If separating is the best, i'm choosing it now

[Drabble] A Letter For You

Should I say I love you again?

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you!!!

Wuli saranghae!!!

Yongwonhi!!!!!!!!!!

But sometimes I wonder

Does u do the same?

I think it’s already almost 7 years since we’ve been dating

And it seems almost 7 years you keep saying that you love me

But why I’m keeps doubting you now?

Why do I think its meaningless now?

Why do I feel insecure now?

Is it because of what I saw through the television?

Showing how close you are with her?

Is it my fault for leaving you there?

It’s not like I didn’t call you right?

Are you pulling on revenge with me?

Because my acting with Ueno?

She’s just my co-partner in that drama…

Nothing more.

It’s you that I want.

It’s you that I love.

It’s you that who only can become my life.

No one can.

No one does.

Only you.

Do you know?

Oh, I’m saying your stage name.

Not the one that I used to.

Yunnie…

Yesterday, I went back to Korea.

I want to congratulate you for acting in that online drama.

Alongside with other idols that inspire you to act.

But I think my congrats is not needed anymore.

I saw you.

With her.

Smiling, hugging, kissing like the world belongs to both of you.

Luckily no fans caught you both.

I smiled to myself.

Seems like you already forgotten about me. Your lover.

Or is it one of the scenes of the new drama?

But, I guess it doesn’t.

I’m being positive here.

Not throwing the tantrums that I used to give you when we’re still FIVE.

We already separate apart.

With baby minfood with you and rest with me.

I wonder…

Are we goin to be the same as we used to?

And I always wonder…

Those 7 years swearing…

Do you meant it?

All of them?

Or just a fake that you want to show to me?

I think that girl deserved you more than me.

Maybe I’m not that good enough for you.

There will no more YUNJAE.

No more JAEHO.

No more love.

No more fan-service.

No more heart.

No more sweet talking

It’s goin to be no more.

No more.

I think the lawsuit really breaking us apart mae?

I do think you hate that.

You hate me.

But, from what I saw

You’re happy.

It’s okay.

The lawsuit really gives you what you want.

Free from the tie between us.

I’m giving what you want now.

Though it’s goin to be the pain in my heart forever.

I’ll always goin to be love you.

Now or later.

Kamsahamnida.

Arigatou gozaimasu.

Merci.

Thank you.

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