"Oppa?" I said in a quivering voice. I didn't want to believe that is was really my Hoya oppa! But as much as I hated the truth, it was him!


All of the other Infinite oppas were here with him, so how could it not be him. He pushed the girl in a tight shirt and short skirt off of his lap and looked at me. No, he didn't look at me, he glared at me. He wasn't my Hoya oppa.


"What?!" he said in an irritated voice. I shook my head as my tears threatened to fall, "O-oppa, how could y—" "Are you seriously going to cry?!" he interrupted. He stood up and got into your face. I looked down and away as everyone started to stop dancing and turn to look at us.


He looked away and scoffed before letting a smirk show on his face, "God, this is why you're so annoying." He pushed past me and walked over me. It felt like he was stomping on my heart.


My knees finally gave out as my tears fell. I couldn't keep it in anymore. These past weeks...Hoya oppa had been so distant and different. I just don't understand him anymore.


My friends glared at them as they walked away and pulled me up back to their side. A few girls laughed mockingly. CL turned to them and cracked her knuckles, "Want to learn how to dance with a broken leg?" They immediately turned away and minded their own business.


"Come on," Bom said. I limply followed them as they led me out of that place. Once we were out, I slumped against the wall and cried. How could my perfect world come down in only a matter of seconds?!


Dara patted my back, "You okay _______?" I forced a smile even though I wasn't anywhere near fine. MinJi smiled and patted my shoulder, "If you want to stay at my place for the night, you can."


I shook my head and took a deep breath, "Thanks unnie, but I want to ask Hoya oppa for the truth." MinJi smiled and straightened her jacket. Bom huffed, "Doesn't this seem familiar CL?"


CL growled and looked away, "Don't even remind me of that bastard!" I gave them a small smile and stood up straight, "I think I'll go home and see if Hoya oppa is home yet. Bye unnies, you guys go ahead and have fun." They hesitantly looked at me. "Are you sure?" Bom asked. "Should we walk you home at least?" I shook my head and forced a smile, "I think I'll be fine."


As I walked away, CL yelled after me, "Hey __________! If you need me to teach him a lesson, just ask! I still need to take out my anger from my own problems!" I laughed and turned around. I raised my hands to my lips and shouted, "Okay unnie!"


My mind went back to CL's problems. He ex-boyfriend had cheated on her also. When CL had approached him about the problem, he flipped on her and went abusive. CL would just love to give him a taste of his own medicine, but decided that he wasn't worth her time.


I sighed and looked up a the stars as my mind drifted off into my own problems. Hoya had never been this mean or cold towards me! But now wasn't the same as when we barely started to talk...


"________! Look! That guy's been looking at you all night," Dara yelled over the booming music. I followed her gaze to the guy on the other side of the room with light brown hair that was combed to one side. The guy immediately looked away and I smiled.


I turned back to Dara and shouted, "Unnie I don't think so." Bom elbowed you slightly, "Hey, don't lie. Look, he's coming over here." I turned back and sure enough, they were making their way over here. ALL seven of them.


We continued dancing casually as they surrounded us and danced along with the music by our sides. The guy that Dara said was looking at me smoothly danced to my side and moved along with my moves.


I couldn't help but become a little self conscious. I had never been this close to a guy before, especially with my unnies around. My cheeks felt like they were warming up as Bom, Dara, MinJi, and CL all smiled encouragingly at me.


Finally the song ended. It felt like it had been such a long time! I took a deep breath and walked towards my unnies. But before I could get to them, someone held onto my arm and turned me into their chest. I looked up to see that guy again.


He smiled and leaned down. I held my breath nervously and he whispered, "Do you want to go somewhere quieter?" I looked up at him and hesitated. I didn't know if this guy was trustable or if he was just a player. I turned away and looked at unnies. They seemed busy with their own boytoy though.


I turned back to him, "Um, sure I guess." He smiled and suddenly took hold of my hand as he led me out the door. Once we were outside, I let out a breath of content. He looked at me and reached his hand out towards my cheek. I slightly stepped back. He smiled warmly and a piece of hair behind my ear.


He smiled, "You don't look like the type to go clubbing." I blushed, "You don't either." He scratched his head and laughed awkwardly. I puffed my cheeks and looked around. He took a breath and asked, "Do you want to go somewhere?"


I smiled, "Sure I guess." He led the way to a nearby park and sat down on a swing. I hesitantly sat down and rubbed my arms as a breeze passed by. He slipped off his leather jacket and placed it around my shoulders. I looked up at him, "Thanks, umm—"


"Lee Howon," he said with a smile. "Thanks Ho-Ho-" He laughed, "Howon." I blushed in embarrassment, "Sorry. I'm not very fluent in Korean." He titled his head, "You're not from around here?" I shook my head with a smile as I looked up a the stars, "Nope. I came here on my own. I've only been living here for a few months."


"Oh," he said. He smiled, "Well in that case, how old are you?" I looked at him and answered, "Eighteen, you?" He smiled widely, "In that case, just call me oppa. Don't worry about my first name." I gave him a confused look, but when he didn't stop smiling, I couldn't help but laugh along.


"Oppa, when did you change to this stranger?" I mumbled as more tears slid down my cheeks. I sighed and wiped away my tears as I unlocked the door to his house. I had been living with him for two months now. When he asked me to come live with him, he was so nervous. I remember being so excited that he had asked, but now, it seemed like he wanted nothing to do with me.


I sighed and the lights, 'Oppa's not home yet.' I made my way up to our room and flicked the lights on. I sighed and changed into my pajamas after showering and went to bed. Hopefully, Hoya would come home soon.


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The next morning, I woke up to find a shirtless Hoya asleep next to me. I felt myself sigh in relief that he was still by my side. I fixed the covers over him and got out of bed. I freshened up and tied my hair back into a loose ponytail and went into the kitchen.


Hoya loves mixed cereals, especially Cocoa Puffs and Cookie Crisps. I smiled at the thought of him eating breakfast with me again and mixed them together. He finally came down the stairs, holding his head.


"Oppa, are you okay?" I asked concerned. He immediately pushed me away, "Don't touch me. My head hurts like hell!" I got up off the floor and touched his face, "Oppa were you out drinking last night? Should I make—" "Stop ing talking! My head hurts enough as it is!" he yelled. "God, you always make everything worse!" he growled and pushed pass me.


I couldn't even move or hear anything anymore. He was right, this was all my fault. I shouldn't have pried into his business. It's all my fault. I talk to much. It's all my fault. All my fault.


After drinking water, Hoya pushed me aside and went back upstairs into his bed. I let out a deep breath and collapsed onto the ground as my heart started to hurt. I quickly wiped my tears away. I didn't want Hoya to see me like this and get even more upset.


I got up and tossed the cereal away; he wouldn't be eating today either. I sighed and went back upstairs. He was just coming out. I grabbed his hand, "Oppa where're you go-" He immediately pulled away, "Wherever I want." I smiled, "Oppa I'll go with you." He turned and glared at me, "Can't you even give me some air?! Why're you so obsessive?!" My hands slid off of him and dropped back to my side.


He gave he an annoyed look and stomped down the stoats and slammed the door shut. I felt tears fall down my cheeks again. I shook my head, 'No! I can't cry. Hoya oppa hates that!' I wiped them away and went to change my clothes. I found my cell phone ringing on the nightstand and and answered it, "Yeobeoseyo?"


"Hey _________, it's MinJi!" MinJi greeted happily. I smiled, "Hey unnie. What's up?" She sighed, "Yah, don't pretend to be happy. What happened last night? Did Howon say anything to you?" I shook my head and smiled, even though my voice shook, "N-no. He was just having a bad day, that's all."


MinJi sighed, "When are you going to keep telling yourself that?!" I shook my head and repeated the same thing as a tears escaped down my cheek, "No unnie. He was just having a bad day. It was just a bad day." MinJi sighed, "________, just wait where you are okay? Me and the others will come get you, then we can talk."


I heaved a sigh and picked up the picture frame of Hoya holding me. I traced his face as a tear hit his cheek. I held the picture tightly close to me and sobbed, "Oppa where'd you go? I'm sorry I'm being a horrible girlfriend, just please don't be like this to me."


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"So, he blamed it on you that he was having a headache?" CL asked. I shook my head frantically, "No! It's just, I was talking to him while he had a headache, so he just said it like that." Dara and Bom looked at each other hesitantly. Then turned to you, "I don't think so ________ ah." MinJi added, "Howon has been like this for a while ________. You've just been lying to yourself." The other three nodded in agreement.


CL sat up immediately, "I got it! Just leave it all to me."


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Okay so nevermind about it being a one shot. I realized I wrote too much for a one shot. So it'll be a TWO-shot! Hahah. Lol. Or maybe a short story. I'm not sure. Please comment and subscribe! Thank you!