---JIHYUN POV---

Saturday. With me, sitting on the bed, hugging my pillow, still on my pajamas.

I don't care. Whoever comes in, I don't give a ing care.

I just feel so messed up.

My mind, my heart, everything. I just confused.

I groaned, as I hugged my pillow tighter, and sighed.

With Myungsoo broke up with me,

and L.Joe oppa confessed to me again, for real. This time it's not a dream.

"Unnie!" suddenly, Jihye come barging in, with a happy face plestered on her face

"What" I replied flatly

"Your hubby is hereeee~" she sang, while opening the door widely, revealing L.joe oppa, behind her

L.Joe got in my room with shy steps, as Jihye give me a thumbs up and slammed my door closed.

Yes, she slammed the ing door.

And then, the atmosphere become tense. And awkward. With no one talking, just us looking at each other.

"So.." L.Joe oppa started, as he rubbed the back of his neck

I stay silently, as I watched him talking.

"So.. whom do you choose, Jihyun? I mean, D-Day is practically tomorrow and--"

"I don't know oppa. Seriously, I can't afford to lose both you and Myungsoo oppa" I sighed, as I bit my lips

Suddenly, all the good times I had with Myungsoo oppa and L.Joe oppa resurfaced.

Them smiling.

Them laughing.

Them with their warmth.

"Jihyun.." L.Joe oppa's voice snapped me out of reality as he took a seat beside me and my hair gently

"Oppa.. I may do love you but.. Myungsoo oppa.." I looked away

"Jihyun, do remember that whoever you chose, I'll be always supporting you" he smiled

Although I know it's maybe a forced one. Knowing that I probably won't choose him.

I groaned in frustration as I lay my head to his shoulder and he circled his arms around my shoulder

"Oppa.. this is really frustrating" I sighed

"I know. It's hard for me too"

"But.. if you pick me, I want you to spend your life with all your heart with me, no more thinking about other boys" he said

I giggles, and nodded.

But suddenly, I remembered Myungsoo oppa.

Isn't this what I have done to him?

Thinking about other boys?

Caring about other boys while I'm with him?

I bit my lips, just realizing that I just..

I just hurt his heart so many times, and all this time, he endured it.

He just simply endured it, for me.

All for me.

I feel myself tearing up again as I'm feeling of heartbroken right now.

"Jihyun?" L.Joe oppa nudged me as he leaned his face closer to mine

A tear dropped, and he looked shocked. Using his thumb to wipe it away.

"What's the matter?" he looked worried now

"I feel guilty towards Myungsoo oppa. I have done so many bad things to him.." I forced a smile

"Jihyun, don't.. don't forced a smile at times like this. I know it's.. hard to seperate from Myungsoo sunbae" he caressed my cheeks

"Oppa.. I think.."

"I think?"

"I think.. I'm not good enough and too bad for you two" I let out a light chuckle as L.Joe oppa suddenly flicked my forehead

"What? What are you talking about?" he frowned

"It's true oppa.. I --"

"Do you know how much happiness we get from spending time with you? Do you know that every time that has been spent with you is not wasted?"

I looked into his eyes, as he looked all fiery and else

"Do you know that loving you is not a wrong decision? Please Jihyun, don't ever think about something like that again, okay?" he patted my head

I nodded defeatedly, as I feel embarassed by the words he just said

"I love you" he said, and hugged me

I'm moved by his words, and warm embrace, as I feel more relaxed now, and concentrated.

So, I practically want to update already 7 hours ago at my friend's house but when I typed the story halfway, his laptop is WAAYYY too sensitive that it can automaticly pressed back. So, everything's gone. Gone for good. Huhahaha... *sobs*

Since I updated, it's good now. i guess? LOL

And the end is nearrr! I know, it's pretty sad but there's a little poll here. Please vote!

Okay, that's for all now.

Enjoy reading and STAY TUNE<3