1:38 am
I'm not the one..Awakened in the middle of the night
I cant go back to sleep
I try to close my eyes, i try to dream
But your empty spot beside me is too real
I breathe in and out
Imagine an older time
When i was able to hug you close
Wake up to your sleeping face, girl what went wrong?
Was it me again? My careless actions finally got to you
I knew you wanted assurance
Was i too free to give that?
You always did things for me unselfishly
I knew the silent words you were thinking
"I'll do it for you, I'll do it because I love you"
And secretly you've always wondered
When I'll have to do it for you too
It seemed like that time never came, right?
I never did anything right
I kept taking what wasn't mine, even your heart began this way too..
I coveted you from him, made your smile just for me
I've hurt tons of people just to get to you
The world thought it unfair, even you thought it to be unfair
But in the end, you gave it up because of me
And you claimed that no matter what i do
You'll still love me in the end
I let go of the one hand that fed my heart
You cried when you left.
Did you think I couldn't see?
Your heart never wanted to let go
But your mind kept insisting
"You'll have no future in this guy."
"He'll never settle down with you"
Though this all might be true
An image of you walking down that aisle
In that white wedding dress made you look more perfect than before....
Man, how come I'm crying now?
Perhaps because I wasn't the one that was waiting for you in that church.
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