~
please update sequeal.......
Naruka1123 #8
Chapter 3: I really love this story. Except for poor Taemin. But this makes me love 2min even more now
omoitsshinee #9
Chapter 2: omggg:(( noooooo!!! why did taemin... :( so sad! But this story is amazing! Minho should accept his feelings for taemin and this wouldn't happen! Why yuri hahahaha! ^^
MaybeSomeday #10
Chapter 2: TT.TT
I cant tell if i hate or love the story... All i know is it was amazing and now I'm crying. ugh its so incredible. Minho you idiot *sniffle*

I think i might go cry in a corner now
*Sees that a second chapter* 'scuse me
MY BABY IS ALIVE
please hurry and update it so i can see my Taemin happy again
i have hope :P