That awkward moment...
I can't stop loving you---JAEHEE POV---
"Waeyo oppa?" I asked
He kinda, become a stone? With his gaping mouth..
"Taemin?!" Soohyun oppa pointed to someone behind me
I become a stone for a moment, freeze..
"Huh? Wait.. Soohyun hyung?" someone's replying from behind
Uh-oh, don't tell me.. It is really Taemin..
"Taemin! Oh my God!" Soohyun oppa went through me
I turned and.. I saw both of them hugging each other. Oh my God, is it really Taemin?
"Oh my God, hyung! I always wanted to meet you! At last, we met!" Taemin smiled like a happy child
He's.. kinda different already with the old Taemin.. He look.. more handsome now.. and.. more popular..?
"So, how do you do? Fine?" oppa asked him
"Uh-huh, hbu hyung?" Taemin asked
They look like a kid that is being seperated with his mom for 3 years-_-
"Good, wow.. you're so different now, not the old and usual Taemin anymore!" oppa patted his shoulder
"You too hyung, uwaah, long time no see.." and they keep on chattering
Urrghh, what do I do now? Should I just keep quiet? Or should I tell Taemin that I'm here?
But.. I don't know what to say.. after all these years.. I'm afraid that.. he will forget me.. I even don't know whether I'm still his girlfriend or.. not:(
"EVERYONE! THE SHOW WILL START ANY MINUTES FROM NOW. PLEASE GET ON THE SET NOW!" one of the staffs announced using a loudspeaker
"Oh well, let's get going now hyung" Taemin ended the conversation and walked to the set with oppa
"Oh okay then, Jaehee, don't go anywhere, okay?" oppa turned back, and waved to me
I nodded, and give him a fighting sign
Taemin looked back at me, with his widened eyes
"..Jae.. Hee?!" he looks surprised
I looked away, and went to other place, ignoring him, pretending to not hear him. Urrghh, I feel guilty..
Even though oppa told me to stay here but I simply can't stay.. I decided to get out the waiting room and.. went to the cafeteria maybe?
As I walked in the corridor, a lot of artists passing by, urrghh, I can't stand their aura._.
I manage to find the cafeteria, oh wow me~ kekeke
I bought some mint chocolate flavoured candy, and went to some random empty table
I sat down, and took out my notes, preparing some questions for the staffs later.
But.. it seems my mind can't calm down! It's the first time I'm meeting Taemin after a long time! It seems like.. I didn't know him...
"Uhmm, excuse me.." suddenly a voice calling me as I was looking down, stressing over Taemin
"Oh yeah?" I looked up and a handsome boy smiling at me
Uh-oh, don't tell me he's one of the famous singer boyband like Taemin..
"Can I sit here? The seats are full already.." I looked at him, and he's carrying a food tray, that looks like heavy-_-
"Uhh, well why not" I smiled, and he quickly seat across me
"Thanks, you're a life saver" he grinned, and start digging in his chicken rice
Looking him eating like this, it reminds me when I'm dating with Taemin in the old days.. We used to seat like this, looking at each other, smiling like a pabbo... Wow, I bet I miss him so much right now...
"Umm, sorry? Are you hungry? Do you want to eat also?" the boy suddenly stopped eating and look at me weirdly
"Oh! I'm sorry, you just reminded me to someone I that I used to know.. Sorry for staring you like that" I apologized
"Oh I see, it's okay.. I guess?" he smiled
I smiled back, and returned to my work, continuing my earlier work. AND STOP THINKING ABOUT TAEMIN..
"Sooo, what's your name?" suddenly, the boy start up a conversation
"Oh me? I'm Kim Jaehee, hbu?" I asked back
"I'm Lee Joon. But just call me Joon" he offered a handshake
I shakes his hands, and he looks happy. Although he looks like a pabbo though.. it's cute~
"Oh so, you're.. a singer, I guess?"
"Uh yeah, I'm one of the members of MBLAQ. It's a little bit weird if you didn't know us.." he chuckled
"Sorry, I'm quite busy, so.. I don't have time for something like this.." I scratch the back of my head
"Oh I see.. So.. you're a college student?" he asked
I nodded
"Maybe you got a homework that involved the entertaiment area?"
I nodded again
"So, that's why keep on looking at your notes.. Hmm, well, I just want to ask, but how do you get in here? It's not easy you know, for someone like you to get in here.." he keep on asking
"Oh, I got brother who is an actor, and he's attending a show"
"Brother? Who?"
"Kim Soohyun, you know him?"
"Of course! He's famous, how can't I not know him?" he chuckled
"Oh well then, good for my brother then.." I smiled
"Hey Joon!" suddenly, another boy man come up behind him and smack his back
"Ouch, yah hyung!" he looked back and shouted
"What are you doing here? I thought you want to eat.. but you're talking to a beautiful girl now.. Do you know that we got work to doo?" the man speak in a funny way
I giggles, they look hillarious!
"Sheeshh, hyung, you even make her giggles. Do you know any shame hyung?!" Joon smack the man's shoulder lightly
"You're the one who need to know shame. Go and eat quickly!" the man glared at him
Joon sighed, and continue his eating
"So, excuse me, but who's your name?" the man that's angry a moment ago suddenly talked to me
I'm surprised!
"Urrmm, eeh, I'm Kim Jaehee" I smiled awkwardly
"Oh, I'm Yang Seungho. But call me Seungho" he smiled back
He got a kind smile actually..
"So, who are you to Joon-shii?" I asked
"Errmm, I'm MBLAQ's leader, so.." he explained
I nodded in understanding.. Ohh, so I see..
"Jaehee!" argghh, why there's so many people calling me?!
"What?!" I looked towards the sound of the voice and derp..
"Oppa?" I quickly stood up
Oppa quickly ran to me, and hugged me
"I thought you runaway! Sheeshh, I told you to stay!" oppa released the hug and he look worried
"Sorry.." I give him my puppy-eyes look
"So, the staffs are ready. You better get prepared quickly"
"Oh jinjja? Oh wait a min!" I quickly went over the table, and tidy up my things that are being scattered
"Urmm, Jaehee, are you dating with Kim Soohyun?" suddenly, Seungho talked to me
I giggles, LOL~ What a question!
As I finished tidy up my things, I said "No! He's my oppa!" I smiled, and jumped excitedly to oppa's place
"Sheesh, what a naughty sister I have. I guess you're good at seducing handsome and popular men, huh?" oppa teased me
"Maybe? Waeyo? Oppa did you fall in love with me? Oh no!" I pretended to be shocked
"Hah, don't think about it" he scoffed
I laughed, it's so fun teasing oppa like that
"Oh, and btw, Taemin keep on asking about you earlier. I wonder why.. Didn't you guys broke up already? Because of Taemin wants to go to this area?" oppa asked
"Ahh, oppa.. Let's just take me to the set!" I avoid the questions and walked quicker than before
As we arrived at the set,I quickly start the interview.
I feels like a pair of eyes is watcing me from somewhere as I do my interview. Huuh, shivers!
"Oh, I see.. Well, thanks for everything!" I said as I finished interviewing the PD
He nodded and smile
I stood up, and bowed to him. Keeping my notes inside the bag
I was just about to go out the sets when someone pulls me to the audience chair
"Jaehee.." that familiar voice come up, as the place is kinda dark and it needs a while to see something
"Jaehee, you're so pretty now. You're getting mature, and more mature.." the voice complimented me, but instead of being happy, I got shivers
"Who are-- .. TAEMIN?" as my eyes got to see something, infront of me, it's Taemin. With his still unresistable eyes
"Jaehee, you remembered me.. I thought, you forgot about me already" he smiled
Ohh my God, I miss that smile so much!
"Taemin.. How can I forgot you.." I said the last part silently, hoping that he didn't hear it
"So you still love me, huh?" and oh shoot, he heard it
I looked away, avoiding him. Why he act so arrogant now?
"Don't be shy, just be honest like your usual self.. Because.. I still love you, until now" Taemin explained
My heart fluttered for a moment, wait, he still loved me?
"I.. It's still hard to receive this kind of thing all of the sudden.." I looked at him, and he looked at me with a very kind eyes
"Jaehee, we're.. still dating right? I mean, we never broke-up, right?" he smiled
I want to nod, but.. I feel he's like a fake Taemin..
"You're.. different, Taemin.." I said
"Really? Well, maybe because I miss you so much, Jaehee. Don't you know? Everytime I called you, it can't be reached. Until I know from someone that you changed your number already. You never came to any of my concerts or fanmeeting or press conference. So.. I feel kinda.. lonely. And I'm scared that, you will broke-up.. with me.." he look pale, wow, he's really worried about me?
"I'm sorry, the reason I change my number because I don't want to interfere with your work, and I never went to your concerts, or something like that, is because.. I'm aiming for scholatship at that time, and I need to study hard.." I explained
"Really? So now.. We're dating like we used to, again.. right?" he look happy, like a child receving some candy
Uh-oh, why can't I say 'yes'? why can't I simply nod to Taemin?
"Jaehee? You.. don't want it?" Taemin asked
I just sat there, become a stone. Not answering nor moving.
"Haah, I guess, I need to take your heart again?" he winked
Uh-oh, now I'm blushing. Real hard I bet..
"Oh well, if you want it that way, I'll try my best to make you like me even more and more!" he looks excited
"So, first, give me your phone number, please?" he pleaded
I nodded, and give him my name card
"You got name card?! Wow, my girlfriend is so elite! And smart!" he giggles
I blushed at the word girlfriend, he calls me that already? That quick?
"Okay then, I'll contact you tonight. I can't wait talking to you. There's so many things I want to talk to you. Because I miss you sooo much!" he smiled
"Uhh, okay then. I guess, I'll be leaving now. Bye" I quickly stood up, leaving the 'awkwardness' that is going to happened any moment from now
Suddenly, Taemin hugged me from behind, it's so tight I even can't escape
"Jaehee-ah, I love you. I hope you recover your true feelings for me again. I miss you so much that I want you, all the time" he whispered
I'm feel so hot inside, my cheeks are burning red. Urrghh, he really know how to make me feel shy
"Okay then, bye Jaehee!" he released the hug and I quickly escaped
I didn' t look back or waved to him, I just keep on walking straight, to the parking lot where oppa is waiting for me
Taemin, you're soo unresistable, as always..
I think it's kinda long? Well, it's good then^^ HOHOHO
I really can't wait to update this story! I even sacrificed my goodnight sleep for this kind of thing (even though I'm freaking sleepy right now._.)
So, I hope you like! Comments are welcome! Silent readers are welcome too! Even subscribers! ;)
Enjoy reading and STAY TUNE<3
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