Jiyong`s pov

„Oh my god Oppa...how are you? Do you need something?“

i tried to smile but my jaw hurted so much i couldn´t move it. I hissed at the pain. i could fhear her panicking: „Oppa i´m going to get a doctor maybe he can help!“

but i didn´t want to let her go so i hold her hand tighter: „Ani!“ i mumbled. She started to sob: „Oppa i´m sorry! Doojoon is sorry as well please forgive him!“

i felt a sharp pain in my chest. Hearing her saying his name was so much pain i barley could stand it. She was begging for HIM! I sqeezed her hand again and she started to cry.

Why the hell can´t i open my eyes...this bastard Doojoon will pay for what he did to me!

Doojoon`s POV

i went home and lied on my bed. it was the first time that i´ve realised that i´m not that strong as i thought. i´ve never felt such a pain. Even when i got beaten up i was never in such a mess. One woman could break the whole world down. I don´t wanna give up! No matter what! I will try everything just to get her back!

2 DAYS LATER

Soo Jin`s POV

i knocked on Ji Yongs door. I waited until there was his clear voice: „Come in!“ i opened it only to be confronted by his bright smile: „Dongsaengie...!“

i returned the smile and sat on the chair beside him: „So how are you feeling oppa?“

„Better now!“ he smiled again. My heart skiped a beat....

No! Soo Jin calm down he will break you again!

I just smiled: „oppa i brought some Kimchi and fried chicken...i thought the food in the hospitals aren´t that good.“

he suddenly jumped up: „I´m starving Soo Jin you´re the best! This food here is so disgusting! you´re my hero!“

„YAH oppa calm down...“ i started laughing. Sometimes it was like we were kids again but there are moments where he wasn´t himselfe. He started to compliment me more often...saying that i´m the best woman in the whole wide world. He tried to hold my hand, he patted my hair often and even gave me small pecks on my cheeks. Sure my heart would jump everytime but than it sank at the same time by thinking of Doojoon oppa. What is he doing right now? Questions that nobody would answer me. My parents are more than disapointed in me.

„Soo Jin are you paying attention to what i´m talking about?“ i shook my head in confusion: „Sorry oppa i just...i just...“ what to say Soo Jin...just what? Suddenly he interrupted me: „You thought of Doojoon am i right?“

i hang my head in shame. I felt somehow dirty not dirty as a or something like that...no my soul was dirty. I wasn´t as innocent as before. I played with a heart it makes my soul bad.

„Soo Jin may i ask you something?“

„Go on oppa!“ i know he will ask me something about Doojoon but if we want to be friends again i have to go through all this!

„Does Doojoon treats you better than i treated you?“ my heart stoped. What did he just asked?

My eyes where wide in shock: „oppa....i...“

„Just say it i won´t be mad!“ he tried to smile but it ended to be a grimace

„Well he treated me like the only girl in the world. There were nobody else, he would never look at someone else. When i felt bad he knew it immediately . Oppa he loved me even with such a heart of mine. A heart that was broken. He patched it...and i´m really thankfull for all this.“

Ji Yong`s POV

don´t cry Ji...cry when she leavs...don´t cry infront of her.

I just nodded and tried to smile: „So he will be a good husband?“ i pretended like i didn´t hear that they would take a break. She sank her head. This coversation is not going so well...i´m hurting her and she is hurting me...but what hurts the most is that she only is hurt when i talk about Doojoon.

She held her head up again: „Well...we are taking a break. He wants to make sure that i only want him no one else.“

„And you Soo Jin what do you think about this whole break stuff?“

i could see her heart pound like hell. The first time i saw it like this. If i had seen it in the past all this wouldn´t have happened! Damn you Ji Yong.

„I think it´s good...oppa i will tell you the truth...you make it damn hard and i don´t like it at all! Doojoon is such a good guy and to be with him would mean less pain and less lies. But on the other hand if i want to be with Doojoon i have to go back and clear things out.“

my heart stopped beating: „So you are telling me now that you want to get rid of me to be with Doojoon?“ i was in a deep hole right now. She wants to clear things out...what to clear out? What is she talking about...

„Ani Oppa...i mean i have to see what would have happened if i let the past continue like i have never left and stayed, after you tried to make me stay...you know.“

i sighed in relief suddenly i felt happines a big smile spreaded on my face: „I confessed to you ... i hope you remember it!“

she gasped: „Ani oppa not a relationship just...let´s pretent like you havn´t confessed...you just wanted me to stay okey?“

i smiled bitterly: „Of course it´s ok i have my Soo Jin back again!“

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