Some things are hard to comprehend. Love and hate are a few of them. It confuses me how I can feel both for him. Is it even possible? He makes me want to passionately kiss him one second then suddenly want to smack him into 2075 the next.. Love is confusing really. As is hate.

I've finally come to a conclusion though. This man, tall, handsome, dark, suave, cold, y. He does unexplainable things to me. Or more specifically my heart. It wants to burst out of my chest every time we make eye contact. Whether it be subtle or not. That one true feeling I have for him overpowers all the others.

I love him and that's the end of it. There's no ifs, buts, or maybes. I love him and that's something I'll always be sure of until I'm an old wrinkly ahjumma. You hear that bao bei? Wo ai ni! That's right I love you Kim Jongin, but the questions remains as do you feel the same way?