Heechul’s POV

His lips are so attractive…so sweet… especially when they pressed against mine.

1 opened my eyes… I look at his eyes…they are full of passion…that every time he looked at me… my heart melt… the lovely night goes on… this beautiful memory, I wish it will never end… I want to be with him…forever… forever under his warm arms… It was morning… the light of glorious sun flashed around our room... I opened my eyes I look around the room. It was bright... I looked beside me, I saw a guy sleeping… sleeping really peacefully. His face is so beautiful, so manly…manly enough to invade my heart…A loud knock echoed in the room… “Hyung…wake up! Breakfast is ready…” a voice outside the room said. The man beside me opened his eyes and smiled at me “Good morning my lovely princess” he said…His low and cool voice is like a melody to my ears. “Let’s get up…” I said but he wrapped his hands around my waist saying “Let them wait, I still want to be with you alone, hyung…” I kissed his forehead and sit beside him…”you’re naughty…” I said but he just gave me a little laugh. I went to the bathroom to fix myself, I closed the shower tap and wiped my layered brown hair with a towel… “It’s our 3rd anniversary…” I thought while putting on the outfit for today’s guestings. After fixing myself, we went down holding hands towards the dinning table. “Good morning siwon-sshi~, good morning heechul-hyung~” the other member greeted us. Siwon and I smiled back and sat down... “Looks like you had a good night together, don’t you siwon-sshi?” Leeteuk,our band umma, said. Siwon looked at me and nodded while his cheeks are already red as tomatoes. While eating, I decided to organize a sweet and romantic dinner for siwon and me tonight…just the two of us…So right after the guestings for my drama, I went to the grocery and bought all the things I needed for the romantic date… I also called him that he must go home early, he’s asking why but I just told him that I just need to talk to him and then hang-up… I really want it to be a surprise…When I got home, I went straight to the kitchen and started to prepare everything on the counter, gladly, Leeteuk hyung is in the dorm so I told him about my plan and ask for his help. Luckily, we finished it before the other members arrived…“Teukie~” Kangin, our band appa called.. “Oh hyung!” he greeted me, “Can I borrow you’re your umma for a minute?” he added. I nodded with a smile. He thanked me and pulled Leeteuk towards their room while I, on the other hand went to our room and checked if everything is in order…favorite pillows?Checked ...favorite blanket? Checked...Hot water? Checked…Towel? Checked… Favorite scent? Checked…Am I clean? Checked…Do I smell good? Definitely…I smiled to myself… Now, everything’s perfect so I wore the pajama set that I and siwon both have and waited for him…an hour had passed but still I decided to wait for him… two hours… three hours had passed but there’s no Siwon arrived… I already drunk all the wine I bought for this romantic dinner, so I decided to put on my jacket and go to a 24-hour open grocery and bought another one…But on my way back to the dorm, I was surprised to see a familiar face in a restaurant across the street… It was him…Siwon, together with a woman, it’s his ex-girlfriend Eunhyun…She gave something to siwon and saw his face lit up and smiled widely… They were hugging each other happily… Before I knew it... I was crying myself out and running away from the painful scene… I went straight to our room and locked it... Leeteuk hyung knocked at the door, I opened it with swelling eyes… I told him what I saw and ask him to let me exchange rooms with Hangen who happen to be Shindong’s roommate and to let me eat in the room while I’m still feeling upset… He agreed and 1 started to pack my things… every day I will cry myself to sleep…Siwon? When he found out that I had exchange rooms with Hangen…he started to knock at my room asking me “what happened?”Or “Hyung, please come back!!! I miss you….” He also started to write me letters and pass it through the small opening under my closed door… Leeteuk hyung also told me that Siwon’s asking all the members about me….they also notice that Siwon doesn’t eat that much and always stay in his room after knocking at my door or giving me letters….. I started to feel guilty…..it’s been 2 weeks….I’m missing him so much that’s why I decided to go to his room that night… It’s 2 o’clock am and all the members are already sleeping so I open my door and went to Siwon-Hangen room and open it with the spare key that I have… I went near his bed and look at him….the window of the room is open… The moonlight’s shone over Siwon’s body…he became thin and pale looking… I started to cry, I put my hand on my mouth so they will not be awakened by my sobbing. I was about to go out the room when I heard a familiar voice…. “Heechul hyung, I terribly miss you…” Siwon murmured in his sleep….I looked at Siwon… tears are running down from his eyes. “Is he dreaming?” I thought…I run to my room and cry myself to sleep. Since then, I always go to his room and look at him…. Still the same things happen… Until one day, all the members are out of town for some pictorials... Siwon was excused for the pictorials because of being sick… I also asked Leeteuk hyung to let me stay in the dorm so I can take care of Siwon secretly... Leeteuk hyung agreed. So that night at the same time I went to his room….not only because I miss him….but also to check if his ok. I went beside his bed and put my hand on his forehead to check his temperature….but to my surprise, he held my hand… I pulled it from his held and about to go out off his room but his weak voice stopped me….”Heechul~ is that you?” he asked. His voice… the voice I’ve wanted to hear this pass few weeks…I wanted to go away but my body has a mind of its own…. They won’t move… instead my body turned around…. I saw Siwon stood up and went near to me….

I started to cry when he told me…”Hyung~ why di-? I miss you so much please come back…” he hugged me tightly and whispered to me “ hyung….saranghaeyo”…I didn’t hesitate anymore….I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss his lips… he pushed the door and turn me around….. He began to carry me to his bed without breaking the kiss…. I don’t mind what’s happening right now…I’m just so happy…to be with him…. to feel his lips and warm body again……I don’t care what will other think by making love with him now….. The next morning,I woke up beside him….he looked at me…his eyes are full of passion like before…..But then again I feel sad…. because I have to let him go… because I want him to be happy… with Eunhyun….I sat up and looked down that made Siwon confused….”It’s ok…..Don’t feel guilty about…what you did on our 3rd anniversary…I’m ok…I can get over you… But I think not now…not now that I love you so much…” I smiled weakly…”What are you talking about?!!!” he said. “You…and…Eunhyun...are together, right?” I said trying to fight my tears to fall. “Is that what THIS all about?” Siwon asked me seriously. “Yeah… I saw you at the restaurant… and you’re so happy with her…” I saw Siwon’s disappointed face. He opened the side drawer and take out the blue box that Eunhyun gave Siwon on that Heartbreaking Night. “EUNHYUN AND I ARE NOT TOGETHER!!..” He laughed… “These are a custom made necklace and watch that I designed personally and ordered from her… it was supposed to be a surprise gift for you on our 3rd anniversary. I was so happy that the design is exactly as I expect, that’s why I hugged her…here…Now, I’ll put it on you...” he added, I was shocked as he put the heart-shaped necklace on my neck, it’s a locket that when you opened it, you’ll see a picture of me kissing Siwon on his cheek. “It has a pair watch. See... When you open my watch, you will see the same picture that you have in your locket, isn’t it nice?” He said while smiling so big… I started to cry and hugged him tight... “saranghae.. I love you….Siwon-sshi... I’m sorry”… he started to rub my back in circles because I’m sobbing… He carried me and swung me around the room… “I Love so helplessly much Heechul…don’t leave me again…I love you… I love you…” He keeps on repeating those words in my ears…He looked through my eyes and then planted his lips on mine…

End of POV

”SIWON-SSHIII~~ are you still si---” Hangen said while opening the door, he was surprised and blushed at the scene he saw… The Lovely couple ignored Hangen and continued kissing…”OOOooppsss…I’m really sorry” he said nervously, bowed and slam the door shut…He ran downstairs to spread the good news to the other members…

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