He didn't want to leave them,but this was for their own safety.There was no other way.He couldn't let them get hurt. It was his responsibilty to keep them safe.

"I'll do whatever it takes to protect you guys,even its from a far."he silently thought to himself.

He stod infront of the door,his hand reaching the doorknob.He knew that once he took a step outside,there will be no turning back.

His dongsaengs tried their best to stop him,to convince him to stay,but he would not listen.All the begging for him not to leave them were simply brush off and ignored.

"Goodbye guys.take care of each other."

Without uttering another word,he opened the door,leaving behind everything he ever cared about.He tried not to look at the dissapointed faces of his fellow members before leaving,as that was the last thing he wanted to see.

Without the others knowing,the tears that he was holding finally fell from his once gentle face.

He didn't want the image of him crying to be the last thing they saw of him.

Every step he took brings him further away from his previous life.Further away from his wonderful and caring dongsaengs.Further away from those happy moments together.

And with every step,he felt lonelier and more alone than ever.