"Where are you, chibi-ah?? Don't scared me like this..." Kyu mumble while keep calling Wookie who still has not arrive to his house


Kyu walk back and forth and sometimes leaned on his car, waiting for his lovely figure to show up.. But, minute by minute has passed, Wookie still has not appear in front of him..


"Chibi.... Where are you??"


Kyu look immediately at the sky when he feel a droplet of water hit his face..

"Damn!! It's rain..." Kyu grumble, kick the stone in front of him hard

"Aah!!!" Kyu look at the direction where the voice come from immediately

"Chibi... Baby..." Kyu run toward Wookie who soaked from head to his feet


Ignoring the rain which become heavier, Kyu hug the petite boy tight like there's no tomorrow..


"K-kyu... K-kyu why.. Why are you here??" Wookie asked while he still sobbing

"PABO!!! How dare you to ask me like that!!! What do you think the reason why i am here, uhhh??!!!" Kyu asked, staring into Wookie's wet face and holding his shoulders tight

"Why did you act like you were sick uh?? Why did you act like you have mental illness?? Did you forget with what i said to you?!! Aren't you believe me?? I told you already i will take care of you.. I will protect you... Can you stop to take a decision by yourself??!! Can you stop hiding our relationship and act like we are nothing?!!! And once again.. What if they really think you are sick??" Kyu yelled a bit because he feel irritated with Wookie's behavior at party before

"I won't do that if i can, Kyu!!! I won't act like that if i can!! I try to not do anything!!! I try to not take a decision by myself.. But,... But i can't!!! I trust you so much!! I know you can protect me... But, can you think of your position?? Can you let me to protect you?? Just once, Kyu.. Just once!!!" Wookie yelled back

"I'm hurt... I'm sad... Do you know how frustrating i am now everytime i remember i just obstacle on your life...?!! I want to fight with it.. I thought it's a challenge for my love story.. But, it's hard... If you ask what i want,.. I want the world know if Cho Kyuhyun is mine!!! I want all people know if you are my fiancee!!! But, what i get now?? I'm not get what i want but opposite with it, i should hurt myself, acted like idiot kids in front of all media to protect Cho Kyuhyun!! My fiancee!!! Kyu.. It's not easy like you think... If you need me to always happy.. Then i need the same like yours..!! I need you always happy too!!! I can't see with my own eyes if my fiancee get hurt because all people hate him..can't accept him because he is a gay.. I can't see with my own eyes if my fiancee lost his dream!!! Kyu... You said you want protect me.. Now i'll tell you.. Remember it.. Me, Kim Ryeowook!! I want to protect you too!!! I want to protect you even what i done is wrong!!!" Wookie let out what he feels while crying but his eyes snapped open when Kyu suddenly kneel in front of him, crying while bend his head and holding both of his hands tight

"I'm sorry... "

"Kyu..."

"I'm sorry... If i know all my dreams just make our relationship being like this.. I won't take the invitation to be an entertainer.. If i know my job just hurt you and make you sad.. I won't take this job from the start.. I'm sorry, Ryeowookie... i'm sorry because i make you feel like you are obstacle on my life.. I'm.."

"Kyuuuu!!! Stop it!!!" Wookie hug Kyu tight and burried his face on Kyu's shoulder

"Don't say sorry... Your job.. It's our decision, right?? You asked me first before you give the answer.. So, you don't have to say that..." Wookie said while caressing Kyu's wet face

"But..."

"Kyu... There's no but.. Because it's clear already.. What i said to you before is my impression because i want to be a hero for you... I want to protect you.. Your job and your dream.. And what you need is being my hero to not hurt me with hiding our relationship.. But, you should understand, Kyu.. Yesung hyung told me,.. It's too early to show our relationship.. It's a challenge for our love.. We should find the way to escape from this problem.. So, no one feel hurt.."

"But, i don't want you acted like idiot person again..!!!" Kyu pretend to sulking than agree with Wookie's words

"I know.. I know... That's just my way to escape from the crowd.. I promise i won't do that again.."

"So?? We should think this problem is a challenge to our love?? Well.. I'm ready to bingo then because i'm your hero..." Kyu said

"I'm ready to bingo too... Because i will be your hero too.." Wookie said

"Chibi..."

"Hmm??"

"You look y when soaked like this..." Kyu chuckled when Wookie look shy

"Kyu... My hand hurt..."

"Aahh!! I just remember.. Let's go to inside the house... We take a bath and i will take care of your wound.." Kyu said. immediately carry Wookie with bridal style to inside the house

"Where is your hyung??"

"Heechul hyung won't back home because he go to Incheon for wedding exhibition.. Yesung hyung too.. He stay at Sungmin hyung house because Sungmin hyung parents back from England.."

"So? You are alone??" Kyu grinning when he and Wookie arrive in Wookie's room

"Yaaa!!! What do you think of uh??" Wookie asked to Kyu who busy filled the bathub with warm water

"Hahahaha... Adult stuff!!!" Kyu yelled from the bathroom

"CHO KYUHYUN!!!!" Wookie squeal loudly

"Ahahahaha!! No la~ i mean adult stuff is we take a bath together..." Kyu said while help Wookie to remove his cloths

"And then??" Wookie asked while glaring to Kyu

"Rubbing each other back.." Kyu answered

"And then???" Wookie more glaring at him

"Hiiii..." Kyu grinned innocently

"Okay.. Okay.. I'm just kidding..." Kyu pushing half Wookie to his bathroom

"Don't forget removing your donald duck boxer.. Ahahahaha" Kyu laugh loudly while walking back to the room area

"Kyu..." Wookie called from bathroom with y voice

"Yaaa!!! What kind of voice is that?!!" Kyu yelled from outside

"Kyuuuuu...." Wookie called again

"Aiiishh!! Chib..!!!" Kyu stop his scream when Wookie's wet boxer landed perfectly on his face

"CHIBIIIIIII..."

"Take a bath with me..." Wookie said to stunning Kyu when he realize his fully cute boyfriend standing in front of him

"H-huhh? W-what t-take??"

"Take a bath with me, my prince Kyuhyuniee..." Wookie said while helping Kyu removing his suit

"Chib.. Chibi.. I'm.." Kyu keep his gaze on Wookie's eyes

"Kyu.. Your cloth.."

"Chibi.. Chibi.. I think.."

"Kyu.. Both of us soaked by the rain.. You must be feel cold too.. You should take a bath with me so we won't catch a cold.."

"How can i catch a cold if i feel really hot now.." Kyu mumble softly while scratching his disheveled hairs

"Kyu... It's so cold..." Wookie whined while cling on Kyu's arms

"Okay.. Okay.. Take a bath together.." Kyu said, removing his cloths and his pants

"Will we rubbing each other back??" Wookie hold his laugh while Kyu just glaring at him

"Hiii... Okay.. Okay.. Just kidding.. Come on.. Let's go to bathroom.." Wookie drag Kyu to his bathroom with wide grin on his face

"Kyu.. Remove your boxer too.."

"Okay!! Okay!!"

 

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"Hyung... Hyung... Jaejoong hyung..."


Guixian rubbed his sleepy eyes when he heard an soft voice from Lixu's bed.. He gather all his strenght and look at the clock which show 1AM..

"H-hyung.. Jaejoong hyung.."

"It's Lixu's voice..." Guixian run immediately toword Lixu's bed and look at the boy who start to conscious

"Lixu.. Lixu.. Are you awake?? Lixu?? Doctor.. Doctor..." Guixian run to outside the room to find a nurse to help him call Lixu's doctor

"Lixu... Are you okay?? Are you feel hurt??" Guixian asked while caressing Lixu's hairs and holding his hand tight

"W-who.. Who are you??"

"Lixu... You're awake?? Finally, you're awake??" Guixian look happy when he saw Lixu open his eyes

"Who.. Who are you??" Lixu keep asking with soft and weak voice

"Lixu-ah... What's wrong with you?? I'm Guixian.."

"Guixian.. Gui.. Xian.. Guixian?? Are you Guixian??" Lixu asked look surprised, realizing Guixian's appereance in front of him

"Lixu?? What's wrong?" Guixian asked when he saw Lixu look in fear when he hear Guixian's name

"Go!!! Go away!!! Go!!! Don't touch me!! Don't touch me!! Hyuuuung!! Jaejoong hyung!! Go!! Don't touch me!!!" Lixu's struggle from Guixian's grip

"Lixu.. Lixu, what's wrong?? Tell me.. What happen with you? Are you sick?"

"Noooo!!! Guixian go!! Don't touch me!! Go away!!!" Lixu try move away with all his strenght just to avoiding Guixian who look confuse beside him

"What's happen in here??"

"Doctor.. Doctor help.. He suddenly become like this after he hear my name.." Guixian tell the doctor who come to Lixu's room with nurse

"Go... Go away...!!! Go!!!!" Lixu keep screaming and crying, griping the blanket to cover his body and not let the doctor and nurse to touch him

"Lixu-ssi.. Calm down.. It's okay.. No one will hurt you.."

"No.. No...aahh!!" Lixu yell in pain because fall from his bed

"Lixu...!!" Guixian run immediately to Lixu's side

"W-why.. Why i can't move my legs..? Why??"

"Lixu...!!! Lixu, please calm down..." Guixian pull him to his tight embrace

"NOOO!! Go away!! Go away!!!"

"Lixu.. Aah!!" Guixian yelp in pain when Lixu bite his arms while he backhugging him

"Lixu.. Li-Lixu... Calm down.." Guixian keep soothed Lixu and ignoring the pain on his arms

"Li..xu.. Lixu.. Please... What's wr-wrong with you??" Guixian asked while kissing Lixu's bandage head

"Guixian-ssi.. Your hands bleeding... Let us handle him.." The nurses said while the doctor prepare injection to make Lixu more calm

"No.. It's okay.. Lixu... Lixu... Hear me... What makes you scared like this??" Guixian keep being nice to the crying boy on his embrace

"Lixu-ssi.. You hurt Guixian.. Please.. Stop it..." The nurse try to talk to Lixu who stunning in sudden when he realize blood on Guixian's arms

"I.. I hurt Guixian?? I hurt Guixian.." Lixu asked, caressing the wound softly

"Yes, you hurt Guixian.."

"I don't want hurt Guixian.. This is Guixian's arms?? Guixian.. I hurt Guixian?? I hurt Guixian!!! I always hurt Guixian!!!" Lixu back to going insane and made Guixian become impatient

"Lixu!!! Stop it!!! Please..." Guixian yelled, tightened his embrace while crying, burried his face on Lixu's shoulders

"Stop it... Stop it..." Guixian begged to Lixu who more calm after hearing Guixian's loud scream

"Guixian.. Can you out from this room? We need check his condition.. And can you call his family..? Maybe it can help him more.."


Guixian just keep silent, carrying the silent Lixu to lying back on his bed..


"Just tell me about his condition, doctor.. His family not in here now.. They have bussiness trip in other country.. So, i'm the one who take a responsibility about his condition.." Guixian said while caressing Lixu's bangs

"If you think so.. Okay, but let us check him and talk to him for a while.."

Guixian just nodded and leave the room.. Letting the doctor to check Lixu's condition..


God,...
It's far from what i expected...
Why does he not recognize me?
Why he become like that??
What's wrong with my fiancee, God...
Can he heal like before, God??
I miss him..
I miss the old Lixu...


After waiting for several minutes, the doctor come out from Lixu's room made Guixian jolt from his seat and walk approaching him..


"How was his condition, doctor??"

"Hmm.. I'm sorry to say it, Guixian.. Actually, his condition not really good.. Well, if you ask me about his physically.. There's no problem with it beside he still a bit weak and need some treatment to help him back to normal.. But, mentally.. I'm sorry.. There's a problem with it.. And are you sure you don't want call his family to help you?"

"What's wrong with him, doctor? He isn't recognize me?" Guixian asked

"No.. It's not because he isn't recognize you.. But, he feel scared with you... In his imagination, you are too precious to stay beside him.. And opposite with it, he thought he isn't deserve to be with you.."

"Doctor,.. But he is my fiancee... How can i'm not stay beside him??" Guixian look panick in sudden, can't accept what doctor said about Lixu

"Guixian.. Calm down, first.. We aren't forbid you to stay near to him.. But, one thing you should now.. Stay beside him now, need time and more tolerance.. Actually when he start back to his imagination.. That's why i ask about his family.. Maybe they can help you to take care of him.. But, if you take a decision you will take care of him by yourself.. That's good idea because you can help him out from his imagination.. My suggestion just be patience with him and don't scared him with loud voice like screaming or being harsh to him like hit him.."

"Oh.. I won't do that.. I promise i won't do that.. But, doctor.. If he scared with me like before.. Should i give him medicine or something to calm him??"

"No.. It's better you try to calm him by yourself.. If he refuse to listen, you can call us.. So we can help you.. That's not good if we use medicine again and again to him.. He will hanging on it more.."

"Oh.. Doctor.. For now.. I'm still on my decision to take care of him by myself.. And if i found any difficulties, i will think for call his family.. Can i back to his room now??"

"Oh, okay... He must be sleep already.. But, if he still has not.. Talk with him softly.. Maybe he will hearing you.. His behavior now is just because trauma or something bad happen into him before the accident.. And he trapped on it.. Let him out is the best idea for recovery..." Guixian just nodding and bow to doctor as permission



Guixian walk slowly toward Lixu's bed while staring into the boy's back which facing him.. He let out bitter smile when he realize Lixu's body shaking a bit like he was still crying..


He must be crying again now..
Lixu-ah.. You don't have to scared with me..
It's not your fault..
Why did your reaction really different with your soul, uh?
You need me to hate you before.. But after we fix it, and you are back to real life..
You avoiding me because you scared with me..
Did you love me that much??
How can you love this bad boy who always insult you that much?


"Lixu-ah..." Guixian take a deep breath to hold him from crying when he saw Lixu wince while Guixian caressing his head

"You should sleep, baby.. So you can recovery soon... Do you hear me??" Guixian asked while Lixu just nodding, pull the blanket to cover his body more

"Can i keep caressing you??" Lixu shake his head without look back at him

"Okay.. But, can i stay here to accompany you?? Please..." Guixian begged but he not get any gesture as a reply from Lixu

"I take it as a yes, okay??"


Guixian sigh and sit on the chair beside Lixu's bed.. Keep looking to Lixu's back and thinking for what should he do to make Lixu back to him like their promise before...

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"Hey... My cutie chibi..." Kyu called Wookie who leaned on his chest

"Hmm??" Wookie look up to Kyu's face, peck his lips before back leaned on his chest

"Are you ready to tell the truth to me now??"

"What should i tell you??" Wookie asked

"Don't know or really don't know??" Kyu asked which made Wookie move and facing Kyu

"About.. Your manager??" Wookie mumble softly

Kyu caressing Wookie's face, tracing the wet lips which pouting with his fingers..

"Can i look your phone??"

"You won't mad, right??"

"I just want to look and find the truth, my cutie chibie..." Kyu pull Wookie to his embrace again


Kyu take Wookie's phone from bedside table and unlock it.. He tap the phone book and scroll it until he found his manager name on it.. Kyu look at Wookie face, keep smiling before he back staring into the phone and open the message box...


"Do you ever delete his message??" Kyu asked, put the phone back on the table

"No..."

"If he send message like that again, you should tell me, okay??"

"Uhmm.."

"What uhmm??"

"Okay.. Okay.. I will tell you if i get message like that again.." Wookie answered which made Kyu chuckled because his cuteness

"Good.. Here.. Let's sleep.. Aren't you feel cold??" Kyu tightened the embrace around Wookie's body

"No.. Because i have you.." Wookie cuddling more on Kyu's body

"Sleep then..."

"Kyu..."

"Hmm??"

"Seohyun..." Kyu open his eyes immediately when he heard that name from Wookie's mouth

"What's wrong?? She hurt you??"

"A bit..."

"What did she do to you? Tell me.."

"That's what i should ask to you.. What did she do to you on your shooting location!! Are you allow her to linked her hands on your arms like that??!!" Wookie glaring to Kyu who put his lopside grin on his face

"Hmm... Yeah.. I allow her to do that on location.."

"WHAAATT??!! Really??"

"Hmm.. But, only just when we shooting.. The drama made us to do that.. But, you should believe me.. All my body.. From head to my feets.. It's belong to you.." Kyu kissing Wookie's cheeks to comfort his jealous fiancee

"Sorry..." Wookie mumble softly

"What's for??"

"For being jealousy fiancee.."

"It's okay.. I love when you jealous.. Now sleep, baby.. It's too late already.."

"Hmmm.. Good night my Kyuhyunie.."

"Good night my cutie chibi baby.."


Just when they close their eyes, suddenly Kyu's phone ringing, surprised the owner who jolt on the bed..

"Who??" Wookie asked

"Guixian.. I pick up the call first.." Kyu peck Wookie's lips before he answer the phone call

"Guixian.. What's wrong??"

"Whaaatt?? He is awake???!" Kyu squeal feel surprised made Wookie beside him feel confuse

"Hmm.. Okay.. I will ask my chibi first.. Yeah.. Don't cry again, Guixian-ah... Okay, bye..." Kyu turn off the phone and his face change become confuse in sudden

"What's wrong?? Who is awake? Lixu??" Wookie asked while Kyu just nodding

"Chibi.. Guixian asked me to accompany him at hospital.. From his voice, i can feel he is really sad now.."

"Let's go then.."

"Huhh??? Are you sure?? You will going with me??" Kyu feel surprised with Wookie's answered

"Will you leave me alone in here???" Wookie pouted and pretend to sulk

"Hmmm.. Of course not.. But.. Are you sure?? Not hurt??"

"You won't leave me alone at hospital, right?? You won't let me walk alone, right??" Wookie throw a sharp gaze to Kyu

"Of course not... Okay.. You can go with me..."

"Yaaa!!! Why did you say like you forbid me to go with you, uh??"

"Huhh?? Am i say that??"

"You said 'you can go with me'.. So before it, you decide to leave me alone, uh?? You decide to not bring me to hospital with you, uh??"

"Heeeehhh... Why so sensitive in sudden uh??" Kyu hugging Wookie and kissing his cute fiancee cheeks and lips

"I don't want you leave me..."

"I won't... Don't sulk.. You know you always number one for me.."

"Are you sure??"

"Not believe me?? Cut my heart then.."

"Haha stop it la~ i'm full enough with your lovely words for me.. Hurry up.. Guixian must be waiting for us..." Wookie peck Kyu's lips made Kyu chuckled
 

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"Aiiish!! Go to sleep la!!! You disturb me!!" Heechul grumble on the line phone but he keep smiling because Siwon answered


Really?? I thought i made you smile now... By the way, how can i sleep if my cinderella has not sleep?


"Okay... I will sleep too.. By the way.. Are you sure, you will coming here tomorrow??"


Why?? Do you miss me that much??


"Be serious, Pabo!! I will leave you if you late coming.." Heechul threaten Siwon who keep chuckled on the line phone


I won't late.. I promise i will come to your room before you wake up.. I should coming to my boyfriend who just got problem about 3 hours ago..


"That's too much!! Eh, You're pabo!! How can you come inside if the owner of this room still sleeping!!" Heechul laugh loudly


I can... Because i'm a prince.. Ah!! Stop it then.. You should sleep my cinderella.. And you should forget about what happened at party, okay?


"How can, Siwon-ah..?"


Call my name before you sleep..


"Like.. One Siwon.. Two Siwon... Three Siwon..."


Am i a sheep??


"Are you sulk??"


Heechul-ah... I'm serious now.. Go to sleep now..


"You scared me..."


Kim Heechul... Go to sleep now... It's too late.. I don't want to see your panda eyes..


"Well.. Well.. I'm sleep.. You sleep too, okay.. And don't drive too fast.. I will waiting for you.."


Hmm,... I will sleep too.. By the way.. I love Kim Heechul. Kim JongWoon and Kim Ryeowook..


"Ahahaha... Where is my place on your heart??"


On top of your brothers, of course...


"Thanks for loving us, Siwon-ah..."


Thanks for give me a chance to be your friend to share also to loving you my Heechulera..


"Aiiish!!! I will kill you tomorrow!!" Heechul turn off the phone immediately before their conversation back and become longer



Heechul let a loud sigh after he turn off the phone.. He staring into his wallpaper phone.. Smiling for his photo with Siwon which he took this morning when Siwon bring him to Incheon..


I know i'm not wrong to choose you now, Siwon-ah...
I trust you to healing my heart.. And i know you will do it..


"Kim Heechul... Tomorrow will be a hardest day for you.. What should i do to face Victoria after what happened on party uh?" Heechul sigh before he close his eyes and ready to sleep

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Fast update ^O^ kkkkkkk

well,.. maybe i will start to updating this story everyday since i'm move all chapter to AFF already..

and yeah, as i told you about it will ending soon

and since it's finish moved already

i can say just left 10 chapters to the last ^^

mind keep supporting this fic till the end my beloved readers ^^

and i'm very happy and feel touched everytime i read your comment ^^

aahhhh i almost forget

yaaayy finally Lixu wake up ^^

but, i'm sorry for making his condition become like that.. because there's more Xianxu and Kyuwook in romantic and touching scenes soon ^^

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