Dara's POV

I walked along the beach.

Tears dropped frequently as I thought about what had happened just a few minutes ago.

Are we breaking up?

I shook my head.

No.

He said I could go back to him..

Maybe we just need to talk it out.

I ran back to our hotel.

I unlocked it and went inside.

I found Ji on the bed sleeping..

I looked at his angelic face.

No way was I loosing him.

I smoothed his hair.

"Ji...I'm sorry. I never thought he would come back. Im serious." I said and tears began to fall again.

"I wished I never met TOP. I want this to be a happy vacation. I mean...we only have a week left....no more fighting. Please?" I asked to a sleeping Ji.

He stirr.

I hugged him.

"Ji...I love you...don't leave.." I whispered.

I felt his eyes open.

"Dara..." He whispered.

"Yea..?" I asked.

"...do you still have feelings for TOP? Please don't lie..tell me honestly." he said.

"I...I...." I couldn't say no.

I still have some feelings for him.

Something just won't leave. No matter how hard I tried to make that feeling leave...It just won't.

Its took hard.

I just want to forget.

I want to for get TOP so badly.

"Exactly. Dara...you still have feelings for him...sorry..but I think we need a break.." he said and broke from my hug.

"No...I..Ji please.." I said.

I can't let this happen..I...I don't know what to do exactly..

I dont want to lie and tell him I don't like TOP anymore.

"Stay with TOP until you stop liking him." Ji said and left.

I stayed there by myself. Thinking.

Does he still love me?

I sighed and walked out of the room.

Then something hits me.

I'll make Ji so jealouse..he'll beg me to come back.

Ha.

I went to find TOP.

It was pretty easy.

He would usually be at bars.

I went inside a bar near the hotel.

I looked around.

And BAM.

I saw him.

I walked over to him and sat next to him.

"hey.." I said.

"Hey...Dara...sorry about before..I..I'm sorry." He said.

Out of the corner of my eyes I saw Ji.

He was drinking..

And somehow our eyes met.

Perfect I thought.

I pushed TOP's head towards mine and kissed him.

Hard.

I saw Ji's eyes go cold and I closed mine.

TOP kissed me back.

Then my stomache started to twist.

Like it did years ago when I used to snuggle and make out with TOP at his house...but that was then..and this is now. 

(the thing i just said typed ".but that was then..and this is now" is acutally a book title. A mystery one actually. Hehe..found it handy)

I pulled back and gasped for air.

(Hey guys..sorry to interuppt again T_T. Anyway I just want to know why when people kiss they end up gasping for breathe or panting like they ran a mile. When me and _______ kissed *blushes* we always end up having enough air and we dont pant.....anyone tell me why?)

I looked at Ji..but I saw was 2 glasses of empty beer and no Ji.

He must of left.

"Lets get back together. I forgot about Ji and I still love you. I also forgive you for everything that happened years ago. Lets start anew" I lied.

Hmm..who knew lying could be this easy?

"Umm..okay.." he said.

I felt like he hesitated.

Hmm...

(Omg...kill me now. Sorry these things just..idk come to me i guess. So you know how Ji and Dara fought and they break up? And Dara and TOP kissed and they made up? Well..this reminds me of Katy Perry's 'Hot and Cold' a lyric "We fight we break up, We kiss  we make up..." *sighs* I promise no more interupptions form now on ~.~)

Me and TOP walked out together.

We ate dinner and I went back to my hotel room.

Guess who sleeps in the livingroom tonight?

I unlocked the door and find it empty.

Where did he go at this hour?

It was around 10pm and its pretty late.

I decided that since I was the first one in the room I get the bed.

I changed into sleeping clothes and flopped on the bed.

6 more days until its school time.

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The next morning when I found Ji sleeping in the livingroom.

I wanted to go kiss him and hug him and tell him I love him.

But no.

I had to show him that he still have feelings for me since he won't admit it himself.

HMP.

I called TOP.

I got dressed and waited for TOP.

When TOP came I invited him inside. Ji was still sleeping.

Me and TOP kissed for a while in the bedroom.

I heard the door open.

Ji was awake.

But I ignored that and continued making out with TOP.

I felt weird seeing Ji watchingme and TOP kiss.

But what has to be done,HAS to be done.

Minutes later I heard the front door close.

Ji left.

TOP took me out to breakfast.

On our way down...I decided to enjoy the sea breaze while TOP find us a nice place to eat in.

I saw on a bench.

Few yards away I saw Ji.

Now I felt scared.

I don't know if I should say anything...

I decided to walk past him and pretend I didn't see anything.

I was walking past him when he grabbed my hand.

"You back with him now?" He asked.

His tone was sad and mad at the same time.

But something else...I don't know what.

"Yea..why do you care anyway? YOU told me to go back to him." I said as harsh as I can.

Then I heard someone call my name.

"Dara...come one. I found a place!" TOP yelled a few feet away.

Ji's eyes went cold and let go of my hand.

I ran to TOP.

We left.

Ji's POV

.....I didn't think she would actually go for him.

I guess.

I don't know.

Maybe...I should just leave early.

Maybe she might of been using me or something.

 I really don't know anything anymore.

Please someone tell me.

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A/N

Hey guys....well that was a sad chappie.

*sigh*

I hope things get better.

Oh wait...im the creator of this FF.

OFC it would get better.

....right?

~A