CHAPTER ONE

DARA POV

It’s almost midnight, but I keep on reading this noble I’m so into this, as I read the chapter 21 my tears start to roll down I don’t know why but I feel like sobbing, the protagonist plead to her lover not to let her g-

“dara-yah!” a loud voice distract my tears, I slowly put down my book and looked at the orange headed girl, whose busy eating her corn, I looked to my right and saw the maknae whose opening the box of her new gandam collection “BOM what do you want?” I shouted back at bom

“dara can you please accompany me I want to go to the mall!” she said walking towards my seat, “why don’t you ask your lover here!” I teased at her pointing minzy “dara unnie! I don’t want to accompany her she always hit me!” minzy complain “hay! Minzy you’re over reacting!” bom walked to minzy and hug her tightly “I know you want it!” bom said in a seductive yet funny tone, minzy blush at the sentence

“where ‘s chaerin by the way?” I ask bom she is busy cuddling minzy, “I don’t know maybe she goes to gd” bom conclude, I don’t know why my feeling Is like this when it comes to CL that badass girl A.K.A the baddest female leader, since our first debut my feeling towards her  is unexplainable, she always said that she likes teddy oppa, and I felt jealous when she always say that. Suddenly the door open

“GOODEVENING GUYS!” I know who owns that sweet voice its CL, minzy and bom quickly stand up and run towards CL, I slowly stand up and followed the cutest couple

I saw her standing at the hall, she smiled at me, her smile always melt me, i pretend not to notice her  I looked into your eyes and try to read what ‘s on your mind,  she handed the plastic bag to bom,

And walked towards me do you believed that when you found your true love the worlds stop, the time stop ticking, just you and her moving, that ‘s happen to me

“so what happen any plans to our comeback?” I ask her softly, she hold both of my hands and looked into my eyes “you didn’t even ask me if I eat already!” she said disappointedly and pout, god CL  you don’t have to pout you know your cute already even you don’t pout,wait did she just say that? I chuckle and smiled at her

“why would i?” I ask her, I prefer to first , she frown at me and gave me a puppy eyes, okay lemme die, “why would you? Because I miss you!” she said in a sweet tone, this is why I hate her, sometimes she act like she didn’t care about me but sometimes she does, our relationship are really complicated “you miss me?” I ask her in a teasing manner she nodded like a puppy and I like it

“yah! I didn’t see you 6 hours straight!” she start complaining, she pull me for a hug, why is she doing this to me, I remember she took me to a restaurant she said me and her and our managers is just having a dinner together at first me,CL and our managers happily eating but when CL whisper something to them our managers left as there, she gave me flowers and chocolates, even our fans saw that scene there ‘s a fan who even took a picture of me and cl eating together!

“you must be tired!” I said while caressing her back, she rest her chin at my shoulders, we enjoy the hug at least “I’m tired teddy oppa and YG oppa keep on asking me what should be our new single title!” she reply lazily, “is that so!?  better change your clothes and get ready for bed!” I suggest at her, I push her away but she was stronger she pull me more closer to her

“I don’t want! I want to hug you, your like my human pillow!” she giggle, omo I’m blushing “then don’t spill your saliva on me!” I laugh at her “yah! I wont do that I prefer kissing you than to do that!” she reply, I stop laughing my heart its beating faster and faster and faster!

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious
 

“okay! YOU TWO GET A ROOM! Its too PDA” bom interrupt out sweet moment if only chaera stand can see this they would probably jump because of happiness, minzy try to pull us but CL keep on squeezing her body into mine “aihs~ minzy-ah don’t I cant sleep without her!” CL said stumping her feet cause for me to groan when she stump to my right feet

“AWWWWWWW!” I groan in pain she stump to my feet to hard! She quickly help me to sit down at the couch “CL unnie you hurt her!” minzy try to scared CL, but she only receive cold glare from CL, chaerin quickly stand up and run towards the kitchen  “BOM WHERE ‘S THE ING ICE CUBES!” CL shout in frustration , she is in theories of panic, I cant help to laugh because of CL childish acts only few of us can see it I hope CL show her childish side to our beloved blackjacks

She return at the living room handing a ice bag! She kneel at me and placed the ice bag into my ankle “CL! My feet only need a rest you don’t have to put that thing to my ankle!”

I try to explain at her but she didn’t care “I shut up s-ssandara! I stump my heels to this so don’t ing scold me!” she looked very angry at me, she cared for me “yah! You loving throwing  your bad words! To us” bom stated, minzy just nod “mianhae!” cl said sincerely she is so bipolar “its just- I hurt her feet so I felt  guilty!” CL lowered her head felt sorry “shhh~ its okay chaerin ah I’m fine really look!” I stand and start to jump using my left foot she stand up and put both her hands to her waist “STOP YOU’RE MAKING IT WORST!” she shouted at me she pat her back and I stare at her in curiosity “ride! I’ll gave you a piggy ride!” she smiled at me “it okay! I’m heavy!”

“your kidding right its okay I’m strong enough to lift you if you heavy then what do you called to bom!” CL said in a mocking tone, minzy start laughing at her place while bom looked at CL is disbelieve “yah~ I’m Y” bom wiggle her brows and looked at minzy

“what are you laughing at! You deserve a punishment!” bom grab minzy ‘s wrist and both of them went to their respective room “yah! BOM BABE WILL TURN INTO MONSTER ONCE AGAIN!” minzy said still laughing enjoying her punishment? I think

“so get up!” CL said to me I obey her and ride at her, she start walking didn’t even complain until we reach our room, she slowly placed me at our bed, she lie beside me and rest her head to my shoulder “sorry for hurting you!” she apologized, looked at the celling closed my eyes and enjoy the dark sight “ its okay CL! Really! You didn’t intend to hurt me right? Do you?” I ask her slightly laughing, I slowly open my eyes and stare to her, her lips turn curve she was smiling “I didn’t intent to hurt you dara, and I won’t ever intent to hurt you remember that, I will protect you to every little things that could hurt you even if its me!” she said seriously, why is she doing this? “in some point would you hurt me?” I ask her, she closed her eyes “never! If I hurt you! As I said I didn’t intend it, if you didn’t talked to me because I hurt you, I’ll do anything just for you to accept my apology! I didn’t imagine my world leaving without you dara!” she said in a most sincere and yet soft voice

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again
 

If this is a dream I don’t want to wake up, if this is a ride I don’t want this to end, if loving her is illegal then I’m guilty loving her, If loving her is a big question let me seek for the answer, if loving her is a disease let me die happy just to touch her just to be with her

Just to spent my entire life loving her, If I’m only the one loving her then its okay at least I’m happy seeing her even though she’s not with me, let her be happy even without me.

Say whatever you want I’m coward I’m selfish then okay let It be but I wont force someone just to fall in love with me, even CL

“why are you doing this?” that question died into my mouth, but at least I wont to know the answer, I’m ready for her answer expecting her to answer that I’m her best friend

I close my eyes ready to hear the answers

“because that ‘s what my heart telling me!” she said I open my eyes, I saw her eyes she ‘s looking at me our eyes locked together, she lean to me she close the gap between up our lips touch each other

We kissed…………………………………….

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bare with me and my poor english.. hehehe. hope you like it wish me luck :*