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Yoon Dujun is my classmate and he is a very attractive guy. I cherish him so much even though we never talk with each other, not once.

I never start any conversation with him because he seems like a lonely guy who wants to be in his own world alone.

He never skips his classes not for once. Until one day,he doesn’t come to school. I wait for him for the whole day and hardly can focus in class. But he doesn’t show up.

I thought maybe he just skip his classes for today. But I am wrong, so wrong. I never thought that yesterday is the last day I will see him.

Since that day, the distance between me and him become far far away. At that time, I’ve give up on waiting for him. He will never show up again.

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A year later….

I wake up from my beautiful sleep early today to visit my aunt who is admitted into the hospital.

“Good morning, world” I try to cheer myself. You may say that I have forget him, but this cheerful face I always put on is just a mask. I hide my sadness in my fake happiness.

In the hospital…

I’m walking toward my aunt’s ward when suddenly a voice calls my name.

“Shinmi! Lee Shinmi.” A husky yet gentleman voice calling out my name. It’s a very unpredictable moment.

Because he… The guy who I cherish the most.. Yoon Dujun… is in front of me. Calling out my name while smiling sweetly. I snap out of my thought when I feel like someone is hugging me from behind.

“HAHAHA! It’s really you, Lee Shinmi. Thanks mom. I finally meet her again” Dujun embraces me tightly in his warm hug. Forgetting that we are in public, I enjoy the moment.. My magical moment.

Since that day, I always visit Dujun. He is more cheerful and friendly than Yoon Dujun that I knew a year ago. He is so much different now..

Dujun says that he suffered from a serious illness. That’s why he has to be admitted into the hospital so that he can receive his treatment. I never ask more further about his condition.

We spend most of our time together talking about school, our classmates, and….. Everything about school. Nothing more than that.

Though he puts on a cheerful face, I can see that he is lonely.. It feels like we are going to be separated again.. But I just shrug all my nonsense thoughts. As long as he is with me, I don’t care about anything else anymore.

“Huh. It’s boring.. Come on Dujun. Actually you are suffering from what? For how long will you have to stay in here?” I try to make my question not too obvious by saying it in a bored tone.

But I get no response from him.. He just stares at the space, looking at… nothing.

I sigh loud enough for him to hear. I’m about to walk away when suddenly he grabs my wrist and pulls me into his embrace.

It’s a magical feeling. His warm hug makes me feel safe. I don’t want this magical moment to end.. I wish I can stop the time for awhile and be in his embrace a bit longer.

He tightens his embrace and whispers “I just know that my heart beat can stop anytime. The doctor said that my heart is very weak unlike others” he finally says.

I can’t stop my tears from flowing down.  “So it means… ... you will die anytime” He unlocks his embrace and makes me face him.

“Yah! You cry over a little thing. It’s not that horrible”. I close my eyes with tears still flowing down, not daring to look at his angelic face.

He breaks the ice when I don’t reply him “Yah pabo. I have something for you. But if you don’t stop crying it will gone” he says while wiping away my tears using his right hand.

Then he shows his right hand to me, grinning from ear to ear. “See, luckily your tears didn’t wipe it away”

There is a smiley on his hand with a winking eye. 5 alphabets spell HELLO was doodling beside it.

How can someone like him likes doodling on hand. I laugh at his childishness.

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Truly, I am so happy getting to meet Dujun again. As much as I wish that the time can stop for a while, as much as I wish I can turn back time.

However, his words while we were at the hospital keep flashing back in my mind.

“I just know that my heart beat can stop anytime….… I just know that my heart beat can stop anytime…… I just know that my heart beat can stop anytime…….”

Is he hiding something behind my back? Is there a meaning behind what has happened to him?

And earlier, he said that he felt so tired tonight. He has been acting so weird lately. He don’t even let me to tell anything to the doctor.

BZZZZ!

My cellphone vibrates showing that I have received a new text message.

It’s from Dujun, I wonder what makes he texted me so late at night.

From : Doodling Dujun ♥

Shinmi-ah, can you meet me right now?

I’ll be waiting for you. Rooftop, 10 pm.

Received on : 9.40 pm

“What’s up with him. Make me come to the hospital so late at night and want to meet up on the rooftop” I mumble quietly, feel annoying have to sneak into the hospital since the visited hour is over.

As soon as I reach on the rooftop, I see him. Yoon Dujun.. Handsomely standing on the rooftop while looking up at the stars.

What a nice figure he has.. I quietly tiptoe, planning to surprise him. But before I could reach him, he says something that stops my steps.

“The news on TV said that tonight there will be a meteor shower” I started to anxious when I hear his words.

He is going to leave me again..isn’t he? But will he come back again this time?

Now, we are sitting next to each other on the rooftop. Just two of us, while waiting for the meteor shower.

Dujun burdens my body by resting his head on my shoulder. “It’s so tiring.. Let me sleep for awhile while waiting for the meteor shower…..” He continues after exhaling his breath. “And Shinmi… I have another gift for you. Don’t cry or the gift will go away” his voice sounds weaker than before.

Feeling the tensed moment around us, I finally speak up “I don’t want any gift anymore. Dujun, I really like……--” Before I could finish my sentence, he cuts me straight off.

“Shhh.. Please don’t..Don’t say it now.. Just stay here with me, Shinmi-ah…” I wait for him to speak up again, but I hear nothing..

Dujun has fallen asleep, but this time he won’t wake up anymore…. The meteor shower is falling as if they are coming to take Dujun with them, up to the sky.

I look at him for the last time, and confessing my feeling... My confession that I have been waiting for a year to let him know about it.

“Dujun-ah.. Am I too late to confess my feeling for you? I-I really.. I really love you, Dujun-ah.. I mean it.” Meteor shower is falling as if my tears that can’t stop from flowing down.

Finally remembered about the gift that Dujun talked about earlier, I hold his cold hand.. The right hand that’s holding my gift all this while.

He doodled something again, but I can hardly read it because his hand is wet.. wet with my tears.

I will never forget this magical moment.. Under the meteor shower, this is the closest and the furthest distance between me and Dujun… forever…

THE END

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