I love you were the only words I told you ...

You didn't love me back but you didn't reject me ...

You just walked aways and avoided me since then ...

 

With your actions you made everything clear without even using your mouth ...

I didn't need to wait for your answer ...

Since I already got the message ...

 

I didn't understand why you had to do it in a harsh way ...

I didn't ask you to marry me or to stay forever by my side ...

I just wanted you by my side for as long as possible ...

 

If you just said that you didn't have the same feelings towards me ...

I would have accepted your desicion ...

But you choose the harsh way and made me feel more pain ...

 

If you reject me with words it wouldn't hurst as much as it hurts now ...

I wouldn't dare to speak to you ...

Even looking at you revives the pain in my heart ...

 

I'm sorry for confessing my love to you ...

I knew that I would somehow regret it ...

But I choose to listen to my heart ...

 

I'm sorry so sorry that I was selfish and confessed my feelings for you ...

Love can be painful yet it gives the happiness that you need ...

You can find someone who will stay by your side or ...

Someone who would crush you heart in many pieces ...

 

Unfortunately you were someone who crushed my heart in thousand pieces ...

You didn't give me the happiness that I felt during my dreams ...

Instead of happiness you gave me the pain that I have avoided to feel ...

You shattered my dreams and my heart ....

Only leaving a drak cloud filled with my painful tears ...

 

The tears that I have shed since that day ...

The nights that I have been regretting my confession ...

The days when I kept blaming myself for this pain ...

My heart that's too confused to be able to beat ...

 

A cloud filled with pain, sadness and shattered dreams ...

 

I should have kept my feelings for myself ...

Only imaging our relationship to be real ...

I should have continued my life in my dreams instead of breaking my heart ...

 

But I choose to follow my heart ...

To confess my love to you ...

While having the hope that maybe you would accept me ...

 

Everything turned into a sad dream ...

Leaving me with a broken heart ...

Confused of what I did wrong to deserve such a harsh rejection ...

I still don't understand why you were like this towards me ...

 

Maybe you hated me before even knowing about my existence ...

Maybe I did something wrong without realizing it ...

Or did I just deserved to be rejected like this ...?

 

I can't keep complaining about it ...

I can't keep reviving that moment in my heart ...

Since my soul is tired of blaming, my heart is tired of hurting ...

Every time when I try to remember what I did wrong ...

I just can't find the reason ...

 

I never approached you ...

I always admired you form far ...

I only returned the smiles you gave me ...

 

I'm sorry for loving you ...

I'm sorry for hating you ...

I'm sorry for believing in you ...