Being without Suzy was like living without air, she was my life and I can't believe I've even survived nine months without her. I hope she's okay, because if she was in pain I would already be there--that is, if I knew. I recently broke up with Nicole because I found her cheating with Minho--my new groupmate. Nicole always hated Suzy, and I never knew why; but now that she's gone, I'm living with my group--SHINee--while still being depressed without Suzy by my side.

        My group recently cameback with our song, Sherlock. It's a hybrid remix of our tracks 'Clue' and 'Note', pretty ironic huh? I type this as I listen to Forever by my sunbae's--Girls' Generation. I miss Suzy so much, I've even dreamt about us having twin girls; I always dreamt of naming them Abbey and Alex~ But Suzy never knew that; not even my own parents knew that!

        HAII MAI NAME IS TAEMINNNNNNN LSDGLASDKH! Taemin, stop! TAEMIN-AH~ LET KEY FINISH HIS STUPID BIOGRAPHY! Minho, god damnit. Hellur~ I Lurve Chicken:D ONEW! STOP! Everyone get out, that includes you Dino boy. AWW DX

        As I was saying-- I WILL NEVER LEAVE KEY UMMAAANLALSDKGJLKJSALDHJLASH HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHH. ...... Taemin, there's banana milk in the fridge, now gtfo. YAY!!!!

        Anyway, I just hope I find Suzy soon; I need her. Suzy, wherever you are, I love you <3