I know you love me , but i'm sorry .
Sorry , ....yeobo . [ONESHOT]
As i walk , I feel the wind blowing in my face , the sun that is setting down is casting long dark shadows behind every single object that blocks its way . Remembering the past is never my favourite thing to do , but today , i feel a little downbeat . Its the first month i've gone through after the , ... 'breakup.' Things are getting better , ...but today is the 30th day , you've got to cut me some slack .
Passing by the hallway , ...i remembered ...
"Junggie-ah ! ~" he whispered right behind my ears .
"Yes Taemin-ya ?<3" i answered .
"Meet you after school at the gate , ya ? I'm walking you home today !" he said and gave me a peck on the cheeks .
I blushed .
... its the first time hes walking me home .
"Wae Taem-"
"TAEMINNNNIEEEEEEE OPPPPAAAAAAA<3" and she hugged Taemin from behind . MY TAEMIN . FROM BEHIND . DAMN IT .
"Sulli what are you doing ! Cant you see i'm talking to HyunJung here ?" he said while Sulli choke cling to Taemin's arm .
"Oppa ! We are going on a date after school right ? Did you forget ?" she said in a fake high pitch voice .
"Oh no ! We are !"
and there goes my walk home . He will go on the 'date' of course , and not send me home . I hate Taemi-
"But i'm sending my Junggie-ya , so i cant . Its not a date Sulli , you offered to buy me a Banana Milk ."
"Bu-"
"No Sulli , i can buy the milk on my own . Thanks ."
...did i tell you how much i love Taemin ? hehe .
unshed tears formed in my eyes , a knife stabbed my heart , ...deep .
and now , ...pass the canteen ...
"Are you dating Kyuhyun , Junggie ?"
"Uh ? Um , no ."
"But you're always sitting with him during Break ."
"Hes my best guyfriend , Taemin-ya . We've reached a level that ...being in a relationship doesnt fit ."
"Oh , ...i dont want to reach that level ."
"...wae ?"
Is that hope i hear ? I've always loved Taemin .
"I'm going back to class ."
"Um , alright Taemin-ya ."
I thought that he would finally confess .
I clutched my books closer to my chest as i walk pass the Car Porch . Why must it rain today ?
"Junggie-ya ! You dont have an umbrella ?"
"Um , no ."
"Come , i'll send you home with mine ! ^^"
"Thats ...very nice of you , Taemin-ya . But , ..."
"Ah , dont worry ! Nobody will see us . Its raining cats and dogs right now . Dont worry , your potential boyfriend wont run away ! Why are you so worried?-"
"Tae- ,"
"Haha thats so adorable you know ! But its raining ! Nobody will see us ! We can just deny if anybody asks tho , so dont worry alright ! I'm just-"
"Tae-,"
"sending you home ! I'll worry if you got s-"
"YAH LEE TAEMIN !!"
"ah , mianh . you were saying ?"
wait . Did he say he'll be worried if i got sick ...? Yah HyunJung-ah , sucha pabo ! shouldnt have stop him just now !
"Jung ?"
"ah , Taemin-ya . Your umbrella ...is too small ."
" Yahh , ...mianh . i forgot ."
"Haha , its okay , you can go home first ! ^^"
"Aish , ...you dont have to be so happy all the time you know . Kay , i'm off ."
Dont have to be so happy all the time ...? No Taem , ...you dont understand .
I'm unhappy , but i always have to be happy . Because alot of people depend on me . I'm a source of their happiness . I didnt realize i've reached the Ending ; ...the school gate .
"I think you misunderstood me . Youre just like a sister of mine . I treated you nicely , because youre like a sister of mine . Please , go and find someone better . At one time , i did like you . But now , no . Go get someone better ."
with that , Taemin left me . He left me crying alone outside the gate . And it was raining , but i didnt care . My heart is ripped into small pieces . My chest hurts . Its so hard to breathe .
Lee Taemin left me .
"HyunJung yeobo ! What are you doing out here in the rain ! I told you to wait inside , i'll pick you up !"
huh ? Oh . Him .
"...sorry Nichkhun-ah ."
"What is that ? No yeobo ! I told you to call me Khunnie yeobo , right ?"
"...Khunnie yeobo ."
"Aish , its okay . You can take your time to love me , no rush alright ? Just know that i'll be here if you need me . Saranghae HyunJung Yeobo !" and he kissed my cheeks .
...No blush .
"...saranghae ..."
Taemin-ah .
"Yeobo , are you alright?"
No . I'm breaking . I cant take this anymore . I'm not alright ! I'M NOT ALRIGHTTTT !
"Ne , i'm fine , ...yeobo ."
A/N : i'm always so emo all the time right ? gosh .
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