chapter 1
I miss you...
Dear Lee Byung Hun(L.joe),
I know there is no possible way for you to read this letter, but I just felt like writing a letter to youbecause just maybe, you'll somehow read it from above. Lee Byun Hun.... I really.... miss you right now...
and to tell you the truth, I just want to be with you right now, but I know you would
probably get really mad at me if I did that right? You always told me to treasure my life.
I am so thankful to you L.joe, I really am.
You gave me hope, love, and possibly anything I could ever wish for.
If it was possible, I would have even given up my life for you.
You took me out of the cold darkness and brought me out to the warmth.
I don't think I can ever love another person exept you L.joe. I really don't think I can.
Sometimes I wish that we both had cancer so that we both could have died together, but what I wish
for more was that you never had something called cancer and that you would be
with me right now. However life doesn't always go the way you want it to right?
You are the one who told me that you should live your life to the fulliest no matter what the
circumstances are because life is a gift given to you.
At first, when you told me that I didn't believe you truthfully.
I only thought that life was just something that brought me pain and misery, because being
alive ment that I had to always deal with getting beat up by my alcoholic dad
or being with people who hurt me both mentally and physically at school.
Everyday just felt so miserable to me. I just wanted to end my life and be done with everything.
But as I got to know you better and better you made me realize that life is a wonderful thing and I
should be glad I have it. I know at first I was emotionless to you and didn't talk at all,
but as we got to know each other you opened me up.
To me, you were and still is, and always will be my
first friend, my first love,my first kiss,and my last love.
You taught me what real love is. Lee Byun Hyun... thank you for teaching me everything and showing me the
meaning to life.Before I met you my life was a complete mess.
I know it's really selfish of me to ask you to wait for me in heaven,but please.... wait for me. I can't imagine my life without you anymore.
Thank you L.joe for everything. You mean the world to me.
I want to see you right now really badly..... but most importantly, I miss you.... Lee Byun Hun.
I miss your warmth, your love, your embrace, your presence, your everything.
I love you L.Joe...
from your love,
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sorry it was so short... ): It was my first time writing something like this so I don't know if you guys will like it
... but anyways, hopefully you guys enjoyed it ^_____________^
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