You thought you'd give being an idol a try thinking it'd be fun.  You were soooo wrong.  If going back in time was possible you would do anything to get that opportunity.  An opportunity to fix all the mishaps you've created. The words 'I should've never been born' felt right when said by you.  You only brought bad omen to people you care the most.  Sometimes you feel like succide is the only way to go but somehow that thought always escaped from your mind.                                                         You've always heard people talking about heaven as if it was the most intoxicating place ever. You wondered how heaven felt like even though you had a good idea of how it was.  'A world without me... thats how heaven felt like,' you thought as you chuckled bitterly.

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I wonder how this brief introduction of my story sounds like hmmm.  Sounds tragic doesn't it?  Either way Merry late Christmas!! :D also hope u guys got great christmas present cuz we got a wii console yayy family. lol k now just a little heads up the part below is the thoughts of two different people.

      = if the font is purple color then that means both people are thinking the same thing