Dara's POV..

 

It's been 2years now. But i could still feel the same pain as before... Why i couldn't get over him? Whenever i hear news about him and his girlfriend, my heart breaks into pieces... Why? Why? I should be moving on but i just couldn't do this...

When they say MOVE ON... I want to ask them: "If you were me, CAN YOU?" MOVE ON is an easy thing to say but hard to do...

 

Il Woo.. My personal doctor who's been taking care of me since i fell ill. He's kind, he's handsome and smart. He confessed his feelings for me. He told me he loved me.. But... But i couldn't love him back. I can't because i still love Jiyong.. .Jiyong who's now engaged... I can't understand myself.. Why can't i just like Il Woo? Why can't i give him the love that i have for him. Jiyong who's not into me anymore.. I want him back... I want him here beside me again... I want his love again...

 

If only Jiyong can understand me.. If only I can explain everything to him.. Maybe he'll come back to me.. But i know it's too late now. He has Kiko already in his life. He's happy with her. What should I do to make him come back to me? I can't take this anymore... This feeling is killing me.

 

Tears in Dara's eyes began to fall on her cheeks.. Then Il Woo suddenly walked into her room..

"you're crying again? Hmm," he asked Dara.

Dara slightly nodded and looked up to him.

"it's nothing, oppa" she faked a smile.

"if you're hurting, why don't you tell him what really happened to you. You might die because of that pain and not with the illness you had before." Ilwoo sarcastically said with a smirk.

Dara just smiled and looked out the window.

 

Why shouldn't i tell him that i had a stomach cancer before? And that's the reason why i had to leave him. But I don't want him to pity me...

 

 

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Seungri and Jiyong talking about ramdon things...

"Hyung, you're getting married next year. Are you happy?" Seungri said.

"Yes, ofcourse! Why?" he asked Seungri with his raised brow.

"Really? Oh by the way, i heard Dara noona is back. Have you seen her already?" Seungri asked, looking at his hyung.

Jiyong stop from sipping his coffee when he heard Seungri's word.

He felt his heart beating so fast. Felt the pain of the past coming back again.

Seungri noticed him dumbfounded,"Hyung, are you okay? Ya hyung!"

"Oh, I haven't seen her yet." he said and looked away.

 

Jiyong's POV...

 

She's here again. I'm not sure of what I'm feeling... I want to see her, to hug her, kiss her. Tell her that I missed her so much! But no! She left me before. And I'm already engaged.

 

She left me and I became miserable. After a year of being miserable, I've met Kiko Mizuhara. She made me happy, she made me forget about Dara. Though I can't forget her totally. And now, we're engaged and we're getting married next year.

 

 

Week after that conversation...

 

Seunghyun called Jiyong and told him that they'll be having a reunion.

"Will Dara be there?" he asked with hesitation.

"No, she wont go." Seunghyun said.

"Okay, I will be there." he said and hang up.

 

He went back to his room and saw Kiko packing her things. He hugged her from behind. Kiko's eyes got widened but she already know it's him who hugged her.

She turned around to face him. "Why? Hmmm?" she cupped his face.

"Nothing... I just want to hug you." He said while carresing her back.

"I love you, jagiya." she said.

"Hmmm," he just smiled and turn around.

"I'm going to Seunghyun's place. We're having a reunion there." he said.

"Okay, I'm going to America later. Daddy want to discuss something before the wedding. You don't have to send me to the airport anymore." She said with a smile.

"How long will you be gone? Be safe there, okay?" he raised his brow

"I will be there for a month, I'll call you once I get there."

"I gotta go now. I'll call you later, okay?" she said and kissed him.

 

 

 

At Seunghyun's place..

 

Jiyong arrived late. Everyone's already there.

Seunghyun greeted him and had a small talk. He saw someone familiar, he stopped talking and stared to a girl who's talkin with her freinds.

 

'She's here. I thought she's not coming. Should I talk to her? Ugh! I don't know what to do!' he said to himself.

"Yah! Jiyong-ah!" Seunghyun called him.

"Oh, hyung..." he answered

"I didn't told you she's coming because I knew that you wouldn't go here if I told you she'll be here." he said and tapped Jiyong's back.

"Why wouldn't I? I don't have feelings for her anymore." he coldly said.

"Don't fool me jiyong. Come on and let's have some fun!" Seunghyun pulled his arm and went to their friends.

 

 

 

He's at the balcony of the house alone, drinking his beer. He feel someone's watching him from behind. He turned araound and he found out that it's Dara.

"What are you doing here?" he coldly asked.

"How're you doing?" she smiled and walked beside him.

"I'm fine." he said and drink his beer.

Silence rised between them...

"You're not going to ask how am I?" Hmmm," she said.

"Why should I? I guess you're fine though." he coldly said.

"I wish I am,"she whispered.

Jiyong looked at her but looked away again.

 

'I wish I'm fine. I wish I could turn back the time when we're together. I wish you wouldn't talk to me like this. I wish you 're mine again...' she speak thru her mind.

 

She broke the silence between them "I heard you're going to get married." she said while looking down.

He looked at her, he can see the pain in her eyes. He wanted to hug her at that moment but he restrained himself.

"Yes. Next year." he said and looked away.

"Really? I'm happy for you." she said and turned around, about to leave...

"You should be." he said.

Tears in Dara's eyes began to fall, she's trying hard not to cry but she couldn't help herself.

"I got to go." she said. And walked away.

 

 

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Two weeks after their reunion, they've met again.

It's Bom's birthday and they celebrate it in her house.

Dara brought Il Woo with her.

 

Jiyong saw them talking and laughing so sweet, he can't help but watch them. 'So you left me because of that guy? You throw everything happened between us because of him. Huh! I'm okay now. I'm happy, you'll see.' he said to his mind.

 

Daesung called all of them to play spin the bottle. The person at whom the base and the thin end of the bottle points will be paired and will follow the spinner's command.

 

 

They started the game, all of them are excited.

IlWoo sat beside Dara, and Jiyong across her. Minzy spinned the bottle and stopped at Bom and Seunghyun.

Minzy command "10 seconds kiss." everybody cheered them. And they did the command.

Seunghyun spinned the bottle... It stopped at Dara and Jiyong.

Dara got shocked. Jiyong tried to look cool, he didn't say a thing.

Seunghyun said "STAY TOGETHER IN ONE ROOM FOR 2 HOURS!" Seunghyun said with a smirk.

Dara and Jiyong got shocked with what Seunghyun had said. Even IlWoo was shocked.

Out of the blue, Jiyong stand up and said "Let's go." he said it without looking on Dara.

Dara was dumbfounded. She looked up at him. She couldn't believe on what's happening.

Jiyong grabbed Dara's hand irritably and dragged her into the room. Everybody's mouth turn to shape "O".

 

Seunghyun locked the door outside and they all start drinking their beers.

 

 

Silence filled in the room for quite some time. There's no light inside the room, so Dara got scared. Jiyong knew that Dara was scared of darkness that's why he stayed behind her quitely. Jiyong didn't speak for the past 30 mins.

Dara broke the silence "Are you happy?" she asked.

"Yes, extremely happy." he calmly said. 'I'm happy because you're with me right now. I wish I can stop the time right now.' he said thru his mind.

Dara bowed her face, her eyes were already teary. "I know, I can see it in your eyes. She really made you happy, eh?" she said with her trembling voice. Her tears over flowing on her cheeks already.

"Yes she did. You left me miserable. She was there, she tried her best for me to forget you and she succeeded. She made me happy again." he said quitely.

She couldn't stop her tears falling on her cheeks anymore. "I still love you, Ji. I'm so soryy." she said while crying.

"You love me still? Really? HAHAHA! You already have a boyfriend. Don't fool me!" he shouted.

"What do you mean?" she said.

"That man who's with you." he groaned.

"He's not-" he cutted her words,

"Don't fool me Sandara! You're so selfish! You just want yourself to be happy! You left before for that man! Now you're back you're telling me you still love me? You can't hurt me anymore. I don't love you anymore! I'm happy and madly in love with Kiko! I'm ov-" she didn't let him finished his words and stand out, knocking and shouting on the door.

"Let me get out of here! Please I'm begging you all! Let me get out of here!!" she shouted while crying.

 

IlWoo heard her, he get the key to Seunghyun and opened the door. She saw Dara crying. She ran away. He didn't follow her instead he stayed. He pulled Jiyong up and he punched him on the his face.

"Yah! What's your problem?!!" Jiyong shouted, punched him back.

"What's my problem?! You! You're my problem!" he shouted.

"Oh, so you're jealous! HAHAHA! Oh, by the way your pathetic girlfriend told me that she still love me. Go punch me again!" he warned.

"You don't know what you're talking about. You don't know what hardship she had before! You don't know anything!" He shouted and punched him again.

"What are you talking about?!" he calmly asked.

"She had a stomach cancer before! She thought she might die that's why she left! Now she'd recovered from that illness she came back here in Korea hoping to that you'll forgive her! But since she came back here, she's always crying because of you! You bastard!!! She doesn't deserve someone like you!" he said and turn around and walked away.

 

Jiyong left there standing, dumbfounded, mouth open and teary eyed. He felt his heart will explode already. He want to punch himself. He want to talk to her, want to say sorry, want to hug and kiss her. But he can't move. Finally his tears began to fall on his face. He cried out loud and shouted.  "Ughhhhh! I'm so stupid!!!!!!!" he shouted.

 

 

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Few weeks later...

 

Kiko is back in Korea, she knew all the things that happened. Chaerin told her. She felt sorry for Dara. He love Jiyong so much, so much that she's willing to give him up in order for him to be happy with the one he truly loves.

Kiko dialed Jiyong's number and talked to him, she said meet her on his apartment now.

 

Kiko arrived in his apartment, she saw him in the living room drinking beer. His eyes were red. She walked closer to him, hugged him from behind.

"I'm back!" she said with a smile.

"Oh, you're here." he replied.

"Uhm, you have problem?" she asked sweetly.

"Hmm," he shooked his head.

Kiko sat beside him, thinking what would she say... "Uhmm, Ji..."

"Hmmm?" he mumbled.

"I know what happened. I know about her illness, I know everything." she looked down.

"What are you talking about?" Ji said.

"Why don't you get her back and live happily again? I know you waited so long to be with her again." she said with a fake smile.

"B-but, we're already getting married." he said

"But I know what you truly feels, and I know who you truly love. You can't fool me Kwon Jiyong. Hahaha, I can't stand to see you lonely with me forever. Go get her back before it's too late." she said with a fake smile and tapped his head.

"Are you sure? But you know that I've loved you too, right?" he said.

"Ofcourse!! Now are you going to get her back or I'll marry you right away?!" she .

"Thank you, Kiko! Thank you so much!" he hugged her and kiss her on her forehead.

He stand up and grabbed his phone and ran outside.

Kiko left there crying, but she's happy for him though.

 

 

 

He dialed Dara's number but she didn't pick her phone up. He went to Dara's place but she's not there. He dialed Ilwoo's number, finally he picked up "hello?"

"This is Jiyong. Please tell me where's Dara right now. Please I'm begging you." he pleaded.

"If I tell you where she is, will you stop making her cry?" he asked

"Yes, ofcourse! I'll make her happy!" he said excitedly

"If you make her cry once again, you'll never get her back again. Get it?" he warned,

"I promise! Please tell me now where she is! I'm beging you."

"She said she'll go to Namsan Tower. To her favorite place." he said.

"Thank you! Thank you!!" he said then hang up the phone.

 

 

Dara's POV..

 

I'm here at Namsan Tower, where he asked me to be his girl before. Where we promised to love each other forever.

This will be the last time I'm going here. From now on I should try to forget him, he told me he don't love me anymore. He love Kiko so much. They're already getting married. So I think it's time for me to move on. It's a hard thing to do, but I'll try my best. I'm going back to America next week and start a new life there. I guess this is our destiny. We're not for each other...

I closed my eyes and feel the warm tears rolling on my face. This is the last time that I will cry because of him. I promise.

 

"This will be the last time I'm going to cry. I'll forget you. I'll try my best. Goodbye." she said.

............

 

 

"Dara.." she heard someone calling her name, she knew whose voice it is. She felt her heart beating so fast.

She turned around to look at the owner of voice.

 

"You may think that I forgot about you... You may think that I am happy with someone else. But I still can’t forget you. You're still the one I really love." He said. Walking towards her.

"I'm sorry Dara, I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry I was not there when you needed me the most. I'm so sorry... Please forgive me." He said, he's already crying infront of her.

 

Dara's eyes were also teary already, she didn't know what to say. She just cried and didn't speak.

"I still love you, Dara. I want you back in my life. Please accept me, I'll promise you that I'll make you happy again. Please, trust me." he cupped her face.

Dara can't say anything. She waited for so long for this moment. She hugged him and cried.

"B-but you're already engaged to Kiko." she said between her breath.

He carresed her back and said "She let me go back to where I truly belong. She knows who I really love." he said

She tightened her hug and cried out loud more. "S-s-so yo-you mean-"

"I love you." he said and kiss her on lips. "I missed you so much."

"I love you and I missed you too." she put her hands on his neck and kiss him passionately.

 

 

 

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