Hey JS, My Queen
I’ve finally found an excuse the courage,
Since I can feel the alcohol invading the depth of my heart
I can then express my deepest emotion
The loneliness is becoming severe
Silence is all that is left behind in the corners of the dance floor
The place that defines you,
Until you swept me off my feet, life had never been so sweet
These days , don’t you know that
Whether you speak too much or too little
It becomes equally frightening

Whoever allows the indulgence,
Who will be the first to surrender his freedom?
Ha, In the end, isn’t I always the one?
I am left helpless under your capricious affection
Like being suspended in midair, my feet can’t yearn to touch the ground
(I want to find home in you)
Even though detriment and scathed, I still accept with a smile, because it’s you.

I envy your perception of love; ambitious, grandiose and proud as fireworks
Like the Queen of heaven, high and mighty
But what you’ve wanted isn’t me, it’s vanity
To prove your superiority by having someone like me, adoring you
I’ve fallen into a blinded love of tolerance
Fulfilling your desire in becoming the Queen adored by all the others
If what’s left of love is just shallow temptation, is just bearing with each other
Then let’s knock it off, let’s not torment ourselves anymore
Because we’re both at fault, will you admit that?

Rejecting your pale hands,
Rejecting your feeble promise of us staying together forever, stop lying
For the first time, it doesn’t matter how much you are at loss, are you?
Stop calling my name, Jun-ah… Stop.
Being soft-hearted is a fatal weakness
I clearly understand, .
Then why do I still devote my all to you
Even if it means defying death?

I envy your perception of love; bold, vibrant and beautiful as rainbow
Like the Queen of heaven, high and mighty
But what you’ve wanted isn’t me, it’s vanity
To prove your superiority by having someone like me, adoring you
I’ve fallen into a blinded love of tolerance
Fulfilling your desire in becoming the Queen adored by all the others
If what’s left of love is just shallow temptation, is just bearing with each other
Then let’s knock it off, if that makes you happier?
Because I love you. Because we’re both at fault.

If there comes a day when our love is no longer precarious
Enough for us to realize what is right or wrong, does love has right or wrong?
Until then, you will no longer be the person in my heart
No longer be the person whom I will sing of praises and adoration
The person who had always cherished you like a Queen,
Will no longer be me.

*--Joker

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goodnite x)