~My insdes all turn to ash so slow and blew away as i collapsed, so cold a black wind took took them away from sight and held darkness over day that night~ "winter!" my name was called as i walked into my class room. I didnt bother to look up. Tears welled in my eyes. Becuase i knew life was all about image thats all anyone cared about. This was proven. My once ok face now ugly with scars. My skin forever marked becuase of what? Jelousy. I was burned and cut becuase i was with "the" kim jaejoong. I wiped my tears the pain in my chest grew worse becuase i thought about him. " park winter whats the matter with you. ive been trying to get your attention. Are you alrigt sweet heart." kim junsu jaejoongs younger brother asked Softly. "so your not going to suddently forget i even exisit like your brother?" i asked harshly. I knew i was being mean and crule but i couldnt help it i was hurting so i wanted to hurt some one eles. ~ and the clouds above move closer looking so dissatisfiedthe heartless wind kept blowing