"Yah! Sungjong-ah! Are you ever gonna tell me what's bugging you and why you're acting like this? We're supposed to be best friends yet lately I feel like I have to pry words out of you" said Myungsoo as he looked deeply at his best friend Sungjong who was now laying on the floor. 

Sungjong couldn't help but feel hurt by these words even though he knew he only had him self to blame for being like this towards Myungsoo. 
"If you knew my reasons you might not want to be my friend anymore...." Sungjong thought. 

"Sorry hyung, everything is fine, I'm just a bit distracted these days for some reason. Maybe because of our upcoming finals in Music class..."

At this Myungsoo couldn't help but sigh and move over closer to Sungjong, "Sungjongie, you know you're my best friend and because of that sometimes I feel as though I know you better than you know yourself and something is definitely bothering you...But since it seems as though I'm trying to break down a wall with my bare hands I'll stop questioning you...but I want you to tell me if what ever it is that's bothering truly becomes too much. It's the only way I'll drop the subject...You know I'll do all I can to help you, you are my best friend you know.." 

Sungjong couldn't help but get the urge to cry and laugh, all at the same time. How is he supposed to deal with this? How can he make such a promise when what is upsetting him is the fact that he truly likes this guy, likes him in a way that he's been taught to be wrong. And on top of it this is the guy he's called his best friend for the past six years. 

But seeing as though Myungsoo has been pressing him for the past couple of weeks already about what's on his mind he choose's to agree, it's not like he can't learn to deal with it soon enough any way.

"Araso hyung, I promise.." he says while standing up to go sit on his bed but Myungsoo grabs a hold of his wrist and says "You better keep that promise sungjongah, or else." 

Sungjong manages to pull away from Myungsoo's grip and sits down while Myungsoo stifles out a yawn. "I'm tired Sungjongie, mind if I take a nap here? My dorm room isn't as comfortable as yours, I've actually been thinking of moving in here what with you having that extra bed" Myungsoo says while eyeing the bed across from Sungjong's. 

If this had been one year ago Sungjong would be happy with the idea, but now that he likes Myungsoo, in a way that he wishes he didn't, he knows it's not a good idea. At all. 

"Hyung, you know that bed is for the new transfer student and he moves in tomorrow so your idea is a bit too late" Sungjong says while moving the hair that covers his eyes. 

"It that I think about it now doesn't it? We could've stayed up late every night falling asleep to the latest horror movies playing on TV or playing video games" Myungsoo says while going through some of Sungjong's things. 

Sungjong agrees, remembering all the times they've spent doing just those things, back when things were normal for him and not weird. 

"Well scoot over then sungjongie, let's sleep for a bit and when I'm up we can decide what we're gonna do tonight" Myungsoo says while already getting on Sungjong's comfortable bed but is stopped when sungjong grabs his shoulder. "No! let's not sleep hyung. Let's go over to Sungyeol's and see what he's up to!", was all Sungjong could think of saying so that he wouldn't have to question his feelings even more while sleeping on the same bed as Myungsoo. Things just weren't the same anymore, and he knew they just shouldn't do some of the things that they used to.

"We can go later Sungongie, let's just take a quick nap. I'm really tired and I don't wanna fall asleep at Sungyeol's place," he quickly responded as he pulled Sungjong back onto the bed, pinning him down with one leg. Sungjong couldn't move, couldn't say anything at the sudden closeness they now shared.

"What am I supposed to do hyung, when you're like this?" was all Sungjong could think....